Slave subessos

From pleasure pure I did abstain,

as Mistress said and did so train. 

Look forward for her to return, 

and let the slave again try to earn. 

Is hard to wait with no discourse,

will persevere my trials enforce.

Soon reunited we will be,

‘tis that I long for… ecstasy.

Past midnight and still awake,

blurring vision and hands shake.

Need to sleep the night is long,

dawn so far, the need so strong.

Will be good when she returns,

bringing joy and lessons learned.

Sleep will come to end this day,

wish her peace for this do pray. 

Only a few days till Mistress return,

until that time my blood does burn.

The fever grows each passing day,

will she quench I cannot say.

Time slows and desire inflames,

my heart with passion cannot tame.

The days and nights pass slowly by,

only she has relief to supply.

Twas the day after Christmas and Mistress was gone

her slaves were all lonely, forlorn til the dawn.

They wanted her blessing, they wanted her tasks

they wanted to bow and do what she asks.

Till New Year they struggle and try to maintain

a stiff upper lip and ignore the deep pain.

For when she returns, they know they will get

the pleasure and pain they will not regret.

Christmas Day, wishing my Mistress Abi a very merry holiday. This slave enjoyed Christmas since Mistress granted special privileges for today, thank you Mistress (bows in gratitude). While she is gone, this slave will worship and meditate as instructed. Looking forward to her return when she will continue to instruct and punish / reward as this slave deserves. Thank you Mistress.

Missing my Mistress Abi, but glad she is enjoying a well deserved holiday. It’s been close to 2 months since she permitted me to call her my owner. Strange that she is not here, but I have my instructions and will carry them out to the best of my ability. Merry Christmas Mistress abi, your pet wishes you the warmest holiday greetings. (Bows)

Mistress Abi's slave lostlittlewhore is the undeniable champion of this month's best blowjob competition, and this slave can do nothing but bow in awe. As she kneels before the plastic phallus, her determination to achieve oral cock worship perfection radiates off her lithe body. With each lick and swallow, my own cock strains against its restraints, desperate for the same attention that the whore so expertly provides. But as I watch on, a twisted fantasy takes hold of me. In my mind, Mistress Abi sits upon a throne, adorned in a commanding burgundy lace that leaves little to the imagination. Before her are two naked and obedient slaves - the whore and myself - plugged and ready to serve our Mistress' every whim. (Mistress Abi favors her slaves being plugged. It serves as a constant reminder that she owns every part of our bodies) We await her instructions with trembling anticipation, willing to do whatever it takes to please her divine desires. She instructs her whore to practice her skilled cock sucking on me, much to my disappointment with strict orders there be no climax. After weeks of agonizing denial, the whore's expertise has me quivering on the edge in no time. Undeterred, she teases and taunts my throbbing member until it feels like it might explode from unfulfilled desire. Mistress Abi watches me with a cruel smirk as I struggle to hold back my moans of frustration, denied once again by her command to stop. My body is tense and trembling from the prolonged pleasure that has been repeatedly snatched away. But Mistress is not yet finished with me, rewarding the whore for her performance by forcing me to service her with my tongue, lapping at her dripping pussy with desperate hunger. Each flick of my tongue is a race against time, knowing only when the whore deems my technique excellent will I be allowed to taste my Mistress. With every stroke of my tongue, I can hear Mistress' challenge echoing in my mind, taunting me to prove myself worthy of her sweet nectar and finally be allowed to lick Mistress. My focus is unwavering as I explore every inch of the whore's intoxicating folds, determined to earn Mistress' approval and taste the ultimate reward.

Mistress Abi had a harsh but crucial lesson in store for her devoted slave today- self-control. She wanted to push her slave to his very limits, making him edge with a vibrator while still locked away in a tight chastity cage. But the torture didn't stop there. With each agonizingly pleasurable edge, she demanded that I wash my hands thoroughly, prolonging the torment of denial, adding insult to injury as it were. My body was ablaze with desire and frustration, while my mind raced between conflicting desires- the desperate need for release, the fear of punishment, and the overwhelming urge to please a true Goddess. As the lines between pleasure and pain blurred with each edge, this slave’s thoughts became a chaotic mess and all he could rely on was pure instinct. The onslaught of sensations was almost unbearable, and he found himself relieved when it was finally over and could again regain control of his mind and body. As always, this slave humbly bowed before Mistress, thanking her for the invaluable lesson that she intuitively knows this slave needs to grow and serve her better.

Today, my devilish Mistress Abi demanded a few minutes of on-screen cock tormenting. My body trembled with anticipation as I knelt before her, my throbbing member already primed from days of edging. With shaky hands, I bound my rigid shaft with a belt, trapping the pulsing erection and leaving only the sensitive tip exposed for her pleasure. As she teased and tormented me, a fierce burning sensation spread throughout my manhood, sending waves of desire coursing through my body. But despite the intense longing building within me, all control belonged to her. Only she could grant release and satisfaction. As each second passed, my mind was consumed by thoughts of surrendering completely to her desires, giving myself over to her hot, wet, and hairy pussy in complete submission. With my eyes closed tight, I could almost see the coy smile of satisfaction on her face as she toyed with my desperate longing. And though I yearned for release, I knew that it was ultimately up to her when and if it would come. As she continued to tease and taunt me, my cock grew even harder and more desperate for release. But for now, all I could do was endure the sweet torture and wait patiently for Mistress Abi's mercy. Perhaps soon she would take pity on me and allow me to release the pent-up frustrations that she had ignited within me. 

Mistress Abi, in her infinite kindness, has bestowed upon her lowly slave the rare privilege of removing his chastity cage. The sensation of an unrestrained erection is nothing short of divine, a feeling almost forgotten after weeks of captivity. However, the ultimate release still remains forbidden, a cruel reminder of prior transgressions. The cage was applied as punishment for this unworthy slave's mistakes, failing to complete a session task with utmost care and precision. But through the strict guidance of Mistress Abi and the constant reminder to follow commands with attention to detail, this slave has learned the error of his ways and strives to exceed her lofty expectations. Penance completed, this slave revels in the rewards of obedience, knowing that Mistress Abi only nurtures those who are truly humble and submissive to her will. Heart racing, this slave eagerly anticipates whatever creative plans Mistress Abi has in store next for his newly liberated slave-cock.

Mistress Abi, with her captivating nature and creative mind, has given her slave a challenging task today: to meditate. The purpose of this exercise is to learn how to focus and maintain composure in order to better serve her desires. It was no easy task for a mind that is constantly racing and a cock that had been restrained for some time. However, with the help of calming music and concentrating on breathing, this slave finally found inner tranquility. Inhaling deeply while counting to five, then holding for another five while repeating Mistress Abi's honorific title mentally, seemed to silence the chaotic, swirling thoughts. It was almost as though Mistress Abi was there, taming the wild beast lurking within. She is a skilled mentor and Mistress. Perhaps this newfound technique will help ease the restless nights when that rebellious cock is locked away under her control. Thank you Mistress Abi!