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It's been a bit relaxed since finishing the tasks to enter Empress Kat's empire. She was very proud of my effort as was I. I am even more proud and grateful to be owned by her now. 

Today is a big milestone, I hit 1000 worships. It carries a 5000-fame bonus. I still need a little over 9,000 more fames for the net collar, but this is still a big accomplishment. I joined May 14th. So, 1000 worships in 47 days are just over an average of 21 worships a day. Since you can only do one per hour, I consider that pretty consistent and a pretty good accomplishment. The goal is to get Empress activated so we can start taking advantage of some of the tools on the site. 

OK, this will be a long post - :-) Today was a big day. I was accepted by Empress Katastrophe's into her empire today. It was not without a lot of work. To prove my commitment, I completed the following: 

Started with 27 slaps in the face, then spent a total of 6 hours and 23 mins in the corner on a hard wood chair, with continuous ball shocks, and typing the following line "I am owned by Empress Katastrophe. Everything I do is to please Her, entertain Her and build Her Empire." approximately 900 times. I also had $388 in sends and tributes along with a plethora of humiliation and worship tasks.

Two major tasks came at the end. One I wrote a Uselessness resume and recited it to Empress as if applying for the job of Useless Piggie. It had four parts, a summary of goals which are to serve my betters, Usefulness Skills, things that might be useful to an owner like performing menial tasks and servicing her and her guests, and weaknesses, things like a small penis, lack of decision making and lack of self-control. The last section was about why my money is more attractive than I am. Let's face it, outside of being a service bitch betas like me are pretty useless. Money is the only thing that makes us attractive at all. 

The other task was to write a poem about what it would be like to be owned by Empress Katastrophe. Here is the poem: 

I Want to be a “Good Boy!”

What would it be like to be owned by Empress Katastrophe and be her good boy?

To be controlled, directed, commanded to do things you would never do for anyone else to maybe be told “good boy” and then say thank you for the attention, whatever it is.  

Why do I want that? I don’t know.

What I do know is when I am around you, I want you to possess me as a thing to be owned.

I live to please you, no matter if that means suffering through bullying, humiliation, degradation and even pain all suddenly seems like a fair price to pay to be yours.

You are both nurturing and humiliating, sensuous and bullying, soft and cruel, selfless and selfish.

But hearing your laugh, seeing your smile, feeling your happiness, makes it all worthwhile.

I go to sleep thinking of you; I awaken thinking of you.

I spend every part of everyday thinking of you.

How can I make Empress Katastrophe’s life better?

What can this insignificant being done to improve such a superior person’s life?

This consumes me, to every fiber of my being.

I believe that’s what it would be like to be owned by Empress Katastrophe and to be her “good boy”! 

I am now the property of Empress Katastrophe to do with as she pleases. I feel a great sense of accomplishment earning her trust and attention. Now I will need to work to keep my place. Being accepted is just the beginning. I know I need to prove my worth every day. I am looking forward to that challenge. 

This entry is for Thursday June 25. I completed 50 mins f my pain debt. I have 10 mins left that I will do together with Empress. I also wrote a poem and being owned by her and also a uselessness resume I will recite as part of my application to be owned by her. Tomorrow (Friday) will be a big day. 

Today's pain debt work went well for the most part. I did forget to start the video for one 10 min session I am hoping Empress will still let it count. I have screen shot the writeforme log to show i did it. For whatever reason while I thought I started the camera I must not have hit it hard enough. 

Still, I got 40 mins in today! That leaves only 60 mins! Empress and I will do the last 10 on Friday together. 383 mins or 6 hrs and 23 minutes of having my balls shocked and writing lines while sitting in the conner on a hard wooden chair seems like a pretty big accomplishment for a slave. I hope Empress sees it that way too. I think she does. She tells me often she is proud of how hard I work for her. 

30 mins tomorrow, 20 mins Thursday (or vice versa) and that will leave the last 10 for Friday.  I should note the actual due date was a very kind July 31st. However, I wanted to show my commitment and blow that date away.  So, barring an issue, the completion date should be June 26, more than a month early. My balls can tell you it's been no easy feat. 

Reached 10,000 fames today!! Made the next slave collar! So now my worships are worth 5 each time i worship Empress Katastrophe. It's taken some time, but I got there. this will help Empress get activated. She has gone from 52 when she had me join to 18 now. 

Added 10 mins!  Down to the last 100!  Still should be able to finish this Friday! 

6/21 - I missed yesterday. Life got in the way. So, this is for that entry. I worked off another 20 mins from my pain debt. Down to 110 mins. My goal for completion is the end of this week as Empress and I meet almost every Friday. We can celebrate me completing this long task. I have been happy to work off this pain debt. She deserves complete devotion and commitment. And it has focused me on what it means to be owned by her. That she will demand complete obedience which I am ready to commit to. The time is coming. 

Today I worked off another 20 mins from pain debt. I did two 10 min sessions. Errors were not great, but I am doing the best I can. I appreciate Empress creating this opportunity for me to show my commitment to be owned by her.    I now have 150 mins left. 

Edit - Added another 20 mins!  Now down to 130 mins left! I can see the end of the tunnel! Thank you Empress, for this opportunity! 

Today Empress tested my menial/disgusting skills ability. Today's task was to cover a pair of toy feet with whipped cream (I hate whipped cream.) She set up a humiliation wallet drain on another site. She started the drain and instructed me to lick the feet clean. The drain stops when the I get the feet clean. If I the drain ends before I get the feet cleaned, I was to get an additional punishment.  However, I finished the feet before the drain ended. This however left money in my wallet that belonged to Empress. So, at my request she set up a task drain for the rest of the money. The task will be added to a running list of tasks she will have me perform over time. Thank you Empress for the humiliation and for draining my wallet. 

Completed my next 10 mins. Did Ok but hoping to get better. Down to 180 mins - 3 hrs left! 

Combining entries - Added another 10 mins!  Only 170 mins left!!!  And Empress has approved all but these last 20 mins. 

Just got another 10 mins. Again, lots of errors. But lots of outside influences, tornado warnings and family calls. Now past halfway. 190 mins left. On a side note, the shocks make a huge difference. I commit to finish the sentence I am working on if the timer runs out. So far, no errors with no ball shocks. :-) 

Empress Katastrophe has directed me to start putting entries in the public diary. Today is the first entry. So here it goes. After today most will likely be single line-item updates, but this one has some significant detail.

A few weeks ago, I submitted my application to being owned by Empress. She created a public pain drain on another site to define what I needed to do to show my submission and commitment to her. For those not familiar, a public drain uses likes and comments to define a debt owed that needs to be worked off. She chose pain, although there was a wallet drain also performed. The pain debt owed is as follows:  She decided that each "like" on the drain, I had to smack myself in the face with a toy hand (different story for a different time). As for comments, I have a way for her to be able to shock my balls remotely. So, She decided that each comment would be 10 shocks to my balls. The likes were 27, not a really big number. This requirement has been completed.

The comments however tallied 383 minutes considering 1 shock per second. I am to repay this "debt" by sitting in the corner, setting the ball shocker to automatic (1 shock per second is the fastest) and writing lines on writing app. The line is "I am owned by Empress Katastrophe. Everything I do is to please Her, entertain Her, and build Her Empire." So far, I have completed 173 minutes. I have 210 mins remaining. I hope to add some today. The due date is July 31st, however, my personal goal is to be done by June 30th. 

If you are reading and got this far, wow that's perseverance. Hopefully it provided some entertainment.