I'm basically a pet and I must do, as I'm told by my Master a toy to be abused controlled and possessed owned in every way imagineable to be shown the consequences of my decision to become a submissive ...
Also just to be clear I'm M.T.F pre-op so if your okay with that always happy to talk ...
Unfortunately I am indisposed at the moment I'm unable too talk to other dom's as I am currently under obligation, not to with my new Master ...
I welcome any an all criticisms what can I say I'm a sucker for been dominated and told what to do that I'm pathetic and should remain grovelling at my Master's feet it's where I belong ...
Today i've been watching my anime I did lose track a time a little the next thing I realise is quite late, so I just felt I'd get my daily diary out of the way I'm off to bed soon but as usual, I'll keep you updated My Lord ๐ ๐
That's another day over and done with quite frankly.I'm drained, I didn't do much, but for some reason i'm stupid tired so far now, I think i'm just going to get some sleep and I'll keep you up to date tomorrow My Lord ... ๐
It seems I was wrong when I said my punishment was over. I still have until next weekend. It's over which is not groovey.
I haven't exactly been healing that great past few days so I've been out so frustrated but I think I'm starting to get better not entirely sure just yet
Still once I am better and my punishment is over I can actually have a drinkyay until then, I'll keep you updated as usual.But for now goodnight ๐ ๐
I'm definitely going to have to start. Doing my daily diary a little earlier in the day. I keep on falling asleep with my phone in my hand which is kind of funny, but in the long run, not practical i got through my punishment definitely need to stay away from certain foods as they keep on giving me Tommy aches. The only reason why i'm up now is because of that very reason.Life is a little crazy right now don't worry. I'll keep you up-to-date and do my daily diary. A little bit later ๐
I ended up the feeling quite poorly yesterday afternoon I didn't get round too assessing my skills because I went to bed earlyย and frankly, I just didn't think about doing it i just wanted not to feel poorly anymore i am not sorry, because that would employ that I actually did something wrong, and as far as I'm concerned, I didn't I can only hope my master agrees with me i'm feeling a little bit better.No but I still feel iky gurrr i don't like being poorly it's not nice ๐ค๐ฅบ๐ค๐ถ๐
I've had a pretty good day today had to do a few bits and bobs when I got back, I even put the heating on as it was a little chilly hopefully tomorrow is not as bad doesn't really matter though even if I couldn't put the heating on, I'd wrap myself up like a bug in a rug then sit and watch a movie on amazon prime video hehe I love my movies there's nothing better than sitting down with a nice hot drink and watching something you like that and serving my master obviously just thought I'd put that in the so I don't get into trouble for being too relaxed or something like that anyway, it's getting a little late, so I might actually go to bed early well give it an hour anyway ๐ฅฐ๐คฉ๐ย
Well, there goes another day, and at least I got some sleep if I'm honest, I'm just glad today has been relaxing. No stress, although I did indulge in a little alcohol later this evening.I should sleep well tonight hehe even my master seems to be in a good mood today. Although he was a little tired earlier, hopefully he's well rested and ready to continue being his wonderful self and yes i'm brown nosing my Master after the last few punishments i've received, I would rather be on his good side that's my excuse, and i'm sticking with it ๐๐ ๐คฉ๐คฏ๐
Well, I woke up fairly early today and I was excited because I would finally get to play my games and watch some anime, but thursday had to go for a coffee, as I promised my friend we would catch up we went to our usual coffee shop and had a good laugh it was about 2 pm or just after, by the time I'd actually got back, I was completely drained if I honest, but still had just enough energy to gain for a little bit been relaxing since then watching my anime i am not going to forget to do my daily diaries again, if I can help it, as the punishment it was not what I expected it to be, and I think I'll leave it at that. My master certainly knows how to hit me where it hurts, but it's all in good fun as long as I learn my lesson well, that's the general gyst of things let's hope for my sake.It sank in this time ๐คฃ๐คฃ
Well, another day has passed. Thank God, at least today I can finally have my anime back and finally, play my game.
Yesterday it was and the little boring, to say the least, I'm super. Glad today is the end of my punishment. Cut some things to do, but other than that, hopefully I can chill out and have thumb. I'll let you know how things go later today
As long as everything goes well i will try my best not to disappoint my Master again for now chat later ...
Well, as promised, I'm updating my daily diary again. I've had a thoroughly relaxed day talking to my master every now and then trying not to miss any of his messages, like a good little submissive slut that I am i asked him if my punishment had finished, and he said not until friday then, he teased me and said he could extend it if I wanted i frowned a said gurrr no!! Thank you ... the worst part is, he's even starting to guess my behaviours and get them right, which only makes me more annoyed, because even before I react to some of his messages. He already knows my reactions and nearly calls it on the spot. No fair ๐ฏ๐ตโ๐ซ๐คฏ๐ ๐๐คฃ๐คฃ๐ฅฐ
Well I was a little poorly yesterday, so I didn't do my daily diary so I thought I'd better do a little one sooner rather than later yesterday went well I made my morning appointment with My Master after that, I watched a little I ended up falling asleep again. Maybe I was still a little tired, not really sure when I got up I was a little peckish and decided to grab something to eat biggest mistake ever I had bought some Chinese noodles that were super spicy and ended up making myself ill. I'm ok now though thank god i'll keep you updated later on when I do another daily diary for today ๐
Well, it's safe to say I'm definitely going to think twice before forgetting to do my daily diary My Master keeps on telling me he's strict, but fair. And it could have been worse, I agree with him, but this weekend, as dragged so much every day, felt like it was taking twice as long.And i'm so glad when I wake up in the morning, I will be able to watch as much anime and play my games as much as I want well as long as I do my tasks and keep up with my worships that and obviously not forgetting to do my daily diary i don't want to do this again ๐คฏ๐ตโ๐ซ๐ญ๐ฎ
Well, it's the second day of my punishment and it's going about as well as you would expect it to going without my games suck's but I can manage that attacking my anime as well at the same time the only thing that is going through my mind is, is there nothing safe in this world anymore i am generally struggling watched some more films, but it's not the same gurrrr I want my anime back all this just because I forgot to do my daily diary.It's not like my days, are that exciting anyway boooo boooo free the anime free the anime ๐คฃ๐ฅฐ๐คฃ
I keep forgetting to do my daily diary no doubt i'm going to get punished gurrr well, today I actually managed to complete my task tribute, I had to wait for my package to turn up, which was to say the least something I rather enjoyed wearing i don't know whether my master would agree, but I really do feel like this.One was worth waiting for on top of that.I received my other package today, which was really good it took me absolutely ages to put it together I have no idea what i'm doing when it comes to things like that, they went well, I did try it and it didn't fall apart, so I'm quite happy ...ย ย
Only a few days into the challenge, and I'm already getting tired. It doesn't help that it's getting hot again and I'm totally drained no matter what excuse I come up with. It doesn't really matter if I don't win. I will end up publicly human humiliated, and to be quite Frank, I would write a note. So just trying to keep ahead of everything lol ๐ฅฐ
Well, i'm late doing my daily entries again a few days ago I might have been a bit cheeky to my master and I definitely paid the price after doing one task I asked for more so he gave me more. I shouldn't have been surprised, but I did learn my lesson I think we'll see if i'm honest, i'm just trying not to beat too much of a pain i'm super grateful for my master, letting me grabble at his feet. Unfortunately, I continue not to learn my lesson, and he told me I was close to being the top worshipper on his list, and I breaked, I could do that in my sleep, he then issued a challenge. Yes, I feel this challenge.I'm going on to be publicly humiliated, he will put my picture up for everybody to see, and quite frankly, I'm nervous, but I don't intend on just giving up. Oh, drop, unable to complete my task's ๐คฃ๐คฃ
Well the past few days have been eventful to say the least my tasks have been getting a little harder, but I completed them anyway on top of that.I was a little cheeky and asked for more, which my master gladly obliged and gave me another task after which I said next time, I would keep my mouth, shut promising to be a good little submissive and do as I am told ........................
Then my Master did a review on how I have been doing overall and asked me whether I thought I had been doing well or not, and to be truthful, because he holds loyalty and honesty in high regard ....................
I replied that and I thought I was doing quite well but there was definitely room for improvement in a few areas that I would try harder and be a good little pet telling him that I know I was lucky to even get accepted as his submissive that I would and that I would be happy to continue to be his submissive, if he wanted luckily for me my must likes messing with me and once me to continue to be his slave far now
Which generally makes me happy all hale the Master ....... thank you for allowing me to grubble act your feet where I belong ๐ ๐ฅฐ๐
Well, I had a bit of a late night last night. I did mean to go to bed early, but I ended up staying up which meant that I actually spent half the day in bed which my master was not exactly to thrilled about, considering I missed my good morning greeting after teasing me for a while he told me I was far too easy to wind up and I quite frankly I pouted and growled at the screen, whilst frantically typing how unfair they was being not that it matters they know me far too well and I have always been a little over dramatic even if I protest, they know I am probably enjoying myself anyway my Master is king and I am unworthy of being anything, but there submissive toy ๐คค๐ซ ๐ ๐๐
I got up early today.Had my breakfast went out for a walk afterwards I relaxed in my front room watching some movies
Then I went for another walk later on, my master gave me a gift thor being a loyal little slut i thanked him properly after which I was told I was lucky and it would take a lot to earn any more gifts, and only if I tried my absolute best, would I even have a slight chance of getting another one i needed to try harder to complete my tasks, quicker and continue worshipping him I love serving my master, and I want nothing more than to continue being submissive i told him I would do better and I meant it ๐ ๐ซฃ
I finally started to sort myself out and stop having late nights, only for my Master to tell me I haven't been doing my daily diary gurrr I totally forget to do my daily entries now I know I'm in trouble I've been waiting for my punishment I'm going to grab a quick shower go far another walk after that. I'm going to watch some anime, and then after for info more episodes, I will go for another walk and I think it's best if I have an early night tonight as I really don't want to upset my Master further ๐๐
I'm super proud of myself I managed to reach the rank ofย Leather Collarย today although I have been disciplined a little for not completing some of my tasks quick enough for my Master I'm now banned from my games for the rest of the week for my failure I backed for forgiveness and accept my discipline as I take my role of submissive, very seriously, I follow the rules as best as I can, even though I mess up occasionally, I try my best not to be too much work for my Masterย ๐ซฃ๐ ๐
Well, I got up early today after getting ready I went on my usual walk I was playing my Games until I was told I wasn't allowed for the rest of the week GURRR !!!ย That will teach me to open my gob I am not a happy bunny my Master is so mean ... I love it ๐คฃ๐๐คฃย
Well, I can't say I've been doing that much today. I've just been relaxing on my sofa and playing some games ๐
I haven't done that much today I've done my daily chores but other than that, I've just been chilling out messaging my Master I might play my xbox, bow a little bit ...
I'm so happy everything seems to be going really well and I am now devoted to my new master, as long as I can prove that I will do as I am told and I will not disobey they will be willing to take me on full-time
... Greatest day ever ...
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| 2026-07-13 10:31:00 | Starts serving Master Mastertlan |
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