Slave peasant

i am such a lucky sissboi to be allowed the honor of serving Goddess. She totally gets me and Knows what i need, before i do!

Hot summer's day .  In the office, crotchless panties riding my sissyboi ass, my sissyclit twitching in its cage, sissyballs exposed... Feeling very slutty and whorish.... Imagining myself on my knees, gloryhole, Goddess standing behind me, pushing my head down on the offered cock, filling my throat,,causing me to gag, lipstick marking the cock as it slides in and out of my slut mouth, making money for Goddess... Heaven for a little sissyboi slut like me ... Thank You Goddess

Happiness is humbly knowing my Goddess has gotten through a tough day and can now relax

i am submissive. No desire or interest in switching. i therefore have no idea of what it means to dominate somebody, to bend someone to Your will. i do know the other side - of how wonderful it is to connect to SomeOne who will bend You to their needs, to submit, to happily acknowledge their Superiority.

i am in awe of Goddess Bossy - She is magnificent, and i am very lucky.

Thank you Goddess

My word for the day... "Flustered". Constant thoughts of Goddess, of imagining the privilege of being allowed to oil Her leathers while She is wearing them, of slithering on my belly towards her, lifting my head only so that my sissyboi tongue and mouth can worship Her perfect feet, of feeling Her weight on my face, my body trembling as i slide into submissive nirvana...

Not getting a lot of work done ***smiling 

Goddess, i have not used my sissyclit now for effectively 2 months. I don't have the right words to describe it - yes, physically "blue balls" sometimes, getting rarer, but mentally way more...feels like a loss, a nothingness, an emptiness ... Potentially too strong words as I have no idea how i'm going to feel in 2 months, 12 months from now, but they are as close as this sissy brain can get. 

An emptiness replaced with being slowly consumed by You.

ThankYou Goddess

i know i am an inferior sissyboi slut when ...

I piss directly into my own mouth, and my first thoughts are that i need to drink more water....

Especially when that feeling rolls over me seemingly every hour ....

i love that feeling of utter submission to Goddess that sometimes rolls over me when I am doing the mundane. My sissyboi pussy and clit start to tingle, every piece of skin comes alive, my heart beats faster, and i simply "know".

Goddess, thankYou

1 month ago .. "Sissy play is fun, but it's not who i am"

Today - spending 20 min in a costume jewelry store looking for matching pieces so I can look pretty and slutty for Goddess.

Hmmm...

It hit me today, really emotionally hit me, that i may have stumbled upon exactly what i have wished for a very long time and  that is as scary as it is exciting - to wrap my entire sense of inferior self into the worship of and submission to a Superior Lady. That would be Goddess

1 month owned by Goddess Bossy, 1 month that has seen me move from curious to desperate to please, desperate to suffer, desperate to be nothing but Goddess's inferior little sissyboi. 

1 month, and now I'm sitting here working with my sissy clit caged, and into the 2nd hour of a vibrating plug jammed into my ass, and I couldn't be happier. ThankYou Goddess from all of my little sissyboi heart

i love my new sissy cage, the way it cradles and locks my useless, tiny boi cock away. ThankYou Goddess!

Looked in the mirror today and wondered to myself, "Does this microcage make my cock look big"?

Goddess - i am at the beginning of my subservience to You. Right now i know my place ... I'm looking forward to feeling it in my bones.

Chastity

i am privileged to have my tiny boi cock locked away by Goddess. The lock is physical and mental - i can't wear a cage 24/7.  The cage is a great physical, constant reminder through the day of Goddess's presence, but the mental lock is much stronger, and is with me always.

As an aside, when i first started with chastity, i naively hoped my balls would swell and get bigger! As we say in Australia.... "Yeah, Nah". Instead they just get blue!

Getting to know each other

When we first started chatting, Goddess took the time to ask questions about my general situation, experience and what i  wanted out of this. Right from the start, the hierarchy was clear, and i felt comfortable being open and honest with Her knowing i could be my little boi self. We just chatted. Over the next week, each night Goddess gave me a number of scheduled tasks, all of which made me think about what i wanted, and of course meant i was thinking about Her all the time. i found myself telling Her things that i had never told anyone, barely told myself, and i quickly became like one of Pavlov's dogs reacting to the chime of an email notification.

ThankYou Goddess for taking the time with me. i only created an account out of curiosity, with no expectations. Instead, i met You, and now i will happily follow You down whatever dark paths You choose.

ThankYou Goddess