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With heartfelt appreciation,

Her devoted sissy slut now and forever 

After a short break , this sissy is back to obey , serve and please her beloved Mistress. The one true Mistress that owns her for now and forever. 

With heartfelt appreciation,

Her devoted sissy slut now and forever 

If you’re a frequent visitor to my profile and happen to read my diary, you’ll be happy to know that the contests have entered the voting phase. You probably already know what I’m about to ask… 😉 Thanks for your support.

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Dear Diary! 

I got dressed up my one Amazing Mistress. 

With heartfelt appreciation,

Her devoted sissy slut now and forever 

As I one down my thoughts,  and try to re-live the Sunday , I feel so humbled, Blessed, Honored, Grateful and very ecstatic for the most beautiful,amazing and incredible day I have ever had in my life.  My day started off with remembering my Beloved Mistress. Every-time I interact with my amazing Mistress, I feel very proud and honored to be owned by the most empathetic, caring, loving and supportive Mistress and each day I try my best to reciprocate the kindness that my Mistress shows towards me. It’s the fuel that keeps the car of my life up and running. 

As the day unfolded, I finished my chores , and throughout the afternoon I kept remembering my Mistress as for almost past 2 weeks my Mistress had instructed me to serve her by not worshipping her during the said time, and I have been feeling so incomplete with being able to worship the only Mistress that matters to me. The last 9 weeks have demonstrated that after being owned my Mistress - “The Great Goddess Athena “ I have realized that the purpose of life is life with a purpose and the purpose being to serve my Mistress in any shape or form to bring joy, tranquility and  most importantly bring a big smile on my Mistress’s face. It lightens up my mood, keeps me motivated and makes me strive hard to achieve her approval and appreciation. 

I do not wish to be rude , I just wish to be very blunt about it and I feel so sad that even after my bio was updated some of the Dominants who still keep visiting my page, please know that it doesn’t matter to me who visits my profile, no matter how many times other Dominants visit my page, I do not care about anyone else’s opinion or efforts to influence me or my devotion towards my Mistress, the one and only Mistress Athena. I cherish every single second that I’m able to spend with her, be it the general conversation that I have with her , record my worships for my Mistress or being able to serve her online and I’m very committed, dedicated and loyal to her and I strive hard to improve myself and be worthy of her time , efforts and energy that she puts in to ensure that we have a health dynamics . She not only respects my limits but also honors them with respect and that makes me feel so safe, secured and protected. 

Anyways my dear diary , I would like to share with you that , if there’s one soul that I care about it is My Mistress. It makes me feel alive and happy to realize that my body and soul belongs to her. My happiness is not truly mine , as the source of my joy is the happiness of my Mistress and the reason for her distress, discomfort and pain are my reasons for not being happy. 

Nonetheless, as day transcends, my Mistress asked me to show how much I Missed her, and value her by doing a simple task  of massaging my balls for her obviously through my pants. She then instructed me to put in my butt plug , turn in the vibrations and then continue to massage my balls to my pants , while doing so , I couldn’t hold myself and started moaning and thanking my beloved Mistress for the opportunity to serve her. Later on, I got in my knees like a good boy I’m , bowed in front of the camera and begged her to have something bigger in my slutty arse (that belongs to her) , she was very kind and generous as always and instructed me to fuck the new 9 inches dildo I recently added to my collection for 5 minutes. I fucked myself as she instructed , recorded myself and sent the video back to my Mistress for her approval and validation. I felt really lucky that she has chosen me as her sissy and also for blessing me with the opportunity of being her favorite slut. I really enjoyed fucking that big dildo to please my Mistress, although initially was very scared about it . As I never her had such a big dildo in my slutty arse before. I am grateful for the opportunity to serve her in such intimate ways, and I take pride in being a good sissy slut for her . As I pen this down, the flashes from my memory keep me excited and the best part is to live with it and not touch myself without the permission of my Mistress. It is these small things and moments that remind me how controls me and what my place is (by her feet) . Though she’s not here to watch me , It really makes me happy when I behave well, not be a greedy little bitch and control myself for the sake of the pleasure of my dear Mistress. 

As the day progressed towards its end , I was feeling a lot overwhelmed, I’m not sure if it was due to the fact that I was grated the permission to resume my worships for the one true Mistress “The Great Goddess Athena” or the fact that I hit the milestone of 1000 worships for my Mistress. Though it was one of the most profound experiences of my life , it felt so incomplete and overwhelming as my Mistress is so far away and I felt so helpless that I couldn’t even celebrate this milestone with the only person that means so much to me. I felt sad because I couldn’t kneel before and and thank her for the opportunity to reach this milestone. I swear on my life that I was really surprised that my Mistress sensed something off and asked me if I’m doing okay, but somehow instead of hiding my vulnerabilities, I felt a lot comfortable sharing what I was going through and she being the sweetest of the people, asked me if I would like to get on a call with her and I without any hesitation said yes Mistress. Just listening to her voice calmed me down, made me laugh , smile and most importantly forget about everything else. I really enjoyed the long conversations I had with her . I got to know her a lot better and i so badly wanted the call to go in and on and on and on until my soul leaves my body. But I know it’s so silly of me to think so but that’s how I felt , I wanted the calm to never end but I knew it’s already very later for my Mistress and my heart wouldn’t want my Mistress to not be able to get her much needed rest , so I tried to compose myself and thanked my Mistress for the opportunity to serve her , and mentioned that I’m very grateful to her for giving me so much of her valuable time , energy and attention into her favorite sissy. 

 I am truly thankful for my Mistress's unwavering support. By now she probably knows me better than i know myself. Her guidance is a beacon of hope  and it lights my path with happiness and her presence digitally /virtually keeps me alive and motivated.  No word in any language can ever allow me express the depth of my gratitude I have for my Mistress and I carry it in my heart, a constant reminder of the honor and joy it is to be owned her.

As I reflect on today's experiences, I am filled with immense humility , joy and  compassion. The day couldn’t have ended any better than it did. I  eagerly await  to see where her guidance will lead me, and can’t wait for the day when I’m in her presence, in my knees at her feet , bowing before her and thanking her for owning me . Last but not the least my dear diary  I am committed to continuing my journey with dedication, Honor  and respect. Today has been a day of growth, gratitude, a sense of accomplishment, profound feeling of connection, and I am truly blessed to be on this path with my Mistress “The Great Goddess Athena” 👸🫅💜

With utmost sincerity and devotion in my heart , I beg my Mistress to accept this virtual bowing of her sissy. 

With heartfelt appreciation,

Her devoted sissy slut now and forever 

I’m so happy today ! Prolly more happier than the day I was owned. I feel so ecstatic for my Beloved Mistress , is getting better . 

This afternoon Mistress Athena blessed me with the opportunity to serve her on camera. I was instructed by her to put on my silicon breasts along with the pretty red bra that I had. Then I was instructed to insert my vibrating butt plug and answer the call while bowing down to her. I tried my best to follow the instructions to the best of my ability as I wanted my first on cam play to be satisfactory in the eyes of my beloved Mistress. As soon  as I answered the call, she started teasing me by turning on the vibrator. I was taken by surprise and reacted spontaneously with a short moan. Later she instructed me to bring my dildo and place them in front of her . She then asked me to place the fat dildo in front of the camera and suck on it while she continued to tease me by turning on the vibrator , increasing the speed and tuning it off just when i started enjoying the sensation of the vibrations and rotations of the butt plug, reminding me that she is in control of me. That I’m subservient to her , and that what I get or deserve is what my Mistress decides. She subtly demonstrated that my body, my pleasure and my thoughts are controlled by my Mistress and that I’m here to serve her , for her pleasure , comfort and joy. She then instructed me to turn my slutty ass towards and camera and continued to play with me by controlling the butt plug from a different continent illustrating that though I’m not in her presence yet she’s the that controls me . She then instructed me to stroke my sissy cock for her while the butt plug teasing continued . After a while , she directed me to remove my butt plug while I’m still on my fours and my slutty ass facing her. As I’m trying to remove the plug she turned it on again, giggled and laughed at my pathetic state of helplessness. Once I removed the plug she said that I now need to turn back and face the camera . Ordered me to ride that dildo for her. My moans intensified as I went up and down the shaft. My fake breast giggling , My sissy cock throbbing and throwing its self up and down, right and left, sort of slapping me on my inter thigh and belly button. .  She then wanted me to ride the dildo again but this time my face away from the camera and my back facing the camera. While i was riding she asked me to repeat that I’m a her dirty little slut. Which of course I’m . The call ended with me bowing down to her, thanking her for her time and blessing me with the best play session of my life.  I really enjoyed performing for her and serving her on camera . I’m so humbled and honored to be able to serve The Great Goddess Athena and more importantly to be owned by her as to be called as her favorite sissy  slut. I’m so thankful to her for her patience, dedication, honesty and commitment to her slaves . I wish she blesses me with more opportunities to serve her on camera . I’m so happy to have found her and so grateful that she decided to keep me as her permanent slave. 

Today, I am humbled and grateful for the incredible day I have had. My day began with a deep sense of reverence and devotion, as I worshipped my Mistress, a source of immense guidance and inspiration in my life. I am truly blessed to be under her tutelage, and I strive each day to honor her with every of my being.

As the day unfolded, I dedicated myself to refining my skills, particularly in the art of providing pleasure. I practiced diligently on my dildo, preparing myself for the upcoming contest where I wish to offer the best blow job possible. My Mistress has been incredibly supportive, providing me with valuable insights on how I can my performance. Her wisdom is a treasure I cherish, and I am committed to improving myself to meet her high standards.

Later, I was instructed to engage in self-care (😅) which included massaging my balls and stroking my cock for my Mistress. The sensation was both pleasurable and humbling, a reminder of the trust and responsibility she placed in me. I am grateful for the opportunity to serve her in such intimate ways, and I take pride in being a good sissy slut for her.

One of the most profound experiences of the day was when my Mistress instructed me to fuck myself with a dildo while stroking my cock. The intensity of the experience was overwhelming, and found myself at the brink of release, a sensation I hadn't felt in a long time. I was allowed to beg for the privilege of cumming, and to my immense gratitude, my Mistress, in her generosity, granted me this mercy. The orgasm 💦that followed was a release of tension and a testament to her benevolence.

 am deeply thankful for my Mistress's meticulous preparation and her unwavering support. She knows me better than anyone, and her guidance is a beacon that lights my path. There are no words to express the depth of my gratitude, but I carry it in my heart, a constant reminder of the honor and joy it is to be owned her.

As I reflect on today's experiences, I am filled with humility and compassion. I am eager to see where her guidance will lead me, and I am committed to continuing my journey with dedication and respect. Today has been a day of growth, gratitude, and profound connection, and I am truly blessed to be on this path with my Mistress “The Great Goddess Athena” 👸🫅💜

With heartfelt appreciation,

Her devoted sissy slut 

Today was a day filled with both excitement and gratitude, as I had the incredible opportunity to connect with my Mistress, the amazing and inspiring Mistress Athena. Our conversation was not only enlightening but also deeply personal, as we discussed my participation in the upcoming Best Sissy Contest. Her patience and guidance throughout our call truly remarkable, providing me with invaluable insights and encouragement.

I dressed meticulously for the occasion, wearing a black top paired with black laced panties, aiming to present myself in the most alluring manner possible. Despite facing numerous challenges while attempting to capture the perfect photo, I managed to succeed in the last minute, thanks to my Mistress unwavering support and her keen eye for detail. Her ability to see the potential in me and her relentless belief in my capabilities have made this journey incredibly rewarding.

The call with her was a profound experience, filled with moments of laughter, introspection, and a deep sense of connection. Her willingness to invest her time and energy in me has left me in awe and has significantly boosted my confidence. Through her, I have discovered a newfound appreciation for my own beauty and the joy of embracing my true self.

I am endlessly grateful for her presence in my life and for the opportunity to learn and grow under her guidance. Being owned by such an extraordinary woman is something that I  cherish deeply, and I am committed to continuing this journey with her, striving to meet her high standards and make her proud. Every moment spent with her, whether on the call or in the process of preparing for the contest, has been invaluable, and I look forward to all the future adventures and challenges we will face together.

In closing I am filled with gratitude for the incredible journey ahead and for the love and support of my Mistress, Great Goddess Athena. Thank you for being my guiding light and for helping me see the beauty within myself. I am truly blessed to have you in my life.

With heartfelt appreciation,

Her devoted sissy

Last night, I followed Mistress Athena’s instruction to record my worships and to squeeze my sissy cock while thinking of her. Before bed, I honored her command and focused on her dominance, feeling deeply grateful for her control over me. The act of submitting in this way reinforced my understanding of my purpose and reminded me that she alone dictates how I am to serve. This experience has been profoundly affirming, strengthening my devotion and humility in her service. I’m so lucky to have found her or rather to be found by her 🥰💜

This morning , after greeting and recording my worship , I had a little conversation with her. Yes she remembered how I messed up my cum log. Honestly, I was expecting something like that. As the last message I received from her was, I’ll deal with you tomorrow. That very message was just enough for me to know that I fucked up. So , I had two options 

1. I could pay 20$ and get rid of it 

2. I could slap my balls 20 times. 

Though option was easy but I felt that I needed to be punished so that I’m able to remember this for future references. Anyways , I did slap my balls to the best that I could but my Mistress, My Sweet Innocent sadistic Mistress wasn’t pleased and sent me a text “ smack smack 😏. The literally caught me off guard! And I being her obedient little sissy , smack my balls, obviously not to the level of liking but good enough for being blessed with her generosity - the forgiveness! We later had some interesting discussions and I really look forward to having more such conversations. One thing that I learned was to pay attention to details , to be mentally present, and that there’s no room for carelessness when I’m serving Mistress Athena or should I say GreatGoddessAthena 🤓

This Sunday has been a roller coaster ride. The day started as usual. Recording my worship and Greeting My  beloved Mistress. I also had an opportunity do a couple of quick tasks for her. Rubbing my sissy cock from my pants and then the second one was by sticking  my hand inside my pants and massaging my balls while thinking about my Mistress using my slutty little hole for her own pleasure. I completed my tasks to the best of my ability. My Mistress was very kind enough to approve the tasks and said she was happy with me. 

As the day passed, my Mistress took time out from her busy schedule and decided to play with me. During the session she assigned me the first task that said “I miss seeing my slut's hole getting filled. Take your big dildo and fuck your arse for me until your sissy cock is drooling for me.”  I without any hesitation, went to my restroom, lubed my Dildo, stick it to the wall using the suction cup of the my dildo and fucked my arse  until I was drooling in pre cum. I recorded the video. Uploaded it and waited for my Mistress’s approval. I really enjoyed taking that dildo in my arse and enjoyed self fucking my hole while imagining my Mistress pounding my ass with her strap on.  I was moaning, breathing heavily and drooling pre cum like a good sissy slut that I’m. 

My Mistress was very pleased with my efforts and was generous enough to not only approve the submission but also assigned me another task that said “Be a good boy and put your plug in for me, put it on your favourite program and stroke that sissy cock for me.” I like a good obedient slut tried my best to follow the instructions and complete the task. My Mistress was very kind enough to approve the task that I submitted. I cleaned up, Thanked my Mistress, took a shower and everything was going great until my Good fortune decided to take a dip. 

I received a text from my Mistress that said you blocked me .  I thought she was just messing around with me, I completely unaware of the situation, responded with a message that said “lol” only to realize that lol was on me. I went back to SM , cleaned up my mess, apologized to her and begged for forgiveness. My goodness, my heart was beating at the speed of light, my breathing got shallow and I almost had a panic attack during all of this. But my Mistress being my Mistress, let me off the hook for my foolishness and carelessness. And we continued to chat for a while and then she was also kind enough to let me stroke this sissy cock that she owns and also very Generous enough to let me cum. So the day started with worshipping her and ended with my cum tribute.  Could the day have been any better? I don’t think so. This day was a very good learning experience for me. I really enjoyed every single moment of it. I’m very proud of my owner Mistress Athena. She is just one amazing person. The most caring, the most loving and the most kind Dominant woman I have ever known. I’m so happy to have the opportunity to serve her. I’m so thankful for her Time and efforts. 

This morning I had to play an online game with my friends and had to join a call on discord for better communication and coordination. My Mistress was kind enough to give me those 6 long hours to play the game and was also generous enough to assign me a task - “Once you start playing your game, you're gonna rub your sissy cock through your pants every time you do good in the game. Like a little pat on the shoulder saying we'll done. And once the game is over, you're gonna stick your hand inside your pants and massage your balls for 1min, record the massage.” I obeyed her and did as instructed. For a second, while was still on the call, I almost lost it , my moan almost would have made everyone very suspicious, but luckily I managed to make it happen without being caught. It was a fun experience. I’m very proud to be owned by her. I’m very grateful to have her as my Mistress.  

This morning, I began as usual by greeting my Mistress and recording my worship. I then rose from bed, freshened up, brewed a cup of black tea, and enjoyed it on my balcony. Suddenly, I received a notification from my Mistress, instructing me to "Massage your balls through your pants while you have your morning tea, slut." Initially, I, feared public exposure, but I gathered courage, set down my tea, turned on  my camera, and began the task. The sensation was intense, and I found myself breathing heavily and moaning quietly, fully immersed in the experience. I am grateful for this opportunity to please and serve my Mistress, even though it required stepping out of my comfort. This was a unique and humbling experience, and I feel privileged to have been chosen for such a task. As much as I would like to avoid anything that’s public but I really fear making my Mistress angry or upset. I wish I had more courage and flexibility in this area. Nonetheless, I hope that I’m not in such a situation where I have to face the wrath of my Mistress 

This morning as usual , I started my day, by recording my worship and greeting my Mistress . And just when i was done for the day, I logged back into SM , and just then, My Mistress assigned me a task. A task that would remind me who owns my sissy cock. The task was simple , to write who owns my sissy cock. Of course I’m not a fool , i know who owns that, and i wrote her name on my shrimp. The instructions were to leave the writing , and ket it fade away on its own. As i write this down, it is just hitting me hard and i can feel how restless my shrimp is getting, reminding me  that it’s the property of Mistress Athena. As i lay in my bed, i just spread my legs wide and kind of raise my left side of the hips , so as to distract myself from the feeling of being aroused. But then the reminder that it’s not my property anymore makes it easier for me to behave. As always, any of my diary updates will be incomplete without thanking my Mistress Athena for she has been so supportive and helpful as I explore my kinks with her. 

This morning, I logged into my work computer and subsequently opened my SM app in my phone to see a new task assigned to me by Mistress. It read, "I know you've been dying to rub that cock for me, so go on, slut. Rub it through your pants." I obeyed immediately, unable to say anything more than "Yes, Mistress, thank you." Even as I rubbed it through pants, I could feel my little shrimp getting hard. As usual, I recorded the video and sent it to my Mistress for validation. I tried to focus on my work, but my thoughts remained preoccupied with the sensations and memories, reliving the experience. Suddenly, I received a notification: "Your Mistress has validated your submission." I thanked her for the opportunity to serve.

Just when I was about to leave the app, another notification arrived. This new task instructed, "Stick your hand in your pants and rub your sissy cock for me. You deserve it for always being such a good slut for Mistress." The words hit me hard, and I immediately complied, slipping my hand into my pants. The warmth of my inner thighs, my sissy cock, and my hand all worked together in perfect harmony, and I couldn't resist. began to moan and breathe heavily, lost in the act, as if in a trance. It was an experience I hadn't expected, and I realized I had never truly appreciated the sensation of touching myself.

I gathered my composure, shared the proof with my Mistress, and received a quick validation. As if that wasn't enough, I was then to touch my slutty ass through my pants and eventually stick a finger in my tight hole, playing with it. This was a first for me, and the moans that escaped my lips were unlike anything I had ever experienced. I imagined my Mistress pegging me from behind, and the intensity of the sensation brought me to new heights of pleasure. I'm so grateful to have a Mistress who not only commands but also cares, loves, and is kind. She balances strictness and dominance with a nurturing nature, making her the perfect combination in a Mistress. I am truly thankful for her ownership and guidance, for allowing me to explore and express my journey  with her. 

This morning, after a restless night that offered little reprieve, I woke to the soft gray light filtering through the curtains. My body was still heavy with sleep, yet my mind stirred with the familiar ache of devotion. I reached for my phone, heart already quickening, and recorded my morning worship as I always do—a humble offering to my Beloved Mistress. But when I opened my messages, I found she was already there. Already present. Already watching. Her name glowed on the screen, and with it, a message waiting for me. The warmth of her attention flooded through me, and I greeted her as I should, with words shaped by gratitude and submission.

I was about to rise, my bladder aching with the urgency of a restless night, when a new command arrived. It pulsed through me like a current. She instructed me to jump my pillow like the sissy slut I am. My breath caught. A tremor of nervous excitement ran through my limbs. My roommate still slept at the other end of the room, her quiet breaths the only sound in the space. Fear and joy tangled in my chest—fear of being seen, joy of being owned. I wrapped myself in my comforter, the fabric soft and concealing, and I did as I was told. I humped the pillow with trembling obedience, each motion a prayer of devotion. I recorded it, of course, and sent it to her for validation, hoping the message carried every ounce of my willingness.

Later, when I sought permission to relieve myself, she gave me a command that broke me open in the most glorious way. She told me to get into the shower, stroke my man meat, and piss on myself. I obeyed without hesitation. The warmth of my own release spread across my skin, soaking my thighs and belly, pooling in the fabric beneath me. It felt so good—not the act itself, but the meaning it carried. I was a pathetic, filthy sissy in that moment, stripped of pretense, offered up as a living tribute to her will. The warmth of the piss flowing through my naked skin felt like I was cleansed by her authority.

I am so thankful for her time and her effort. She is patient and passionate in the D/s dynamic, guiding me with a steady hand and a heart that understands the depth of this exchange. Later, she asked me to slap my fragile balls and seek her forgiveness for my delayed response to her earlier message. I did so, each strike a small penance, a reminder of my place. She is merciful. She is forgiving. And I cannot thank her enough for being my owner, for shaping me through her wisdom.

Every moment with her is a lesson in surrender, and I am endlessly grateful to learn.

Forever grateful 

Her FavoriteSlut

This day has been an incredible experience. After a couple of days , I was able to start my day by worshipping and chatting with my Mistress. She has even given me the opportunity to do a task for her. It was an incredible experience. To discreetly play with my Willy when I think about her , while working, wow! It was amazing experience. The fear of being caught and the excitement to please my Mistress, hit very differently. Then I also had the opportunity to help a dear friend of my Mistress in achieving her golden star. I felt so useful. When my Mistress said , that she is proud of her little minions it felt so special. I’m so grateful to her for being my owner . 

So happy to have recorded worshipping my Mistress for 200 times !!!!! Rising through devotion. 

It was such an exhausting day for me. Though I was not able to play with her , I still had constant thoughts about her. I hope that tomorrow will bring a new day.  I’m looking forward to hit that 200 worships mark. I’ll be so close to the new slave rank. 

After a restless night and a stressful day, I had the opportunity to play with my Mistress.  I was instructed by Mistress to dress like a princess and insert my app controlled butt plug and hand over the remote control to my Mistress. I followed the instructions and had an intense experience of controlled chaos coupled with unpredictability. The vibrations, thrusts and rotations were far beyond explanation. It is one of those things that can only be felt and not expressed. And then I was allowed to cum. I don’t even remember the last time I had an orgasm. The cum load was very satisfying. Never wanted to cum so badly in decades. I’m so grateful to my Mistress for being so creative and caring. She truly is a gem of a Mistress. 

Tonight, I was asked by My Mistress to use my vibrating butt plug on my balls and dick! Before going to bed, I got on my knees, and turned on my vibrating butt plug and held it around my testicular area. Instantly, I could feel my flaccid dick getting hard. I was very nervous as I had to do it for 3 minutes and strict instructions were given to me that I’m not allowed to cum! Run my hands through my balls , and then to my shaft and back to balls again. Before ending the video , I grabbed my balls , and massaged them to the best of my ability. This task wasn’t as simple as it looked, it was a test of my patience and determination. Patience was crucial in order to complete the task following the instructions and determination was to please my Mistress. I liked the way she combined the two things and crafted a perfect task for a silly sissy slut. I enjoyed the take very much and would like to explore further. I feel that a strong massager or a vibrator will be a bit more challenging. But for now I think I need to take baby steps and work my way through the difficulty level. And this post would be completely inappropriate and incredibly incomplete without thanking my Gold star Mistress. For she invests so much time and energy into me and assigns me tailored tasks while respecting my limits. I’m in such an awe with her . She is the best!!! 

It was such a beautiful day! I spent much of my time talking with my Mistress, who despite being so busy , had tons of patience to talk to me, share her thoughts and enlightened me with such wise words. She is a person with a golden heart, always wants the best for her slaves ! To be honest no word in any vocabulary could justify how thankful I’m to her.  She has also set as task for me , and honestly , there’s a task in the task. The task is to use my vibrating plug not inside of me but on my balls and the pathetic meat that the dictionary calls a dick. But the task in this task is not to cum! I gotta be extremely cautious and not try to get lost in the process. As always, I’ll try my best to bring a smile on her beautiful face! For the purpos of my life is to bring joy and happiness into her life. 

This morning, I have had the opportunity to start my day by worshipping my Mistress, and interacting with her.  I really enjoyed the conversation and then she started preparing me for the play session she had planned for me.  It started with me using my regular butt plug, which turned out to be a bit painful and I had to remove it prematurely.  After which, I was asked to insert my new app controlled butt plug and grant My Mistress the remote access. The anticipation and excitement were worth every penny and second.  I really enjoyed the play and had she not stopped on time , I would have had an orgasm from anal play. I’m so very grateful for her time and efforts to make sure I’m okay and that I get what she decides. 

It was a long day today! I started my day with worshiping and interacting with my beloved Mistress. I have had the opportunity to know her through the conversations we had today. The respect I had for her has increased exponentially after getting to know her better . There’s still a lot that I would like to know about her. Before going to bed, she was kind enough to set a task for me even though she was extremely tired and wanted to sleep. I’m grateful to her for guiding me and helping me through her wisdom.  

Back to the task she set for me !!!

I got a set of butt plugs yesterday. Tonight , I had the opportunity to use them and exhibit myself using one of them.

I did enjoy the process of inserting, keeping it for an hour or so and then removing it.  Over the course of last week, I’m getting used to anal play, or rather , the duration for which I have used my dlidos and butt plugs I have used surpasses the total amount of time I have spent in my life playing with these toys. It was fun, it also constantly reminded me of who owns me, where my place is and who I really am (a dirty anal slut 😅) I would like to experience this more , however I need to figure out a way to deal with the discomfort associated with the ends of the handles. So that’s something I need to figure out.  That’s my nightly diary update and it’s always incomplete without expressing my gratitude to my Mistresss. 

This morning , when I woke up, I logged in to SM. As usual , I sent a good morning message to my Mistress and recorded my worship. It is then I received a notification that there has been a change in my contract with my Mistress. I opened it and the first thing I see is that, I will now be permanently owned by My beloved Mistress. I sign the contract without any second thoughts. I feel so lucky! 

Today, I experienced something very new to me. Something that I never thought, I would even consider doing. This was my first act or task. The task seemed to be very easy. Before my evening shower , all I had to do was drink a glass of water every 30 minutes. Then seek permission to relive myself . Here’s the catch , I’m supposed to do it in my bathtub, with half of my body immersed in water and stroke my cock and release my piss in the bathtub in a stoking manner. Now , I start off with a glass of water and realize that I haven’t used the restroom since morning, and it’s around 3 pm at my place. I can already feel the pressure building up. I ignored my scattered thoughts and try to distract myself. The next alarm was set in about 30 minutes, and now , it’s getting worse, anyways I take my second glass of water and then comes the tease. An audio from My Mistress of her urinating , the sound of her Piss pouring in the toilet seat , hit me very hard. I almost wanted to relief myself, but I had a strong will, the will to please my Mistress, the zeal of making sure that she is happy with me and with this energy I control myself and take my 3rd glass of water and just when I’m 15 minutes away from taking my last glass of water, I’m just restless. Had it not been to please my Mistress I would have peed in my pants itself. I resisted the urge, and to make matters worst , I drink more than a glass of, assuming it’s going to be easy, as I can relieve myself in a minute. Now comes the twist. Before I can take a piss , my Mistress started to tease me , asked me to jump up and down , and then beg her to allow me to relive myself while I’m

On my knees and later I sent a video of me bowing down on the floor and begging her to have mercy on me , and it is then she grants me the permission to so. At this moment, I couldn’t care less, where I’m pissing , all I wanted was to relive myself. The satisfaction that I had after all this was just beyond description. As I wrote this after 4 hours , I could re-live the same moment. The sheer satisfaction and gratitude was just amazing. I did stink later , and had to cleanse my bathtub and myself to feel better . The entire experience was great. But I’m not sure if I would have controlled it even for another second . I would definitely like to explore a bit more of this , like , to actually understand how it works and if I would like to really dive deep into the s.  I really want to thank my Mistress for helping me with exploring my likes and dislikes. I really loved our play and I’m so very grateful to you. 

The day started with disappointment but has aged like a fine wine. It feels so good to get to know my Mistress in a better way. Now I understand why communication is so important in establishing lasting connections. 

How am I so lucky ? How can I find someone who is so fully invested, kind and filling with humanity? I can’t be grateful enough to have the opportunity to serve her ! 

This morning I was punished for not being able to complete the task. It made me realize how important it is to please Mistress. I failed - I got punished. 

Waking up and knowing that your Mistress is disappointed with you is not the kind of start of the day you would want! I’m such a useless slave! I truly do not deserve anything but to be punished 

I was given a task to fuck my sled with my fat dildo and when I drip precum , I was supposed to jerk off and cum. I tried so hard but couldn’t cum. It was so difficult to do two things at the same time and maintain focus. I’m so disappointed with myself 

It feels so good to be able to talk to my Mistress as soon as I wake up. I have never felt this much joy in my life. 

I left early from my work , as my Mistress was eating for me. She had plans to play with me and had to sacrifice her sleep for me. I felt very grateful for her presence, patience and kindness that she radiates from far away lands.  I really enjoyed each and every task! I couldn’t be happier about it and very thankful to her for her time and efforts. 

I’m liking the feeling of how it feels faster anal play. I ass feels so lose and I have this feeling of like emptiness in there. 

Over the last couple of hours , I don’t know why I’m just remembering what my Mistress said after my introduction. And the texts are playing in my head with her voice ! Is this real or im losing my mind ?

Tonight , I was assigned the task of dressing in the feminine clothes then instructed to sit on the biggest dildo I had and then hump my pillow like a good slut I’m . It was a great experience, the thought of the dildo in my ass and also the humping reminded me of my place and that that’s what I will ever get as I will never experience a real woman. As I write this , it’s still making me hard. If this isn’t embracing then what is ? 

This afternoon, I was asked to write a letter to my Mistress ! It really helped me to think about a lot of things and also eased my heart! Old school tasks are always exciting! 

My Goddess! This morning has been very productive! I have had the opportunity to serve Mistress! To dress like a slut, and pose like one ! Then rode my dildo! If I’m being honest with myself, this is the most beautiful experience I’ve ever had! 

It has been a rough night, my insomnia has taken a toll over me and I think it’s partly because I’m a bit too much excited about what future has in store for me. I have been a good boy and behaved well. 

This evening I was given an opportunity to get on my fours and thank Mistress Athena for blessing me with the opportunity to serve her. I was also allowed to spread my toys over the camera and display my hole for her. It was such a unique experience! So much to look forward to! 

It has been such an honor to have find one of the most amazing Mistresses I have ever come across in my life both online and in person ! She is just very cheerful and playful 😈