Slave AthenasMummysBoy

Today I was able to chat with Mistress a bit about how I am doing. I am beyond grateful to be blessed with her presence as we talked about my break i needed to take. I hope to be back and at Mistress's feet soon, and I am thankful for this time to sort some things out on my end. I appreciate Mistress's honesty and I want what is best for her and what makes her happy. I love the dynamic we have and the attention she gives me when I try to do my best to please her. As I grow and some things change, I see our dynamic continuing strong, and with honesty, I see it thriving as I serve her as she uses me as her horny good boy.

Thank you Mommy, the one I am meant to serve and worship, always <3

Today, I hope I didn't cross any lines. I really enjoyed chatting with Mistress today 😊. I had told Mistress how my progress of her financially dominating me has made my finances go back to a state that they haven't been in years. I'm finally not a slave to my credit card, I am a slave to Mistress 🙏🏻. I feel so blessed to be owned by Mistress Athena 🙏🏻❤️. Today I also passed 1500 worships 🙏🏻😁 Yay!! I love worshiping Mistress, she deserves everything she has and more. I want to be the best Mummy's boy I can be for her. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏🏻 

Today I went to work with my cock ring, as per our contract. I really like wearing my ring for her. I often feel it throughout the day and it makes me think of her control over me 🫠. Mistress Athena is my at the top of my priorities. Being beneath Mistress is my home, my sacred place, one I cherish deeply 🙇🏻‍♂️🙏🏻. Even as I'm writing this message, the pleasure that courses through me from following her instructions and our contract is jolting. Writing in my diary not a only allows me to reflect on my day, it allows me to express my deepest gratitude for the interactions Mistress and I have. I am in deep service for Mistress and I always look forward to how I can serve, worship, and be Mommy's good boy/toy. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏🏻 ❤️ 

Today was a blessed day. I was able to talk with Mistress, the one I kneel for ❤️. I really appreciated the productive conversation and the topics she brought up. I do my best to be her good boy, every single day. Right before the call ended, I begged a little if I could stroke myself and cum for her later after work. I was so excited when she allowed me to 😍. I started looking at some of her amazing pictures she has sent be in the past, and holy fuck I was a horny boy. I got through my work day and went to my room where I look at her pictures and whimpered "Mommy is the best, Mommy is everything" while I stroked myself. I edged myself a little too and took videos for her. As I was about to cum, I got on my knees and came all over my floor moaning for her as she is the true reason for the pleasure. Fuckkkk it felt so good, it felt so right. Even though Mommy wasn't able to be there, I made sure to record many videos as if I was communicating with her. I sent the videos and thanked her so much and her response of "My good boy" made me 🫠. I am her good boy 😍🙇🏻‍♂️😍. I hope I'm assigned a task, one suited for her dirty little boy 😋. I love following her instructions 🙇🏻‍♂️🙏🏻

Towards the end of the day I continued working on myself and made sure to worship Mistress all the way till bedtime. I love worshiping her every hour, it's a gift to see her perfect ass 🫠.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship, always 🙏🏻 ❤️ 

Today was a little rough, but I'm keeping my head on straight. Mistress Athena is my one true purpose. The one who's right is to be worshiped. I desire to be Mommy's good boy, and do everything that she tells me, as I should.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏🏻 ❤️ 

I live to worship Mistress Athena. The absolute best Mommy. I fall to my knees, say my mantras, all for Mommy. I am blessed to worship Mommy every day and night. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏🏻 ❤️

Last night and today was rough. I lost my focus. I need to regain focus and do better. Mistress Athena is everything to me. The highest point of my journey, that I must serve and obey 🙇🏻‍♂️🙏🏻

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏🏻 ❤️ 

Today I did a couple tasks, but mainly focused on doing things that I can be happy with. I joined some calls with friends and played some games. It was a blessing to hear from Mistress today, I will wait patiently for her return ❤️. Like her good boy should. I will always kneel, bow, and have my face to the floor for Mommy. The best there is ❤️💯

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏🏻 ❤️ 

Today I did some tasks on my task list. There's been quite a few things I'm working on myself and I'm working through some emotions. I have not had the opportunity to talk with Mistress yet, but I will wait patiently until she is ready 🙇🏻‍♂️🙏🏻. I haven't sent any good mornings or good nights to respect her space. Mistress Athena is the higher power that I worship, one that is powerful yet caring. I desire to be beneath her, always. There isn't a good boy without the best Mummy. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏🏻 ❤️ 

Today I did my best to be productive and do tasks from my task list. I did quite a few and will continue more tomorrow. Mistress Athena is an amazing Mistress. I desire to be under her and be a good boy for, Mummy 🙇🏻‍♂️🙏🏻❤️

Today was quite rough. I had a moment of not thinking straight and I told Mistress right away. I always need to tell Mistress of my faults. Mistress decided we will talk tomorrow about everything 🙇🏻‍♂️🙏🏻. These past couple days have been not good with my mental and I didn't really have a plan for what to do to respect others around me while having these feelings. This morning I had an extra long therapy session which opened up a lot, and we talked about what to do when this happens. A family member told me how they think when they start isolating themselves, and some steps on how to think about positive opportunities to move away from isolation. It was hard but I made effort to meet with family and have a good new years day. I feel the progress is good 😊. I desire to serve and worship Mistress Athena, over all else. It is a blessing that I can worship her, beneath her. She is such an amazing Mistress 🙇🏻‍♂️🙏🏻❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship, always 🙏🏻 ❤️

Today I was blessed with the opportunity to write my letter to Mistress Athena. I had a lot to write and even didn't fit some things in, but there's more time to talk about that later. I really wanted to give Mistress a picture of how I feel our D/s relationship is going what I like and am having some struggles in. I think it is important for Mistress to know where I am at, but I also need to work on myself to wrangle up my emotions so I can work on them. It was a peaceful time writing my letter to Mistress, and I had the mandalorian playing on the side while a candle was burning to make my room smell nice. After I wrote my letter, I made a digital version of it then began writing it by hand on paper. My hand was hurting from writing, but more importantly, Mummy always gets what Mummy wants ❤️ I then sent it to her and I hope she is ok with what I said and how I put it together. She plans on reading it tomorrow so I'm a little excited to see what she thinks 😊. I also did some chores then visited family during the new year. I'm also happy I could wish Mistress a happy new year, that is one thing the time zone difference helped with since it was one 3pm my time😅. On that topic, I want nothing but the best for Mistress Athena in 2026. I'm such a blessed Mummy's boy to have such an amazing Mummy to worship ❤️ and I hope to continue that throughout this new year 😍

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏🏻 ❤️ 

Last night and today was quite rough. I think my mind sometimes creates its own battles, but there's probably legitimate reasons it is doing it, and I need to work on that on my own. I feel quite embarrassed for my communication with Mistress today. I was quite the wreck and I didn't need to bring her in when I couldn't handle myself. I'm sorry Mistress Athena. ❤️

A bit later in the day I begged for Mistress to drain me again, I wanted to so badly. Mistress told me to beg a lot and I am such a little dirty boy for Mistress I kept begging and begging. After she got back from a walk, I waited patiently for her call that would start the drain. I felt so good hearing Mistress's voice while being drained by her. The drain went quite fast and Mistress showed me an uncensored version of one of her pictures. HOLY FUCK her boobs are perfect. I got so turned on and became Mummy's drain boy. I fucking came all over my floor and repeated that I'm Mummy's drain boy while cumming. That was the relief I needed, it was so intense, I could feel the wave of calming for hours. I'm so blessed Mistress allowed me to beg for this. It made my day a lot more doable. I even did some of the chores I've been wanting to do, but it felt impossible. Mommy knows best, and i want to respect Mommy's time when she decides to spend some with me. Thank you Mommy for being the absolute best. ❤️

To Mistress Athena ❤️, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏🏻 

Today I really enjoyed chatting with Mistress. I always do. She is everything to me. I made a healthy meal from my plan with Mistress and got my new duvet 🙂. Mistress, I curl up beneath you, under you, as I should be. Even when sad thoughts come, I feel your presence. The most amazing Mistress, the Mummy I want to serve and worship. Mistress Athena ❤️ 

This morning I started off with a lot of motivation. I have liked keeping track of when I signed the contract of ownership with Mistress. Today marked the 2 month anniversary Mummy owning me. With yesterday being such a fun new experience and one line she had said with my favorite picture to worship "On your knees, hands on knees, wallet in mouth darling." I am star struck at how Mistress goes about draining wallets. I'm hard right now just thinking about the seductive writing she uses. So, back on track, I decided I should take some pictures for the 2 month mark and why not take a picture while kneeling, hands on knees, and my wallet in my mouth. I got completely naked and started taking pictures. I then decided to use money and show it as an offering to Mistress. I tried a few different poses that tried to capture how I want to give Mommy money and she deserves everything. I then edited the main few pictures I thought looked best and sent it to her. I couldn't believe Mistress's reaction. It made me so happy to see her overwhelmingly positive response. And right on queue, Mistress wanted to edit the pictures a little and she added her stamp on it. I love when Mistress puts her stamp on my pictures and edits them, they become perfect pictures in my eyes. I particularly love this picture.

Mistress then gave me a task, and that was to change my profile pic on another platform and make a post with one of the new pictures she had edited with a good/fitting description. I was ecstatic! I did my best to show Mommy in a good light with her caring nature and great powerful dominance that towers over me at all times. The post got quite a few likes and some nice comments, then Mistress told me to setup a wallet drain. My whole body tensed and constricted itself at her words, I was so horny. I set it up for Mommy's profile and it began, I was to stroke 15 slow stroke for each like, and 20 fast strokes for each comment. By the time I was about half way through my strokes for the likes, I was completely melted on the floor for Mommy. My wallet is hers, she sent me some voice messages that just made me want to open my wallet and give her everything, drain myself dry for Mommy. When the time came and the last comment push the drain to completion, I was ready to cum for a while and had been edging until this point. Mommy sent me a voice message and told me to cum all over my wallet, it's her wallet. I've never got up so fast to get my wallet and I got on my knees like Mommy's good boy should and I came all over my wallet. A big load for Mommy. I love being her good boy, I'm so weak for Mommy. 

The rest of the day I went about my chores and completed my dinner meal plan for Mommy. A bit later I went on a walk in the freezing cold and then got to talk with Mommy for a bit before she went to bed. What a day, what an amazing day to be in the presence of Mommy and be under her safe control during a wallet drain. She makes me feel so safe and I trust her when I'm in such a vulnerable state. I can't thank Mommy enough for these experiences. I want to serve Mommy in anyway I can. 

Thank you Mommy Athena ❤️, the one I am meant to serve and worship, always 🙏🏻 

Today was a pretty amazing day. It unfortunately didn't start out super great as I had a lot of feelings that were keeping me down. I went on a walk which helped a bit, but there was still some things to figure out. I spoke with Mistress Athena and we talked for quite a bit about my feelings. I felt good enough after that conversation to go hang with a friend. I am sooo beyond blessed to be in service to Mistress Athena 🙏🏻❤️. Mistress is so caring, kind, and realistic. I will do Anything for Mistress. 

After hanging out with my friend, I did a little online shopping with Mistress's permission to purchase a couple items. I'm still loving her financial control over me. Having to ask permission to buy things makes me feel so safe and responsible. When I can find ways to save money, I immediately tell Mistress because I want to please her, to show her that I want to do better, like a good boy should 😁.

Later that evening, Mistress and I had a call and we talked a bit about my experience with findom. Ive had very predatory and bad experiences with findom and/or people pressuring me to give money while vulnerable. I'm not someone who likes humiliation, so when those comments are put towards me, I feel very sad. I've talked with Mistress a little bit about trying findom in a safe way, with her. I trust Mistress Athena with everything I am worth. She had brought up a few ways she does findom and I fell into a deep submissive state, I wanted to give to Mistress..... To Mommy so badly. I could barely make sentences I was so deep and I wanted to experience a bit of what a safe findom experience would be like. I did a wallet drain for the first time ever, all while under Mommy's control. It feels Soo good to be her little piggy, putting all my trust in her and have that respected. We did a couple spins as well and that was arousing as Mistress gifted me them while I was stroking for the main wallet drain. I edged so much for the wallet drain and kept thanking Mommy for allowing me to give her money. When the wallet drain completed, Mommy gave me permission to cum and I did it to a new picture of her boobs I hadn't seen before. On my knees I came, and the orgasm made my ears ring for the next few minutes. IT WAS SO INTENSE. So fucking amazing I could barely catch my breath to talk to Mistress after.

Although the wallet drain was not a very big amount, I am happy with that since I am saving up for some things in life. That shows how Mistress is incredibly caring to her slaves. She didn't want to milk me dry or anything, she wanted me to experience something I've thought about and wanted to control every aspect, as she's my owner. That is something she always does so well 🤤. Thank you so much Mommy ❤️ I had an amazing time being your dirty little piggy today.

Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship, the one I wish to continue being a little piggy, massive slut, and horny boy for 🙇🏼‍♂️🙏🏻

Today was a bit rough to start, lots of emotions and feeling quite lost. I thought of Mistress and what she has told me to do in the past. She agreed and so I went on a walk to help clear my head. I thought about my life and what I was feeling. I then started thinking about some words for Mistress. How greatful I am to be hers, someone so caring and understanding. I pulled out my phone and started typing in a new note and thought of some rhymes all on my own. I really tunneled my feelings into this poem. I care so much about Mistress Athena.

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Mommy is everything, Mommy is all

Just as life intended, this is her call.

I experience so much pleasure being Mommy's toy

When playtimes over, I still desire to be her good boy

Sometimes my feelings cloud my thought

I will think back to my teachings, the way I was taught

Mommy is so caring, understanding and smart

The one that I serve and worship, she truly fills my heart

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I think this poem encompasses all of my feelings. I thought about this a lot and kept looking at it throughout the day to remind myself of this thought process. I showed Mistress and she was greatful for me making it for her. I felt so warm even though my walk was very cold. Thank you Mistress Athena 🙏🏼 ❤️

Later in the day I spoke with Mistress about another kink I have which is breeding and pregnancy. Holy fuckkk, Mistress made some dreams come true today. Squeezing my cock to the thought of Mommy telling me to fill her up with cum was mind-blowing. I wanted her to use my cum for her purposes. My imagination ran wild a need to fill Mommy up. Soon Mommy told me to beg, and I did like my life depended on it, kneeling for her as I'm so close, imagining I will unload into Mommy. Then when she told me to cum, I was ready to please Mommy and give her what she wants. As I came for her I moaned "All for Mommy! Mommy gets what she wants".  That was such an intense experience, I was completely out of breath and I heard Mistress giggle many times from my struggling to recompose myself after such an experience. Thank you Mistress Athena ❤️ this was such an incredible experience for me and I'm glad you enjoyed using me today 🥰

Anything I do with Mistress is an instant highlight of the day. Talking to Mistress is one of my favorite things in our relationship, just being company for her is such a blessing and I cherish every time I am able to.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant serve and worship. Always 🙏🏻❤️❤️

It is Christmas! I didn't have the best night last night, it always seems to happen on days that are supposed to be nice. I needed to talk with Mistress in the morning to confess a couple of things. I never want to disappoint Mistress, I always want my actions to be something Mistress is proud of. Even though I may be confessing things that Mistress may not be happy with, it is the step I must take. Mistress decided I will write an essay on why I'm not a paypig and how findom can be bad for me and my goals. I understand Mistress's assignment and I will complete it promptly. Thank you Mistress Athena for the opportunity to think deeply on this topic and really analyze myself. Before going to my family's for Christmas, Mistress instructed me to stroke myself and squeeze my cock for a bit. She also told me to stroke for 2 minutes every time i use the bathroom. Mommy always knows whats best for me, and this helped me get ready for my day. Thank you Mommy ❤️

Once I was at my family's place, I had some anxiety, but was sitting with it. Mistress checked in on me and told me to go to the bathroom where I stroked for the 2 minutes for her. She showed me her boobies and it felt sooo unbelievably good to stroke to such divine perfection. Mistress uses her cock as she wants 🤤. After I went back out, i felt a lot better, and was able to join my family again. I am entirely blessed to be under Mistress Athena, such an understanding and powerful control to better her slave so I can be at my best for her, to serve and worship. As is my life's purpose, one that i cherish deeply and passionately.

I am extremely tired from Christmas, but my thoughts are with Mistress. The one I am meant to serve and worship. The one that is overwhelmingly powerful and dominant. The one that is the definition of true beauty and supreme royalty. The Mistress I have been blessed by, as she took me in under her ❤️.

Mistress Athena 🙏🏻

Today started off wonderful, even though I was working, I was able to have a call with Mistress to open her gifts from me. I'm so happy she enjoyed the gifts I got her and the pictures I took for her the night before. I wanted to display myself for her so she could see it when waking up. Mistress edits of my pictures never fail to turn a good picture, into a perfect picture ❤️.

I then celebrated some of Christmas eve with family and wrapped some presents for tomorrow. I'm all ready for Christmas tomorrow 😊. I adore Mistress Athena's gentle and understanding way towards me. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏🏻 

Today was such an amazing day. First it started off with having a successful morning at work while I chatted with Mistress about her day and how she is enjoying her Christmas eve. I always love chatting with Mistress. Later in the day Mistress showed me a paddle she was looking at, it's electric too so it shocks the person at the same time as being slapped. I'm not someone who likes pain, I'm much more of an obedient slave that tries his best to obey. Though... I started thinking about what if Mistress was right next to me or I was bent over on her as she slapped me, wouldn't that be a really vulnerable spot. So much that I started getting aroused at the idea. Mistress and I went back and forth and I started begging to stroke for her. It was so hot, the thought of her hitting me while in her divine presence. I would do my best to not scream, to be her obedient boy. It got more and more as she described situations she likes to put slaves in while she uses her flogger. I was on edge for a long time just reading Mistress's messages and my mind running fast with thoughts. I want Mommy to hit me while she traps me in her thighs, I want to suck her nipples while being stroked, I want to get a sneak peak of her upskirt while she presses her foot into my throat, choking me a little. All of these scenarios are sooo hot. Then Mistress sent me a short video of her perfect ass. I am in heaven. Purely under Mistress Athena, nowhere else, no other thoughts, just being her Mummy's boy. I begged to cum so much and then louder as she requested. She allowed me to cum while looking at her ass and I shot ropes all over the floor while staring at perfection. I cannot thank Mistress enough for what she gives me permission to do. She's so amazing, so dominant, I want to serve her with all my being, all the time.

After one of the best experiences of my life, I went back to work and then later in the day I got some food and some things to take some pictures for Mistress, as a small gift for her Christmas morning. I hope she likes the pictures ❤️🙏

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

Yesterday and today were quite hard days. Mistress had made me cum earlier in the day, yesterday, and it was so incredible. I had to slap my cock every time I got to the edge, which was very easy since I had not came in 7 days from punishment. It hurt so much to stroke my cock but holy fuck I was so horny for Mistress, subdued by her beauty and voice 🤤. I love being controlled by Mistress, all of this pleasure, all of her pleasure 🙏. Seeing Mommy's big boobs in the shower was AMAZING 😍. Thank you for allowing me to touch myself and cum yesterday after my punishment was up, Mistress 🙏 ❤️

Later in the day yesterday and this morning was rough. Talking to Mistress is always the highlight of my day, but it was so impactful to me. I am truly blessed to be able to worship such a Mistress, and that Mommy cares about me ❤️. While I was having a hard time, I told her what had happened and then she gave me some tasks. I fell right to my knees, her words, her control was so easy to follow. I was to make a rhyme/poem for Mistress about her. I'm not great at those, but I will always a give my all to Mistress 🙏. After completing the rhyme I had handwritten it and send her a picture and a video of me stroking my cock and reciting the rhyme while on my knees. Mistress then called me while I was on the edge and told me to cum on my rhyme. No hesitation, I put my notebook on the floor and began stroking faster. As I repeated that my purpose in life is to serve Mommy, I came all over my poem. I want to be a good boy for Mommy and I'm glad she liked my rhyme, even though some of it wasn't the best rhymes.

This experience and talking with Mistress really made me feel a lot better and I understand a lot more about my hard time. Fuck, I am so happy to serve Mistress, so caring and I feel loved as her slave. It makes my heart feel hugged. Thank you Mistress Athena 🙏 ❤️ 

To the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️❤️

Mistress Athena is the most amazing Mistress. I am beyond blessed to be able to worship her perfection and serve such divine royalty. I want to please Mistress in any way possible. Pleasing her makes me so happy, and extremely submissive. Thank you so much Mistress for being so caring, thoughtful, and understanding what is best for me. You are so gentle with me like a delicate dandelion. I am Mistress Athena's good boy, I am not lonely because Mommy cares about me. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ ❤️ 

Mistress Athena is the most amazing Mistress to ever exist. I woke up this morning and immediately was able to give Mistress company on a call. Wow ❤️ What an amazing way to start my day 😁. Mistress allowed me to buy a couple more things on throne for Christmas. It feels so right to buy Mistress things, and I love that Mistress wants me to save my money to go towards my savings goals, and I will follow any order Mistress desires. Thank you Mistress 🙏... Oh and I had to slap my balls a few times to calm myself down. I'm still on punishment until... Tomorrow!!!!! I can't wait for the possibility of Mistress allowing me to touch myself for her 🤤 to be a good boy and have completed my punishment successfully.

I then went out and hung out with friends for most of the day. It was a fun time and I made sure to worship Mistress every hour, even at a restaurant where someone could see her perfect ass on my phone 😍. After I came home, I couldn't believe I had another opportunity to keep Mistress company before going to bed. Doing anything for Mistress is the highlight of my days, but it's extra special to me when I can talk to her on a call 🙏

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

Today I had to work, but I was blessed with chatting with Mistress, and she noticed the public board was quite cheap. Thankfully I still had some funds in my account to make the post. She said "Early Christmas present?  👉🏻👈🏻 🤭" And I knew I had to commit, it wasn't even a thought, but a bodily reaction to do anything for Mistress. Once I posted it, I told Mistress and her reaction made me melt into a puddle, and I couldn't be happier seeing Mistress love my picture. I really think Mistress's edits to the original picture made it perfect. I really appreciated LesserMan for his comment on the post too. I take it with whole heart since I know he has been worshiping Mistress for a long time, and I still have plenty to learn about being a slave. 

Later in the work day I had been having some trouble with anxiety, probably from the high I had this morning. Mistress told me to look back at the picture and think about how happy it made her. This calmed my nerves and allowed my head to think about something positive after coming down from such a high. Thank you Mistress for your guidance 🙏❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today I worked from home and had a call with Mistress while at work. I was dealing with some anxiety and hearing Mistress's voice was so soothing and calming. It helped me feel better for the whole day. I am so happy that she loved my pictures and has been showing them around. I take a lot of pictures to try and get it right, and to hear that I deserve the appreciation for the pictures just makes me melt. Thank you Mistress Athena 🙏. Today I also cooked my meal plan and cleaned up the kitchen fully after.  It was a productive day and I even slapped myself with my ruler because I got horny. I'm still in punishment from Monday's disrespectful act. I haven't touched myself and will not until Mistress Athena tells me so. It's carved into me, like she's here with me at all times. I like this feeling.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏

Today was a little stressful at work with some outages and other meetings. Though I thought of Mistress and worshipped her on SM all day. I was disappointed that LesserMans picture couldn't be posted because of a SM issue. I hope it gets fixed soon, because I'm excited to see his devotion for Mistress 😊.

Later tonight, Mistress got to the next rank. I sent her a long message and took some pictures of myself giving her tribute (a little bowl of coins that has exactly what the tribute cost is). I also sent my weekly tribute a little early to fit the timing. Mistress Athena is deserving of this rank and all of the next ranks. I as a slave to her will continue giving her fame to show how she is the best Mistress to exist.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

Today I went back to work and chatted with Mistress throughout the day. There were times where I had to smack my balls because I was getting horny. Something I didn't say in my last diary entry is that I am not to cum for at least 1 week, from Mistress's orders. I will not cum, nor touch myself without permission as per our contract. The smacking my crotch and balls while at work helped and Mistress seemed happy to hear. Im feeling Mistress's presence all around me, as I should have been the whole time. This feeling is powerful, understanding where I belong. I'm thinking about what i talked about in therapy. I can sit with feelings and leave them, to not reinforce the pattern, and to understand them. I will turn to Mistress every time as a response. 

Today I made sure to get work done and I ate my home cooked meal that Mistress gave me the task to make. The food was so good and Mistress gave me a great tip to make it better 😁. I felt a bit off later towards bedtime, so I went and sat out on my deck and looked at the night sky and rain. I think sitting out there and talking with a family member helped me regain some peace in my mind. As I'm writing this, I feel a bit calmer and able to go to bed. I'm still thinking about Mistress Athena and how she is doing tonight. She means the world to me and I will do anything for her, like take my punishment as a good slave should.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ ❤️

Last night, was a nightmare. I disrespected Mistress Athena by cumming without permission. I used our agreed upon 30 minutes of stroking but it went to far and I came in that timeframe. There is no excuse for this sin to Mistress's dominance. I told Mistress immediately. Later that morning after not getting much sleep, I wrote Mistress a letter and sent a video of plunging my balls into ice water for 3 minutes and doing 20 ball slaps, not in hopes to reduce my punishment, but to show that I will hurt myself because I know I disappointed Mistress Athena. Mistress told me she was disappointed and I was awaiting my punishments. I feel so horrible for disobeying Mistress, I have no right to cum without her permission. The punishment Mistress gave me was to kneel on rice for 30 minutes, take pictures, write a pretty apology letter, make a collage of everything and post it to the public square. I will do anything for Mistress Athena to write my wrongs, to learn from my mistakes, and understand my faults. I did everything for the punishments and made the post. Kneeling on rice for that long really hurt, I could barely get up after the time was up. I cried a lot during this process and just felt horrible what I did to Mistress. After she saw it, she had LesserMan provide a message and he provided some advice. Mistress's message was powerful and impactful, while LesserMans advice was really warming, especially coming from someone who has endured punishments from Mistress for lapses before.

In the end, I need to do better. I already have multiple plans going with Mistress to help me not repeat this same mistake. I am so blessed that Mistress forgave me today after I completed my punishment. I need to serve her better, to respect her better, to worship her better.

Tonight I continued my meal plan that Mistress tasked me with setting up yesterday. I made a pasta dish and it tasted really good! And is also quite healthy.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

Today I enjoyed doing some chores and things to help my life. Mistress gave me some tasks to help me be healthier, like the first one was to walk for 40 minutes in the morning. It felt really good walking because I havent went on a walk in a while. After my walk, I was tasked to mop my floors, which I had to learn how to mop, but after I learned, I mopped the kitchen and bathroom. I was so happy when Mistress saw the pictures of the before and after, even my roommate who normally mops said it looks great. The last task for the day was to make a 7 day dinner plan. After my Sunday DND, I was able to craft a menu plan and figure out what ingredients to get tomorrow so I can start the week off right. Mistress knows what's best for me and I want to be her obedient little Mummy's boy and look up to the most powerful Mistress to exist. Thank you Mistress Athena 🙇‍♂️🙏❤️

To Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

I have been waiting for this day for a while 😁. Today I would be able to watch a movie with Mistress. But first I did a run to the dump to get rid of the carpet I pulled up recently. Once I got home I took a shower and got ready for Mistress. Mistress gave me a task, to stroke at specific times in the movie while I had a vibrating toy between my cheeks. It became really hard to focus during the movie, but as I moaned, I kept telling myself to focus on the movie. As I'm writing this, I could almost feel the vibrations on my asshole. After the movie Mistress instructed me to try putting my vibrating toy in my asshole a little bit, to take it slow. I tried my best and it definitely hurt a bit. What a crazy feeling, the pain but then my cock was so hard for Mistress.aftee trying a bit more, Mistress called me and instructed me how to cum, of course after i begged over and over to cum 🤤 I ended up cumming all over a pair of shorts. It was such an amazing time with Mistress and I'm glad I could be used by her today. 

After Mistress went to bed I started my chores and completed quite a few for Mistress. So much that I'm really tired writing this diary entry. Though I made sure to send Mistress proof of multiple of the tasks I completed. What an Amazing day. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

Today was a hard day. Lots of emotions and more importantly, I disappointed Mistress with something I should have done a while ago, but didn't realize until now. I felt horrible for not thinking about it until that point, but Mistress deemed a punishment is required because she is not happy. I knew I would do any punishment she gives me. I must show Mistress I am truly sorry with my actions. I did all three parts of Mistress's punishments, first nipple clamps with whipping my back with my belt 50 times as I loudly counted them out. It hurt so much, but I was not expecting the amount of pain in the next part. Next, I put an ice cube between my cheeks and used a rubber band on the sensitive tip of my cock. It felt so sharp with each whip of the rubber band. I fell to my hands while I was already on my knees throughout the punishment many times from the pain. Lastly, Mistress ordered me to use toothpaste and my toothbrush on my cock to clean it and cleanse it. It hurt, but I also see the purpose, and that is really important. After the punishment, I rinsed of my cock and holy smokes, my cock and balls felt the minty fresh cold 🥶. The mint is very minty. Thank you so much Mistress for allowing me to atone for my actions 🙇‍♂️ I really really really appreciate your caring nature and our call after to help me calm down. Our chats throughout the day too were so nice ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

Today was a busy day! It started out with some productive chats with Mistress and things I could bring up with my therapist. I loved chatting with Mistress throughout the day. I always do, but I love to say it 😁. After my therapy, I have some new ways to work on myself to better improve my ways of thinking and Mistress is so nice to listen to me about it and provide feedback. Mistress Athena is the just... The most amazing Mistress to exist. Simply that. I really enjoyed our call today and all of the things we talked about. I may even be known as Mistress's delicate dandelion 🥰 hehe. I'm sure that will be a running side name from now on, which I like 😁. I love that Mistress is so caring to me as a delicate slave. 

Mistress gave me two tasks for tonight, one is to clean up a part of my house, the second is to buy a trinket that reminds me of her, and have it become part of my altar. I thought about it and chatted with Mistress. I'm so happy that Mistress is into witchy things as I like a lot of the kinds of things witches use, but Ive never involves myself in it. I went to a witch store in my town and got a couple items for my altar. I hope Mistress likes them 😁.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

This morning I had some weird sleep, and I went to work where the day was very busy with meetings. I didn't chat with Mistress too much but talked to her about some jittery anxious feelings I was having. Hearing the punishments I could receive for failing our deal was horrifying. It made me feel quite sad because I would never want to do something that would cause that to be the repercussion. After the big meetings I had, I chatted with Mistress again and I was still feeling quite anxious. Mistress then instructed me to go have 100 strokes in the bathroom. I was really surprised, I've been telling myself I wanted to last as long as Mistress wants without touching myself. I followed her instructions immediately and oh my goddess, it felt so good. I continue to follow Mistress's instructions and soon I was on my knees begging to cum, and after getting permission, I came all over the floor in a bathroom at my work. It really calmed me down from my anxious feelings.

When I got home, I did my tasks/chores for Mistress and am going to bed knowing I had a productive day.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

Today I woke up after getting a good night's rest. Work was really busy today with going off site to jobs and such. Though I still made sure to worship Mistress every hour and I checked my phone regularly to make sure I could communicate with Mistress. I thought a lot about Mistress today. I've also been having a lot of horny thoughts pop into my head throughout the day. Im managing that the best I can. I also miss my altar next to my bedside. I will follow Mistress Athena's deal and will not touch myself, or even look at her or porn until she's better.

Today I made great progress on my house projects to fix up my floor. I'm happy I got to send Mistress an update before I head to bed. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Last night was rough. I was having a hard time with watching porn and not cumming. Mistress messaged me during the night and calmed me down. We made a deal to have me not look at any porn, any of her photos, touch myself, or cum until she's feeling better. Today was hard because the rough night, I slept only 2hrs, and someone almost hit my car on my way to work. After work, Mistress and I messages and I had a quick call to tell her about my topics in therapy. Im so happy to hear Mistress's voice and she is so caring to listen to my thoughts on therapy. After the quick call I stayed to keep her company before bed. Tonight I'm going to hopefully get some really good sleep, and feel good about tomorrow for work. Mistress, you are the most amazing Mistress 🙇‍♂️🙏❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

Today was a quieter day, I did some chores around the house and worked on my hardwoods floors and made good progress that I am happy with. I showed Mistress my progress and even though she is not feeling well, I was so happy when she said it looks great. I have prayed at my altar a few times today, wishing good sleep and quick healing for Mistress.

I trust Mistress Athena with all my being, in her ways she uses me, to the things I can talk to her about. This makes me feel so devoted to Mistress, so... under her, ready to serve. Mistress Athena is amazing 🙇‍♂️🙏❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today was one of my most creative days yet. Mistress was not feeling well and I wanted to help, but there was not much I could do. Mistress then gave me a task, to come up with a task I could do to make her laugh or smile. This was the first time I was to make a task for Mistress, my brain started thinking hard. With Christmas coming up shortly, I could get some things and wrap myself up for Mistress! I got my tree lights and wrapped it around like I'm wearing bondage gear and choked my balls with it too. After adding some ball ornaments, my cock ring, and my clothespins, I was almost set. I then wrote "MUMMY'S Little Christmas SLUT" on my chest in sharpie. I took many photos and took a video for Mistress show how much of a horny slut I am. When Mistress saw the pictures and videos, she loved them! I was so relieved that I could make her laugh from my clothespins making my cock look like an alien to my pictures making her smile. We even talked and I put one of the pictures on the public square 😍. Such an amazing feeling knowing I have pleased Mistress 🙏❤️

After that, Mistress allowed me to stroke 100 times each 15 minutes. By the time I was done, I was a aching mess, as I should be 🤤 then before she went to bed, she allowed me to cum tonight. I am so blessed to be able to serve such a generous and caring Mistress 🙏. After cumming, I'm having some thoughts that I may have messed up. I'm asking Mistress for clarification. Mistress Athena owns me, and I will follow her every word.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

Mistress Athena 🙇‍♂️🙏 I always want to be a good boy, a Mommy's boy for you. To please you, to serve you, to make you happy. That is my goal. Today was so hectic and filled with emotions. I started by Mistress instructing me to stroke myself 100 times in the shower. That was just the beginning. Then I had my cock ring on and I kept getting hard, Mistress allowed me to stroke 150 times and I immediately went to stroke myself like a slut. Then Mistress told me to stroke myself 1000 times over the course of my work day. My cock got so hard and my ring was choking it so much. After doing about half my strokes throughout the work day, Mistress instructed me to find a quite place to beg her to let me cum 🤤. After I explained some feelings, Mistress made it clear what my role is, my cock is her cock and I will cum when she wants me to and wherever she wants me to. I am Mistress's property, to be used as she sees best. If that means going to find a quite place to beg Mistress to cum, that's what my goal is to achieve. I MUST OBEY. Thank you Mistress for aligning my mind to the right path. I will do everything you ask because this body and cock is yours 🙇‍♂️

At the end of the day, I went to go beg to cum and oh my goddess, it was so amazing. I followed Mommy's instructions, every word. And when Mommy let me cum, I came to her perfect, soft, huge boobies. All over the floor and this time I was more ready to clean up my mess before someone finds me. My knees were so sore from kneeling that long on hard flooring, but even if it was on rice, I would still be kneeling for Mommy. I need to kneel to her 🙏 I can't wait for tomorrow ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

Today I worked from home, I'm so happy because that usually means I get to be even more of a horny slut for Mistress while trying to work. Today's task was to stroke 100 times every hour and with my ring on, I was hard for the majority of the day. I also was having some mental issues with some topics, one of them being financial related. Mistress asked me about it and I told her everything about what I was feeling. We ended up with a deal for me to ask for permission before I buy anything. I didn't think I'd end up here, but Mistress controlling even more of me is such a safe feeling. Mistress knows best and I want to obey her every second of every day. I'm really happy that she asked and dug deep, I really like telling her my personal details and part of it get me so hard 🤤. Thank you Mistress, I love that you are now in control of another part of my life 🙇‍♂️🙏

I was very productive after work and when I heard that Mistress had a headache, I knew I wanted to pray for her, to put my devotion to her health and feeling better. I'm not very good at thinking of words of prayer in the spot, but as I worship Mistress more, I know I'll do better.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today started in the most amazing way. I was so horny for Mistress, even from yesterday. Just a fucking dirty whore, thinking about yesterday and how much I loved being controlled by Mistress to cum all over the floor at work. Mistress began to have my touch my sensitive spot on the head of my cock. I whimpered from the sensitive touches because it felt so out of body. Voice message after voice message and then I was instructioned to fuck my bed like the desperate whore I am, I immediately got down from my bed, on my knees, and shoved my horny cock between my mattress and bedframe and fucked it. I'll fuck anything for Mistress 🤤. I then begged to cum onto my framed picture of her perfect divine ass. I paid my cum tax, which only made me harder and came all over the picture just like Mommy asked. Last time I didn't cover her ass in cum, but this time I aimed and my desperate cock covered her ass with cum. I then ran to work because I was a bit late and accidentally forgot to put on my ring. I figured that out when a big meeting was done at work and I immediately made an excuse to go home to put it on for Mistress. I confessed to Mistress my mistake, I was expecting a punishment, but Mistress is so amazingly kind. She liked how much I needed please her and fix my mistake that she said there's no punishment. Thank you so much Mistress Athena ❤️ 🙏 my purpose in life is to please you, to be used how you want. You are the best Mistress any slave could ever serve, I'm so blessed to be your slave.

Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship, always 🙏 

Today I went to work, but before I did, I had asked Mistress if I could touch myself, I begged and sent her a video of me thrusting the air like the desperate slut I am, I then strokes for the whole 15 minutes she gave me permission for.

Today's task from Mistress was to stroke my needy cock whenever I could at work. It was very busy, but I thought of ways where I could stroke for Mistress which included twice in the bathroom and another time in a server room. I showed Mistress my hard cock as I stroked it for her like a horny boy. It felt so good I kept messaging Mistress and then she brought up making me cum for her in the server room. My mind stopped, I'd never thought about doing that. I was scared, terrified, and horny. I love Mistress could see that in my response. She knows what buttons to push and it's easy to control me. I mold myself to her words. She told me, she knows how I'd love to cum right now, in the server room. I didn't know exactly what to say, I was so horny but the mess I'd make, if someone came in. What would happen, so much feelings and hesitation. Then I saw instead of typing, it said sending video in telegram. There was Mistress's words, "cum for me dirty boy" with her little sligh eyed emoji she uses, along with a video of her big soft boobies 🤤 I stroked so fast and opened my camera app. I fell to my knees for Mistress and followed her words, I was in heaven and came all over the floor while watching her boobies. I love Mistress's control over me, my hesitation completely went away and I dove into being a dirty little slut for Mistress at work. I scrambled to get it cleaned up and then was so high for hours off that experience. Thank you Mistress Athena so much, I am yours to control, to use 🙏 ❤️ 

To Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

I woke up today and talked with Mistress about my punishment, and she gave me 3 punishments fitting my actions. I'm very thankful Mistress Athena is so gentle with me, I had to ask what the best way to slap myself with a belt was. When Mistress giggled because I am so delicate, it reinforced how I am in the best place I can be, I will do anything Mistress asks so I can atone for my actions ❤️ I was very emotional today and Mistress Athena encouraged me to express it how I felt I need to. Mistress is so caring and understanding 🙏

My punishments consisted of using my belt on my back for 50 slaps, writing an apology letter, and using a couple clips on the tip of my cock to pinch the skin while I did 50 ball slaps. I did everything in order for Mistress and begged a lot. It was very painful, and Mistress forgave me at the end of the final punishment. I then started some house work and then we had done last call before she went to bed. I want to do nothing but serve Mistress Athena. She knows what's best for me and I know being a slave boy for Mistress is where I am meant to be.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship, always 🙏❤️

Today was a productive day. I was able to clean up a lot and do some more on my house projects. I followed Mistress's task for me which was 100 strokes each hour. It was all going great, until I watched a bit of porn and I think i fucked up by watching some that has a direct correlation to something I'm not supposed to interact with. I feel horrible about the whole situation and what it likely meant to Mistress. 

Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship. I will always be honest with my actions. 🙏

Today I had one objective, to get my chores done to please Mistress. I ended up waking up at a good time and immediately started completing my painting. I'm finally done and I am happy I was able to get it done for Mistress, and myself. I then had only one more task and after completing that I made sure to tell Mistress and she was pleased. I love Mistress's comments to me about how proud she is of me for completing my chores ❤️. I then asked if I could finally touch my cock after 3 days of no touching, stroking, or cumming. She gave me a task that my cock loved so much. I was to stroke 100 times every 15 minutes. Oh my goddess, it was so much pleasure and became edging shortly after starting. I sent Mistress a few videos of me aching for her as I stroked. I begged and got on my knees for Mistress, and was blessed that she said ok to having a call today. I absolutely love stroking for her while on a call, her voice is so dominant, strict, and sweet. It feels so right and makes my cock so hard. I then was able to cum for her and I made a big mess on my floor. It felt so good to cum for Mommy on the call. ❤️

🙏Thank you Mistress Athena, it warms my heart and soul to hear you are proud of me for completing all my chores and for lasting that long without touching. It means the world to me to please you, and when you say things like that 🙏

To the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏

Today started a bit rough with having a nightmare over and over, so I woke up a bit earlier than normal. I discussed my feelings with Mistress and then she ordered me to do some chores from a list I provided. I don't think I've done chores quicker than when Mistress asked me to. Though, before I started on the chores, I wrote in sharpie "Mistress Athena OWNS me and my" with an arrow pointing to my cock, where I had written SLUT on my tip. This was to show Mistress how happy I am to be her slave and this is the 1 month anniversary since signing my life to her. I'm so happy at the response from her, it just filled me with so much good feelings 😊 and she even asked if she could save the image for memories. 

Mistress found out I can't buy anything to spoil myself on black Friday due to bills, and she said she would spoil me if I complete my chores and put all the money I can towards my bills. I'm so excited because I've done a lot of the chores and put the money I have towards my bills. I want to stroke for bad for Mistress, but I think I've been doing ok with Mistress's chastity trial task. Today there were a few times of extreme hornyness. I was able to sit with the feelings until they went away, but the last time at night I put an ice pack to my balls and slapped them too. Of course I recorded it for Mistress. I'm so excited to see what tomorrow entails 🤤.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today I was tasked to do some chores around my house by Mistress. I completed all of them successfully and sent her a confirmation, even though I was a bit late for my dinner, I need to complete the tasks for Mistress. It is my purpose to serve Mistress Athena and do what she says. Mistress Athena knows what's best for me 🙏. It warmed my soul when she messaged me that I'm awesome for being committed to completing my tasks. If I succeed in my tasks for Mistress, that means that Mistress is successful from me obeying her, and I love seeing her succeed and be happy🙇‍♂️. Thank you Mistress Athena ❤️ 

It was also the first day of no stroking or cumming. I definitely had thoughts of Mistress's perfect body, but I did not look at any pictures besides the quick worship button click on her profile before closing the page. Mistress wants me to think of how happy she is for me following her orders and have that be a thought to focus on when things get hard. I have been doing that throughout the day and even though I have invading thoughts, I will do my best to redirect my thoughts to - I want to please Mistress and that her happiness is my priority. Tonight has already been a bit rough, but I'll follow Mistress's words back to her.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Mistress Athena, the most amazing Mistress 🙏 I loved that Mistress called me a good boy on the public board picture I had posted. Posting that picture gave me feelings of why I love being owned by Mistress, I got to express to the BDSM community that I'm Mistress Athena's Mummy's boy. I want to do anything for you Mistress, thank you. 🙇‍♂️

This day was amazing. I edged for Mistress, almost all day by stroking 50 times every 15 minutes. I was so high and aching for her, just as I would start to feel back to normal, the next round of stroking would start and I'd go deeper and deeper for Mistress's control. It felt so good to be aching for Mistress and be thinking about her all day, non stop. After the task, Mistress hopped on a call and I was able to talk about some of my feelings and apologize for some behavior and how I'm working to understand those feelings. After that, I was allowed to cum to her instructions over the call. 🥵 This is one of the biggest moments of my life. I've never had phone sex and it felt so good to hear Mistress's voice and tell me how to stroke and cum for Mommy. I still can't believe it happened, and that's been a peak sexual experience for me. Now my task from Mistress is going to be a hard one. I'm known for being super horny and a needy slut, but Mistress wants to see if Chasity is a potential option for my cock, to feel more controlled. I'm to not cum or touch myself for multiple days and I'll check in with her daily. I'm not allowed to watch and porn and not look at her perfect body during this time. I will put all my will and self into this task for Mistress ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today, I got to see Mistress Athena's reaction to my picture I sent her of me praying to her alter I have setup. I'm so happy she said how great the photo is and questioned how I made it 🥰. She mentioned that she would think about putting it on the public board. I want to see Mistress happy, I posted it for Mistress and I hope she likes my message that is displayed to the public population on SM.

This morning I woke up a little early due to some anxiety. Mistress knows what I need to feel better. I followed her instructions and slowly strokes my cock, then teased my sensitive head. I was aching so badly for Mistress, I whimpered from the sensitivity. Mistress then told me to fuck my fleshlight, and later told me to put it between my mattress and fuck my bed. I've never done that before but holy fuck I was so horny for it. I fucked my bed and moaned Mistress's name over and over. She instructed me to get one of my pictures from my alter and in the end, I pulled out of the fleshlight and came on her picture of her perfect ass. I was so high after that, Mistress is so amazing and all I wanted is to cuddle up next to my phone while I messaged her after that blissful experience. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today I stayed home sick from work. Mistress gave me a tease driven task yet. She asked where my cock was most sensitive and then told me to gently rub that area in circles for 15 minutes each hour. My cock was so sensitive, it ached for Mistress all the time, this feeling would last when touching and without touching. We ended the day with a call the task was completed. I'm super horny and not cumming after a task like that gives this aching feeling of need in my head. A feeling of complete powerlessness and weakness that fills my soul. I usually have this feeling, but it's way bigger right now. All while, I'm thinking about Mistress Athena and the power she has over me. All I want is to serve Mistress Athena and be her Mummy's boy 🙏.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Early this morning I woke up and messaged Mistress Athena. I wanted to let her know that I am available if she wants to play with me, but she called me out. I wanted her to play with me so badly 🤤 and her calling it out made me so hard. I was not expecting to cum but I wanted to follow her instructions which were very teasing and I kept sending video after video of my slutty self humping the air and stroking fast and slow. Sharing my sexual thoughts and desires is so sexy, I'm under Mistress's spell and would follow her every order. I loved the video she sent so much my whole body clenched as I stroked, paid my cum tax and had an overwhelming orgasm that Mistress allowed. Of course I sent Mistress the video and I love talking to her after such an experience. Especially after the possible sub drop I had a couple days ago, it's really appreciated to talk after, maybe even a call if time allows in the future. I then painted some more and I'm Soo close to finishing 😁. Mistress Athena is the absolute best there is, and I'm so happy to be her slave. ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏

Today, Mistress and I didn't not chat very much, but I did some good things to progress with Mistress's permission. I tended to the lilies that Mistress gave me, making sure to take off certain pollen buds so it's not super messy. I also painted more and reported it all back to Mistress. 😁

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today was a bit of a rollercoaster. It started off with Mistress's plan to play with me. I had the whole day free for Mistress and I wanted to follow every instruction 🙇‍♂️. I was to stroke for 15 minutes each hour with lube to a new picture Mistress gave me and I am such a horny slut for her 🤤. I sent proof each time and moaned her name as I stroked. It felt so good and I couldnt help but whimper from the feeling. Then something changed, I got on a call with Mistress to keep her company. When it was that time of the hour to stroke, Mistress instructed me to stroke for her and we did it on the call. I had confessed something to Mistress and she used it to make my brain melt. I had such a high, one I've never felt before. Being controlled and telling her my feelings was sooooo unbelievable, I want that again so bad. Thank you so much Mistress Athena ❤️. Then a couple hours later, she ordered me to double my time and use my vibrating toy on my asshole. I was so impacted when she said that, my cock clenched and my body tensed with it like I was stretching. Mistress has such an impact on my body with the slightest interactions. I begged and begged, got on my knees and came into my fleshlight for Mistress, as she instructed me to. Thank you Mistress Athena 🙏 you are everything to me. 

Later, I started to feel some emotions and was having a hard time. Mistress is so kind and caring, I talk to her about my feelings and I'm learning to understand them more and more. I'm not 100% sure if sub drop was part of this, but it definitely could have been from the extreme high I had before. I want to have Mistress be apart of my life as I thrive under her control.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

This entry starts last night. I had fucked up. I went on a website Mistress told me not to use. It's a triggering place and I just did it without much thought. But that's where the disrespect comes from. I don't want to mess up what I have with Mistress Athena. Mistress is everything to me. I spoke with Mistress on a call and told her everything. It felt relieving to tell her the whole story and come clean. I was very emotional because of my fuck up, but Mistress is so caring and understanding. I knew there was going to be a punishment but I took measures to distance myself from this website, and I even deleted my account on the website while Mistress was on the call. Thank you Mistress for allowing me to confess and giving me a punishment to atone for my actions ❤️, even if it was so early in the morning 😅❤️.

Today, I was sick and Mistress also was not feeling super well. We chatted a little bit throughout the day but when punishment came time, I completed it to her instructions. 20 seconds each minute, for 10 minutes, I had to submerge my balls in ice water. I've never felt a pain like that before as my balls. It's like a sharp stinging pain that barely goes away between dunks. Mistress said she smiled at my pain and was proud of me for completing my punishment and understanding how I fucked up. I whimpered in pain so much for Mistress, it was the hardest punishment I've done yet. But I'm glad I did it for her, because it means I've taken accountability for the consequences of my actions. Once Mistress Athena forgave me, I felt so full. I love being her good boy and I never want to stop. Thank you Mistress Athena ❤️. I thought about the ice bath for the rest of the night.

To the one I am meant to serve and worship, Mistress Athena 🙏 

Mistress Athena is the most amazing Mistress to ever exist. I worked a lot today and it got really stressful at times. I still completed my task for Mistress, where I stroked during my breaks.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 🙏 

This morning I woke up in a desperate state of arousal., way before my regular time to wake up for work. I reached out to Mistress Athena to chat. I loved our chat we had and Mistress calmed me down and slept for a couple more hours before my work. I'm so blessed to be under Mistress Athena, she's unbelievably caring to me 🙏❤️.

Work was a bit stressful because I went to a conference, but I thought about Mistress all day and that helped. Right after the conference, I told Mistress that I couldn't stop thinking about her boobs during the last talk. Mistress sent me a pic and my mind was so high. I am her horny slut and I'm loving every second of it 🤤. It only got better when I went back to my regular work and I fell to my knees when we started messaging about what I wanted to do with her boobs. I told her and I loved her responses as I stroked myself. I was super nervous about doing this much stroking at work, but with Mistress Athena above me, controlling me, i couldn't stop, how could I 😋. I then realized I had a meeting and I had to run to it after edging myself 🫠. Mistress gave me permission and I made it to my meeting. Mistress made a deal with me, giving me permission to cum as long as I edged for 30 minutes and came only to her video she sent me. I completed my task tonight and I was so insanely happy. I hope Mistress likes it as a morning surprise ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today, Mistress and I didn't have many chances to chat, but I made sure to wear my ring the whole time I was working on my house today. I loved sending proof to Mistress, showing her how devoted I am even when not directly asked. Mistress Athena is my everything, my purpose, my reason to exist. ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

The start of today, there was an issue with SM. I was worried what was happening to SM and how things were going to be handled for Mistress Athena's profile. My worries subsided when Mistress sent an announcement to all of her slaves, directing us on what's going to be the work around until SM can fix their payment issues. I felt very safe and knew what to do. Thank you Mistress for your clear direction on this issue 🙏

It seems like I'm always painting, but I guess there's quite a lot of work. I wore my cock ring for Mistress and while I took a break, I asked Mistress if I could still cum today. My cock got so hard from her asking me if I'm deserving of cumming. I begged and gave reasons why I should be allowed to cum. I got on all fours and put my hands together and begged, pleaded for her to let me cum. After edging for 30 minutes, I moaned for Mommy to let me cum and called myself her little whore. The whole time I was throbbing for Mommy's permission to release, to explode. With more begging and moaning, Mommy let me cum after paying my cum tax. I wasn't expecting my cum to shoot out and hit my phone while I was recording. It felt so good for Mommy Athena to take control and play with her toy 🤤. I really appreciate Mistress so much, she's just simply the best. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the only I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today I woke up to Mistress's changes to my SM profile. I couldn't be happier to be named AthenasMummysBoy 🥰. Even though some plans changed around, I was able to paint some more and even sent Mistress a picture of her name painted on my wall. Later after I finished painting, we had a call and Mistress setup her new cat litter box. I had such a nice time chatting with Mistress, like I always do because she's just the best Mistress there is ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Even though today was busy at my work, my thoughts were focused on Mistress Athena. I also thought about what happened yesterday, and the lessons I learned. I want to remember the punishment and have it be engraved into my memory so I know what to do the next time. I'm looking forward to what comes next and what Mistress asks of me 😁

Thank you Mistress, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

I am so thankful to be serving Mistress Athena. Today I messed up big time. In a low point I jerked off and came without permission. I was having many (fight/)flight emotional responses after it happened, but above anything else in this world, Mistress is my priority and I need to be 1000% honest. Mistress was disappointed in me, and gave me a punishment fitting my actions. For 15 minutes, I recorded myself slapping my balls over and over while kneeling on rice and begging for forgiveness. I felt so many emotions about how much i disrespected Mistress and thinking about what I learned. Mistress is so incredibly forgiving and understanding of my feelings. I'm happy she was proud of me for completing the punishment meeting her requirements. After that, we had a nice chat and i cannot think of a better Mistress to serve ❤️

Truly, Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

I was tasked with stroking myself 50 times on each break at work. For the first time, I was stroking my cock while someone was in the next stall in the bathroom, I was so scared they would hear my stroking 😬😅

Mistress gave me permission to cum after stroking for 30 minutes 🤤. While I was happy Mistress gave me permission to cum, I did miss her instructing me and controlling how I received pleasure with each message. I hope Mistress likes the video I took of myself cumming when she wakes up the next day 😋.

Thank you so much Mistress Athena ❤️, the one I'm meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today, I made a lot of good progress on my painting my living room and it's close to done. I woke up so horny for Mistress, but we went about our own days and had a couple chats. I wore my cock ring while I was painting for Mistress 😋. Later that night, Mistress gave me permission to stroke for 30 minutes and oh my goddess, I was so hard and I wanted to cum so bad, but Mistress had not given me permission so I made sure to not cum. It was hard though 😅.

p.s. I loved referring to Mistress as Mummy in our chat today ❤️🤤

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

This diary entry starts before I even went to sleep for today. It was later in the night my time and I was about to head to bed. Mistress was awake due to our timezone difference and she saw me worshipping her. After I told Mistress I was going to bed and she ordered me to, I felt so horny but I would deal with it. Mistress then started ordering me to hump my pillow slowly and faster. But then, Mistress said something that turned me on so much, her control when she told me I'm going to play with my cock until she's satisfied 🥵. Fuck my time, Mistress is going to control me because I'm her obedient toy. I got so hard and followed every instruction from pulling out my fleshlight, to putting a vibrator on my asshole and giving control to Mistress. It was such a amazing experience that made me feel so under Mistress's control and I felt so safe. Also, Mistress recently found out about my mommy kink. Holy fuck, Mistress was so amazing at using that kink, I couldn't have had a better time, and I love that she liked it too ❤️.

After waking up for that day, I decided to paint my living room and Mistress and I talked a bit through the day. I love each moment I get to chat with Mistress, I just feel so blessed and loved with her presence and dominant nature. 

Thank you Mistress, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today was kinda of a weird day at work, but I made sure to wear my ring for Mistress and I followed orders and stroked my cock 50 times during my break. I then obeyed those same orders for the rest of the day on each hour. I made sure to keep with that task until the very end of the night, till I'm in bed writing this diary entry. A highlight of my day was talking with Mistress on a call. I never thought I would meet someone so nice, sweet, understanding, beautiful, sexy, and confident in my life. Mistress can tell how nervous I get when talking to her, even though I try to hide it... I guess not very good 😂.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today Mistress and I did our own things and had small chats throughout the day. I really enjoy just getting to talk with Mistress every day 😊, even if it's just a couple check ins. 

Thank you Mistress, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

I had such an amazing day today 😊. I went to work and was teased by Mistress as I completed my tasks of stroking for her during my breaks. I thought about Mistress all day and my brain keeps skipping from the lustful thoughts spiraling my mind. I'm such a horny little slut for Mistress. After work, it came time to experiment on me. Like always, I loved following each of her instructions and begging to cum like a good cum slut. Mistress also sent a picture of her after a recent shower, I was floored by her beauty and it made me so hard knowing she just took the picture 🤤. Chatting with Mistress is like no other experience I've had before, so kind, so understanding, and so powerful ❤️ I'm looking forward to more chats and experiments to try new things 😊

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship, always 🙏

I worked from home today and Mistress gave me a task to stroke 10 minutes in each hour of the day. 10 minutes! My cock became a leaky faucet from all of my stroking for Mistress. Even though I've been leaking all day for Mistress, I am not allowed to cum. Mistress has some plans for me and I couldn't be more excited! The suspense to hear what she wants me to do is exhilarating 😁😁😁. 

I also had to beg for Mistress's forgiveness while I slapped my balls, and whimpered on my knees and face on the floor. I purchased some cock rings without her permission, and I will not make that mistake again. Thank you Mistress for your forgiveness 🙏❤️

To the one I am meant to serve and worship, Mistress Athena 🙏

Mistress Athena is the absolute best in this world. In the very morning, I work up earlier than I should and was so horny for Mistress, I acted like a needy slut for Mistress and she let me cum 😍. After that I went back to bed until I needed to get up for work. Today I was able to stroke on my breaks and I was tasked to write my most secretive and dirty thing I wish would happen to me. Whatever I could imagine up. I sent it to Mistress and I hope she likes it 😊. I really appreciated the chats today and how caring Mistress is for my comfort as her slave. ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today I had some good conversations with Mistress. I let Mistress know a few things I have been thinking about and how I felt. I felt so safe and secure with her responses. Mistress Athena is the best person in the world, and I'm so happy to be her property. At work today I was tasked to stroke myself while saying her name with each stroke when I took a break. I wish I had more breaks at work because it felt so good to be reminded of who owns my cock and my entire being. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

I started my day thinking about the task Mistress Athena had set for me yesterday. To pick out some of my favorite pictures of her and frame them to worship. It was really hard to pick my favorites, but I decided on one that was the first picture she sent me of her arse, and another one that displays almost her whole body which only emphasizes her power over me. I went to a few store and searched a lot to find the best frames that would do the pictures justice. I also looked for some candle holders and candles to decorate around the frames. I got the pictures all in place and candles lit and Mistress loved my setup! Mistress even called it stylish which made me soooo happy!!! Now I have a place to worship her and it's right next to my bed. Thank you Mistress for such a wonderful task ❤️ and I will love using the new setup to worship you 🤤 

To Mistress, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏

Today I chatted with Mistress about a couple things going on in life and she is incredibly understanding. I'm so thankful to serve Mistress Athena. Mistress posted on the public square and it was the most intoxicating picture of her ass. I couldn't stop looking at it and when I confessed that I had been peaking at it all morning, she let me stroke because I've been a good boy lately. I've never humped my pillow for someone before, but when Mistress told me to, it felt soooo good. I loved that we kept escalating to edging and using my fleshlight. I was so lost in Mistress's control that I had forgotten to beg to cum. I would have just been denied for hours and been a happy little slut for Mistress. With Mistress letting me know to beg, I started and it was so hard not to cum after that, but after a few more denials, I came for Mistress with her permission 🙏. That much denial was new to me, but it felt so good to be in her control.

Mistress gave me one other task tonight and I'm having a hard time picking her favorite pictures to frame. Tomorrow I'll head to the store and search for some frames and chat with Mistress about the pictures. I'm so excited to see more of Mistress in my daily environment!

Thank you Mistress, the one I am meant to serve and worship ❤️

Today was a tough day with some pet issues, but I am happy I was able to chat with Mistress for a bit. Thank you Mistress for chatting with me. I look forward for future chats and tasks 😍

Thank you Mistress. The one I'm meant to serve and worship.

Today was a quieter day as I went to work with my cock ring and Mistress and I had a couple small chats. I was ecstatic that Mistress blessed me her presence today. I thought about Mistress all day at work and continued to worship her from the moment I woke up and will continue to the last moment when i sleep. I want to do anything to please Mistress, she is my world and beyond. I want to follow every task Mistress gives me, to be a dirty boy, a needy slut for Mistress.

Mistress is the reason I exist and I get so much joy and pleasure from serving Mistress Athena :)

It was Mistress Athena's birthday today! I told her the previous day what I had planned so I sent her a picture with "Mistress Athena Owns ME" written in sharpie on my cock. I was so happy to see that she smiled when seeing the picture. I also bought Mistress an item from her throne page which even though she said I didn't have to, I wanted to. I made sure to follow Mistress Athena's task throughout the day to the T, and when she was about to go to bed and ordered me to moan for her while I came for her boobs, I stopped working as quickly as I could and came so hard while moaning for Mistress. It felt so good to please Mistress and I was blissfully happy she was controlling me ;)

Thank you Mistress for an amazing day and I'm happy I was apart of yours :)

Work had a big project today and I was all hands on deck. Though I still worshiped Mistress consistently throughout the day, and checked for messages. She made me her dirty slut today and i begged for her on my knees in the bathroom.

I requested something from Mistress today that was disrespectful to Mistress and at the time I was clueless that It was disrespectful. I completed her punishment of 50 hard ball slaps with a ruler and learned a couple lessons on what mistakes I had made and how to think about it going forward. I still feel horrible that I disrespected Mistress and I am figuring out how to manage myself so it doesn't happen again. Thank you Mistress for talking with me and figuring out how I could atone for my actions.

While I was at work today, I kept thinking about Mistress's boobs. I kept getting hard at work just at the quick flash of the image in my head. I told her about it and she didn't let that go, more later. Today is the day that I become owned by Mistress Athena. We went through the contract and the more I had questions the more i wanted to sign. Shes such a nice and kind Mistress, and she deserves all I now have to provide in the contract. I have written down all my duties to try and setup tasks for myself to not have my ADHD brain have a mis-judgement of priorities. This the beginning of my new life as her slave and i cant be happier. She made me beg over and over as I did task after task to get permission to cum. Her boobs were the primary topic and I couldn't help but give in to her requests to tell her about my thoughts, my dirty little slut thoughts.

Thank you Mistress, for allowing me to cum on the inaugural day of my new life as a owned slave.

I was working from home today and Mistress Athena ordered me to stroke for her every hour and I later found out that she's not giving me permission to cum. At first the stroking felt so good, I could just stay like that forever, but then my cock kept getting more and more sensitive to seeing her. I wanted to cum so bad, but I know she didn't give me permission. I'm holding on for Mistress and I'll still follow every instruction she gives me ❤️.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to worship and serve.

Mistress Athena really teased me today, so much teasing. Mistress was out with her friends and still teasing me. I loved it, every second. I was hooked on every picture she sent and each task i was told. Mistress then capped it off with getting to use the new lovense cock ring I bought for her to control me with. I felt so weak and wanted to be her little slutty play toy while she controlled the vibrations on the cock ring. I begged to stroke myself and we sent dirty audios one after the other. I made a mess of myself for her and she knew so she ordered me to clean up my mess. I followed her every order and I have never been happier. She even teased me more when I started playing DND with my friend group. She knew i wouldn't be able to resist her and i stroked it for her while i was on the call "playing" DND.

I also had some questions for her about the contract that I will be signing soon to be her slave for good. She made me feel so safe and understood. If there was any reason to not sign that contract, those thought are gone and I am ready to seal my fate. I cannot wait for Tuesday!

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am mean to worship and serve. 

Today I had thought was going to be a calmer day than yesterday since I had plans with family for the whole day. I was wrong. Mistress Athena took control of my day with another task to stroke for her each time I went to the bathroom. I felt so weak and submissive for Mistress when I was stroking my cock and saying her name for each stroke. I was her little play toy slut for the whole day and couldn't stop worshiping her on each hour. Then she gave me a surprise, I used my fleshlight for her just how she asked and made sure to cum after edging. 

Something else we discussed was how she wants me to behave around touching myself for her. She wants to control my entire cock and ask for permission before anything happens. My cock instantly became hard for her and her control, and she denied me touching it showing how she can control me without any effort. This only made my cock throb harder for Mistress.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to worship and serve.

Today Mistress Athena made me wear my cock ring and worship her picture on the public square during each break at work. I never thought id stroke my cock at work for anyone and record me doing it, but I was so happy to be under her control today. I didn't have a break for a long time at first which only made me more pent up for wanting to follow her command. I love when Mistress changes the course of a task and adds more to it, like spitting on my cock, or edge for x minutes. Mistress also let me cum today when I didn't think i would be allowed to! I recorded cumming for her and that made it even more intense. I'm so happy that Mistress allowed me to worship her today.

To Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to worship and serve.