"There is no resolution except for full surrender"
- Mistress Abi
And an edging weekend ended. Today i edged 7 times for my Mistress, feeling horney, submissive but over all devoted by not cuming. Thank you Mistress for making me obey you. The best thing ever happened to me.
Thank you MistressAbi for making me edge over and over again. Yesterday 8 times, Today already 2 times. It make me feel submissive, devoted and frustrated, Mistress. Just as it is meant to be.
Yesterday i got my first task from MistressAbi, edge the whole weekend and write about it daily. Every time i went to the bathroom yesterday, i edged, thinking about MistressAbi, stopping cum in time by hitting my balls or just stop. Thank you for that Mistress. It’s what i need, controlling my orgasms for you and not spoiling your cum.
Back in ownership with MistressAbi feels like coming home. Still fully yours, devoted and obeying as you demand.
Today is day 31 i didn’t cum for MistressAbi. A record already but i need to hold it for another week. MistressAbi demanded me to avoid to spoil pre-cum and safe all in a tissue. Next week i have to taste it. A disgusting idea, though i will obey since MistressAbi told me so. Bringing Her pleasure is my goal.
Yesterday was a hard day. A day without any notice from MistressAbi. That’s something difficult for me. The longer it takes the more i check my account, the more i think of my Mistress, the more i worship her. That is beautiful since that’s my purpose, worshipping and pleasing my Mistress.
Yesterday i executed my first task of this ownership for MistressAbi. The result is a hurting bud so i will think of my Mistress every moment i sit. Without i would have been thinking of her as well, but now i also feel her whipping me and fucking me as the whore i am. Thank you Mistress, this is all i deserve.
Yesterday i received my first task from MistressAbi without the pressure to execute it within a specific time. i want to execute it as soon as possible since i want to suffer for MistressAbi and i want to be her whore. i will wait till a suitable moment to give the task all attention it needs without the pressure of being caught by someone at home. i feel so devoted to MistressAbi, never felt this before from a BDSM perspective.
Today i signed a new contract with MistressAbi and i am very happy about it. The conditions are softened a little to make me feel comfortable in my home situation and lowering the pressure. Within this boundaries i will serve, obey and grow as a slave under the control of the wonderful MistressAbi.
Live is a mistery… A month ago i was owned for the very first time in my life. Before that i played single sessions both online and real life. Being owned made me feel cheating on my wife which i never had before… Now i am not owned anymore MistressAbi is in my head a lot.. i have to think about a way to make this work, since i miss MistressAbi and actually want to serve her.
Date | Ownership change |
2025-04-25 15:07:08 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-04-11 10:15:05 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-04-03 20:03:02 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-04-03 19:04:10 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-03-28 09:49:08 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-03-03 11:41:31 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-02-26 12:23:20 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |