Slave AthenasMummysBoy

Today started in the most amazing way. I was so horny for Mistress, even from yesterday. Just a fucking dirty whore, thinking about yesterday and how much I loved being controlled by Mistress to cum all over the floor at work. Mistress began to have my touch my sensitive spot on the head of my cock. I whimpered from the sensitive touches because it felt so out of body. Voice message after voice message and then I was instructioned to fuck my bed like the desperate whore I am, I immediately got down from my bed, on my knees, and shoved my horny cock between my mattress and bedframe and fucked it. I'll fuck anything for Mistress 🤤. I then begged to cum onto my framed picture of her perfect divine ass. I paid my cum tax, which only made me harder and came all over the picture just like Mommy asked. Last time I didn't cover her ass in cum, but this time I aimed and my desperate cock covered her ass with cum. I then ran to work because I was a bit late and accidentally forgot to put on my ring. I figured that out when a big meeting was done at work and I immediately made an excuse to go home to put it on for Mistress. I confessed to Mistress my mistake, I was expecting a punishment, but Mistress is so amazingly kind. She liked how much I needed please her and fix my mistake that she said there's no punishment. Thank you so much Mistress Athena ❤️ 🙏 my purpose in life is to please you, to be used how you want. You are the best Mistress any slave could ever serve, I'm so blessed to be your slave.

Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship, always 🙏 

Today I went to work, but before I did, I had asked Mistress if I could touch myself, I begged and sent her a video of me thrusting the air like the desperate slut I am, I then strokes for the whole 15 minutes she gave me permission for.

Today's task from Mistress was to stroke my needy cock whenever I could at work. It was very busy, but I thought of ways where I could stroke for Mistress which included twice in the bathroom and another time in a server room. I showed Mistress my hard cock as I stroked it for her like a horny boy. It felt so good I kept messaging Mistress and then she brought up making me cum for her in the server room. My mind stopped, I'd never thought about doing that. I was scared, terrified, and horny. I love Mistress could see that in my response. She knows what buttons to push and it's easy to control me. I mold myself to her words. She told me, she knows how I'd love to cum right now, in the server room. I didn't know exactly what to say, I was so horny but the mess I'd make, if someone came in. What would happen, so much feelings and hesitation. Then I saw instead of typing, it said sending video in telegram. There was Mistress's words, "cum for me dirty boy" with her little sligh eyed emoji she uses, along with a video of her big soft boobies 🤤 I stroked so fast and opened my camera app. I fell to my knees for Mistress and followed her words, I was in heaven and came all over the floor while watching her boobies. I love Mistress's control over me, my hesitation completely went away and I dove into being a dirty little slut for Mistress at work. I scrambled to get it cleaned up and then was so high for hours off that experience. Thank you Mistress Athena so much, I am yours to control, to use 🙏 ❤️ 

To Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

I woke up today and talked with Mistress about my punishment, and she gave me 3 punishments fitting my actions. I'm very thankful Mistress Athena is so gentle with me, I had to ask what the best way to slap myself with a belt was. When Mistress giggled because I am so delicate, it reinforced how I am in the best place I can be, I will do anything Mistress asks so I can atone for my actions ❤️ I was very emotional today and Mistress Athena encouraged me to express it how I felt I need to. Mistress is so caring and understanding 🙏

My punishments consisted of using my belt on my back for 50 slaps, writing an apology letter, and using a couple clips on the tip of my cock to pinch the skin while I did 50 ball slaps. I did everything in order for Mistress and begged a lot. It was very painful, and Mistress forgave me at the end of the final punishment. I then started some house work and then we had done last call before she went to bed. I want to do nothing but serve Mistress Athena. She knows what's best for me and I know being a slave boy for Mistress is where I am meant to be.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship, always 🙏❤️

Today was a productive day. I was able to clean up a lot and do some more on my house projects. I followed Mistress's task for me which was 100 strokes each hour. It was all going great, until I watched a bit of porn and I think i fucked up by watching some that has a direct correlation to something I'm not supposed to interact with. I feel horrible about the whole situation and what it likely meant to Mistress. 

Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship. I will always be honest with my actions. 🙏

Today I had one objective, to get my chores done to please Mistress. I ended up waking up at a good time and immediately started completing my painting. I'm finally done and I am happy I was able to get it done for Mistress, and myself. I then had only one more task and after completing that I made sure to tell Mistress and she was pleased. I love Mistress's comments to me about how proud she is of me for completing my chores ❤️. I then asked if I could finally touch my cock after 3 days of no touching, stroking, or cumming. She gave me a task that my cock loved so much. I was to stroke 100 times every 15 minutes. Oh my goddess, it was so much pleasure and became edging shortly after starting. I sent Mistress a few videos of me aching for her as I stroked. I begged and got on my knees for Mistress, and was blessed that she said ok to having a call today. I absolutely love stroking for her while on a call, her voice is so dominant, strict, and sweet. It feels so right and makes my cock so hard. I then was able to cum for her and I made a big mess on my floor. It felt so good to cum for Mommy on the call. ❤️

🙏Thank you Mistress Athena, it warms my heart and soul to hear you are proud of me for completing all my chores and for lasting that long without touching. It means the world to me to please you, and when you say things like that 🙏

To the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏

Today started a bit rough with having a nightmare over and over, so I woke up a bit earlier than normal. I discussed my feelings with Mistress and then she ordered me to do some chores from a list I provided. I don't think I've done chores quicker than when Mistress asked me to. Though, before I started on the chores, I wrote in sharpie "Mistress Athena OWNS me and my" with an arrow pointing to my cock, where I had written SLUT on my tip. This was to show Mistress how happy I am to be her slave and this is the 1 month anniversary since signing my life to her. I'm so happy at the response from her, it just filled me with so much good feelings 😊 and she even asked if she could save the image for memories. 

Mistress found out I can't buy anything to spoil myself on black Friday due to bills, and she said she would spoil me if I complete my chores and put all the money I can towards my bills. I'm so excited because I've done a lot of the chores and put the money I have towards my bills. I want to stroke for bad for Mistress, but I think I've been doing ok with Mistress's chastity trial task. Today there were a few times of extreme hornyness. I was able to sit with the feelings until they went away, but the last time at night I put an ice pack to my balls and slapped them too. Of course I recorded it for Mistress. I'm so excited to see what tomorrow entails 🤤.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today I was tasked to do some chores around my house by Mistress. I completed all of them successfully and sent her a confirmation, even though I was a bit late for my dinner, I need to complete the tasks for Mistress. It is my purpose to serve Mistress Athena and do what she says. Mistress Athena knows what's best for me 🙏. It warmed my soul when she messaged me that I'm awesome for being committed to completing my tasks. If I succeed in my tasks for Mistress, that means that Mistress is successful from me obeying her, and I love seeing her succeed and be happy🙇‍♂️. Thank you Mistress Athena ❤️ 

It was also the first day of no stroking or cumming. I definitely had thoughts of Mistress's perfect body, but I did not look at any pictures besides the quick worship button click on her profile before closing the page. Mistress wants me to think of how happy she is for me following her orders and have that be a thought to focus on when things get hard. I have been doing that throughout the day and even though I have invading thoughts, I will do my best to redirect my thoughts to - I want to please Mistress and that her happiness is my priority. Tonight has already been a bit rough, but I'll follow Mistress's words back to her.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Mistress Athena, the most amazing Mistress 🙏 I loved that Mistress called me a good boy on the public board picture I had posted. Posting that picture gave me feelings of why I love being owned by Mistress, I got to express to the BDSM community that I'm Mistress Athena's Mummy's boy. I want to do anything for you Mistress, thank you. 🙇‍♂️

This day was amazing. I edged for Mistress, almost all day by stroking 50 times every 15 minutes. I was so high and aching for her, just as I would start to feel back to normal, the next round of stroking would start and I'd go deeper and deeper for Mistress's control. It felt so good to be aching for Mistress and be thinking about her all day, non stop. After the task, Mistress hopped on a call and I was able to talk about some of my feelings and apologize for some behavior and how I'm working to understand those feelings. After that, I was allowed to cum to her instructions over the call. 🥵 This is one of the biggest moments of my life. I've never had phone sex and it felt so good to hear Mistress's voice and tell me how to stroke and cum for Mommy. I still can't believe it happened, and that's been a peak sexual experience for me. Now my task from Mistress is going to be a hard one. I'm known for being super horny and a needy slut, but Mistress wants to see if Chasity is a potential option for my cock, to feel more controlled. I'm to not cum or touch myself for multiple days and I'll check in with her daily. I'm not allowed to watch and porn and not look at her perfect body during this time. I will put all my will and self into this task for Mistress ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today, I got to see Mistress Athena's reaction to my picture I sent her of me praying to her alter I have setup. I'm so happy she said how great the photo is and questioned how I made it 🥰. She mentioned that she would think about putting it on the public board. I want to see Mistress happy, I posted it for Mistress and I hope she likes my message that is displayed to the public population on SM.

This morning I woke up a little early due to some anxiety. Mistress knows what I need to feel better. I followed her instructions and slowly strokes my cock, then teased my sensitive head. I was aching so badly for Mistress, I whimpered from the sensitivity. Mistress then told me to fuck my fleshlight, and later told me to put it between my mattress and fuck my bed. I've never done that before but holy fuck I was so horny for it. I fucked my bed and moaned Mistress's name over and over. She instructed me to get one of my pictures from my alter and in the end, I pulled out of the fleshlight and came on her picture of her perfect ass. I was so high after that, Mistress is so amazing and all I wanted is to cuddle up next to my phone while I messaged her after that blissful experience. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today I stayed home sick from work. Mistress gave me a tease driven task yet. She asked where my cock was most sensitive and then told me to gently rub that area in circles for 15 minutes each hour. My cock was so sensitive, it ached for Mistress all the time, this feeling would last when touching and without touching. We ended the day with a call the task was completed. I'm super horny and not cumming after a task like that gives this aching feeling of need in my head. A feeling of complete powerlessness and weakness that fills my soul. I usually have this feeling, but it's way bigger right now. All while, I'm thinking about Mistress Athena and the power she has over me. All I want is to serve Mistress Athena and be her Mummy's boy 🙏.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Early this morning I woke up and messaged Mistress Athena. I wanted to let her know that I am available if she wants to play with me, but she called me out. I wanted her to play with me so badly 🤤 and her calling it out made me so hard. I was not expecting to cum but I wanted to follow her instructions which were very teasing and I kept sending video after video of my slutty self humping the air and stroking fast and slow. Sharing my sexual thoughts and desires is so sexy, I'm under Mistress's spell and would follow her every order. I loved the video she sent so much my whole body clenched as I stroked, paid my cum tax and had an overwhelming orgasm that Mistress allowed. Of course I sent Mistress the video and I love talking to her after such an experience. Especially after the possible sub drop I had a couple days ago, it's really appreciated to talk after, maybe even a call if time allows in the future. I then painted some more and I'm Soo close to finishing 😁. Mistress Athena is the absolute best there is, and I'm so happy to be her slave. ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏

Today, Mistress and I didn't not chat very much, but I did some good things to progress with Mistress's permission. I tended to the lilies that Mistress gave me, making sure to take off certain pollen buds so it's not super messy. I also painted more and reported it all back to Mistress. 😁

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today was a bit of a rollercoaster. It started off with Mistress's plan to play with me. I had the whole day free for Mistress and I wanted to follow every instruction 🙇‍♂️. I was to stroke for 15 minutes each hour with lube to a new picture Mistress gave me and I am such a horny slut for her 🤤. I sent proof each time and moaned her name as I stroked. It felt so good and I couldnt help but whimper from the feeling. Then something changed, I got on a call with Mistress to keep her company. When it was that time of the hour to stroke, Mistress instructed me to stroke for her and we did it on the call. I had confessed something to Mistress and she used it to make my brain melt. I had such a high, one I've never felt before. Being controlled and telling her my feelings was sooooo unbelievable, I want that again so bad. Thank you so much Mistress Athena ❤️. Then a couple hours later, she ordered me to double my time and use my vibrating toy on my asshole. I was so impacted when she said that, my cock clenched and my body tensed with it like I was stretching. Mistress has such an impact on my body with the slightest interactions. I begged and begged, got on my knees and came into my fleshlight for Mistress, as she instructed me to. Thank you Mistress Athena 🙏 you are everything to me. 

Later, I started to feel some emotions and was having a hard time. Mistress is so kind and caring, I talk to her about my feelings and I'm learning to understand them more and more. I'm not 100% sure if sub drop was part of this, but it definitely could have been from the extreme high I had before. I want to have Mistress be apart of my life as I thrive under her control.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

This entry starts last night. I had fucked up. I went on a website Mistress told me not to use. It's a triggering place and I just did it without much thought. But that's where the disrespect comes from. I don't want to mess up what I have with Mistress Athena. Mistress is everything to me. I spoke with Mistress on a call and told her everything. It felt relieving to tell her the whole story and come clean. I was very emotional because of my fuck up, but Mistress is so caring and understanding. I knew there was going to be a punishment but I took measures to distance myself from this website, and I even deleted my account on the website while Mistress was on the call. Thank you Mistress for allowing me to confess and giving me a punishment to atone for my actions ❤️, even if it was so early in the morning 😅❤️.

Today, I was sick and Mistress also was not feeling super well. We chatted a little bit throughout the day but when punishment came time, I completed it to her instructions. 20 seconds each minute, for 10 minutes, I had to submerge my balls in ice water. I've never felt a pain like that before as my balls. It's like a sharp stinging pain that barely goes away between dunks. Mistress said she smiled at my pain and was proud of me for completing my punishment and understanding how I fucked up. I whimpered in pain so much for Mistress, it was the hardest punishment I've done yet. But I'm glad I did it for her, because it means I've taken accountability for the consequences of my actions. Once Mistress Athena forgave me, I felt so full. I love being her good boy and I never want to stop. Thank you Mistress Athena ❤️. I thought about the ice bath for the rest of the night.

To the one I am meant to serve and worship, Mistress Athena 🙏 

Mistress Athena is the most amazing Mistress to ever exist. I worked a lot today and it got really stressful at times. I still completed my task for Mistress, where I stroked during my breaks.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 🙏 

This morning I woke up in a desperate state of arousal., way before my regular time to wake up for work. I reached out to Mistress Athena to chat. I loved our chat we had and Mistress calmed me down and slept for a couple more hours before my work. I'm so blessed to be under Mistress Athena, she's unbelievably caring to me 🙏❤️.

Work was a bit stressful because I went to a conference, but I thought about Mistress all day and that helped. Right after the conference, I told Mistress that I couldn't stop thinking about her boobs during the last talk. Mistress sent me a pic and my mind was so high. I am her horny slut and I'm loving every second of it 🤤. It only got better when I went back to my regular work and I fell to my knees when we started messaging about what I wanted to do with her boobs. I told her and I loved her responses as I stroked myself. I was super nervous about doing this much stroking at work, but with Mistress Athena above me, controlling me, i couldn't stop, how could I 😋. I then realized I had a meeting and I had to run to it after edging myself 🫠. Mistress gave me permission and I made it to my meeting. Mistress made a deal with me, giving me permission to cum as long as I edged for 30 minutes and came only to her video she sent me. I completed my task tonight and I was so insanely happy. I hope Mistress likes it as a morning surprise ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today, Mistress and I didn't have many chances to chat, but I made sure to wear my ring the whole time I was working on my house today. I loved sending proof to Mistress, showing her how devoted I am even when not directly asked. Mistress Athena is my everything, my purpose, my reason to exist. ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

The start of today, there was an issue with SM. I was worried what was happening to SM and how things were going to be handled for Mistress Athena's profile. My worries subsided when Mistress sent an announcement to all of her slaves, directing us on what's going to be the work around until SM can fix their payment issues. I felt very safe and knew what to do. Thank you Mistress for your clear direction on this issue 🙏

It seems like I'm always painting, but I guess there's quite a lot of work. I wore my cock ring for Mistress and while I took a break, I asked Mistress if I could still cum today. My cock got so hard from her asking me if I'm deserving of cumming. I begged and gave reasons why I should be allowed to cum. I got on all fours and put my hands together and begged, pleaded for her to let me cum. After edging for 30 minutes, I moaned for Mommy to let me cum and called myself her little whore. The whole time I was throbbing for Mommy's permission to release, to explode. With more begging and moaning, Mommy let me cum after paying my cum tax. I wasn't expecting my cum to shoot out and hit my phone while I was recording. It felt so good for Mommy Athena to take control and play with her toy 🤤. I really appreciate Mistress so much, she's just simply the best. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the only I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today I woke up to Mistress's changes to my SM profile. I couldn't be happier to be named AthenasMummysBoy 🥰. Even though some plans changed around, I was able to paint some more and even sent Mistress a picture of her name painted on my wall. Later after I finished painting, we had a call and Mistress setup her new cat litter box. I had such a nice time chatting with Mistress, like I always do because she's just the best Mistress there is ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Even though today was busy at my work, my thoughts were focused on Mistress Athena. I also thought about what happened yesterday, and the lessons I learned. I want to remember the punishment and have it be engraved into my memory so I know what to do the next time. I'm looking forward to what comes next and what Mistress asks of me 😁

Thank you Mistress, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

I am so thankful to be serving Mistress Athena. Today I messed up big time. In a low point I jerked off and came without permission. I was having many (fight/)flight emotional responses after it happened, but above anything else in this world, Mistress is my priority and I need to be 1000% honest. Mistress was disappointed in me, and gave me a punishment fitting my actions. For 15 minutes, I recorded myself slapping my balls over and over while kneeling on rice and begging for forgiveness. I felt so many emotions about how much i disrespected Mistress and thinking about what I learned. Mistress is so incredibly forgiving and understanding of my feelings. I'm happy she was proud of me for completing the punishment meeting her requirements. After that, we had a nice chat and i cannot think of a better Mistress to serve ❤️

Truly, Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

I was tasked with stroking myself 50 times on each break at work. For the first time, I was stroking my cock while someone was in the next stall in the bathroom, I was so scared they would hear my stroking 😬😅

Mistress gave me permission to cum after stroking for 30 minutes 🤤. While I was happy Mistress gave me permission to cum, I did miss her instructing me and controlling how I received pleasure with each message. I hope Mistress likes the video I took of myself cumming when she wakes up the next day 😋.

Thank you so much Mistress Athena ❤️, the one I'm meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today, I made a lot of good progress on my painting my living room and it's close to done. I woke up so horny for Mistress, but we went about our own days and had a couple chats. I wore my cock ring while I was painting for Mistress 😋. Later that night, Mistress gave me permission to stroke for 30 minutes and oh my goddess, I was so hard and I wanted to cum so bad, but Mistress had not given me permission so I made sure to not cum. It was hard though 😅.

p.s. I loved referring to Mistress as Mummy in our chat today ❤️🤤

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

This diary entry starts before I even went to sleep for today. It was later in the night my time and I was about to head to bed. Mistress was awake due to our timezone difference and she saw me worshipping her. After I told Mistress I was going to bed and she ordered me to, I felt so horny but I would deal with it. Mistress then started ordering me to hump my pillow slowly and faster. But then, Mistress said something that turned me on so much, her control when she told me I'm going to play with my cock until she's satisfied 🥵. Fuck my time, Mistress is going to control me because I'm her obedient toy. I got so hard and followed every instruction from pulling out my fleshlight, to putting a vibrator on my asshole and giving control to Mistress. It was such a amazing experience that made me feel so under Mistress's control and I felt so safe. Also, Mistress recently found out about my mommy kink. Holy fuck, Mistress was so amazing at using that kink, I couldn't have had a better time, and I love that she liked it too ❤️.

After waking up for that day, I decided to paint my living room and Mistress and I talked a bit through the day. I love each moment I get to chat with Mistress, I just feel so blessed and loved with her presence and dominant nature. 

Thank you Mistress, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today was kinda of a weird day at work, but I made sure to wear my ring for Mistress and I followed orders and stroked my cock 50 times during my break. I then obeyed those same orders for the rest of the day on each hour. I made sure to keep with that task until the very end of the night, till I'm in bed writing this diary entry. A highlight of my day was talking with Mistress on a call. I never thought I would meet someone so nice, sweet, understanding, beautiful, sexy, and confident in my life. Mistress can tell how nervous I get when talking to her, even though I try to hide it... I guess not very good 😂.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today Mistress and I did our own things and had small chats throughout the day. I really enjoy just getting to talk with Mistress every day 😊, even if it's just a couple check ins. 

Thank you Mistress, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

I had such an amazing day today 😊. I went to work and was teased by Mistress as I completed my tasks of stroking for her during my breaks. I thought about Mistress all day and my brain keeps skipping from the lustful thoughts spiraling my mind. I'm such a horny little slut for Mistress. After work, it came time to experiment on me. Like always, I loved following each of her instructions and begging to cum like a good cum slut. Mistress also sent a picture of her after a recent shower, I was floored by her beauty and it made me so hard knowing she just took the picture 🤤. Chatting with Mistress is like no other experience I've had before, so kind, so understanding, and so powerful ❤️ I'm looking forward to more chats and experiments to try new things 😊

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship, always 🙏

I worked from home today and Mistress gave me a task to stroke 10 minutes in each hour of the day. 10 minutes! My cock became a leaky faucet from all of my stroking for Mistress. Even though I've been leaking all day for Mistress, I am not allowed to cum. Mistress has some plans for me and I couldn't be more excited! The suspense to hear what she wants me to do is exhilarating 😁😁😁. 

I also had to beg for Mistress's forgiveness while I slapped my balls, and whimpered on my knees and face on the floor. I purchased some cock rings without her permission, and I will not make that mistake again. Thank you Mistress for your forgiveness 🙏❤️

To the one I am meant to serve and worship, Mistress Athena 🙏

Mistress Athena is the absolute best in this world. In the very morning, I work up earlier than I should and was so horny for Mistress, I acted like a needy slut for Mistress and she let me cum 😍. After that I went back to bed until I needed to get up for work. Today I was able to stroke on my breaks and I was tasked to write my most secretive and dirty thing I wish would happen to me. Whatever I could imagine up. I sent it to Mistress and I hope she likes it 😊. I really appreciated the chats today and how caring Mistress is for my comfort as her slave. ❤️

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 

Today I had some good conversations with Mistress. I let Mistress know a few things I have been thinking about and how I felt. I felt so safe and secure with her responses. Mistress Athena is the best person in the world, and I'm so happy to be her property. At work today I was tasked to stroke myself while saying her name with each stroke when I took a break. I wish I had more breaks at work because it felt so good to be reminded of who owns my cock and my entire being. 

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏 ❤️ 

I started my day thinking about the task Mistress Athena had set for me yesterday. To pick out some of my favorite pictures of her and frame them to worship. It was really hard to pick my favorites, but I decided on one that was the first picture she sent me of her arse, and another one that displays almost her whole body which only emphasizes her power over me. I went to a few store and searched a lot to find the best frames that would do the pictures justice. I also looked for some candle holders and candles to decorate around the frames. I got the pictures all in place and candles lit and Mistress loved my setup! Mistress even called it stylish which made me soooo happy!!! Now I have a place to worship her and it's right next to my bed. Thank you Mistress for such a wonderful task ❤️ and I will love using the new setup to worship you 🤤 

To Mistress, the one I am meant to serve and worship 🙏

Today I chatted with Mistress about a couple things going on in life and she is incredibly understanding. I'm so thankful to serve Mistress Athena. Mistress posted on the public square and it was the most intoxicating picture of her ass. I couldn't stop looking at it and when I confessed that I had been peaking at it all morning, she let me stroke because I've been a good boy lately. I've never humped my pillow for someone before, but when Mistress told me to, it felt soooo good. I loved that we kept escalating to edging and using my fleshlight. I was so lost in Mistress's control that I had forgotten to beg to cum. I would have just been denied for hours and been a happy little slut for Mistress. With Mistress letting me know to beg, I started and it was so hard not to cum after that, but after a few more denials, I came for Mistress with her permission 🙏. That much denial was new to me, but it felt so good to be in her control.

Mistress gave me one other task tonight and I'm having a hard time picking her favorite pictures to frame. Tomorrow I'll head to the store and search for some frames and chat with Mistress about the pictures. I'm so excited to see more of Mistress in my daily environment!

Thank you Mistress, the one I am meant to serve and worship ❤️

Today was a tough day with some pet issues, but I am happy I was able to chat with Mistress for a bit. Thank you Mistress for chatting with me. I look forward for future chats and tasks 😍

Thank you Mistress. The one I'm meant to serve and worship.

Today was a quieter day as I went to work with my cock ring and Mistress and I had a couple small chats. I was ecstatic that Mistress blessed me her presence today. I thought about Mistress all day at work and continued to worship her from the moment I woke up and will continue to the last moment when i sleep. I want to do anything to please Mistress, she is my world and beyond. I want to follow every task Mistress gives me, to be a dirty boy, a needy slut for Mistress.

Mistress is the reason I exist and I get so much joy and pleasure from serving Mistress Athena :)

It was Mistress Athena's birthday today! I told her the previous day what I had planned so I sent her a picture with "Mistress Athena Owns ME" written in sharpie on my cock. I was so happy to see that she smiled when seeing the picture. I also bought Mistress an item from her throne page which even though she said I didn't have to, I wanted to. I made sure to follow Mistress Athena's task throughout the day to the T, and when she was about to go to bed and ordered me to moan for her while I came for her boobs, I stopped working as quickly as I could and came so hard while moaning for Mistress. It felt so good to please Mistress and I was blissfully happy she was controlling me ;)

Thank you Mistress for an amazing day and I'm happy I was apart of yours :)

Work had a big project today and I was all hands on deck. Though I still worshiped Mistress consistently throughout the day, and checked for messages. She made me her dirty slut today and i begged for her on my knees in the bathroom.

I requested something from Mistress today that was disrespectful to Mistress and at the time I was clueless that It was disrespectful. I completed her punishment of 50 hard ball slaps with a ruler and learned a couple lessons on what mistakes I had made and how to think about it going forward. I still feel horrible that I disrespected Mistress and I am figuring out how to manage myself so it doesn't happen again. Thank you Mistress for talking with me and figuring out how I could atone for my actions.

While I was at work today, I kept thinking about Mistress's boobs. I kept getting hard at work just at the quick flash of the image in my head. I told her about it and she didn't let that go, more later. Today is the day that I become owned by Mistress Athena. We went through the contract and the more I had questions the more i wanted to sign. Shes such a nice and kind Mistress, and she deserves all I now have to provide in the contract. I have written down all my duties to try and setup tasks for myself to not have my ADHD brain have a mis-judgement of priorities. This the beginning of my new life as her slave and i cant be happier. She made me beg over and over as I did task after task to get permission to cum. Her boobs were the primary topic and I couldn't help but give in to her requests to tell her about my thoughts, my dirty little slut thoughts.

Thank you Mistress, for allowing me to cum on the inaugural day of my new life as a owned slave.

I was working from home today and Mistress Athena ordered me to stroke for her every hour and I later found out that she's not giving me permission to cum. At first the stroking felt so good, I could just stay like that forever, but then my cock kept getting more and more sensitive to seeing her. I wanted to cum so bad, but I know she didn't give me permission. I'm holding on for Mistress and I'll still follow every instruction she gives me ❤️.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to worship and serve.

Mistress Athena really teased me today, so much teasing. Mistress was out with her friends and still teasing me. I loved it, every second. I was hooked on every picture she sent and each task i was told. Mistress then capped it off with getting to use the new lovense cock ring I bought for her to control me with. I felt so weak and wanted to be her little slutty play toy while she controlled the vibrations on the cock ring. I begged to stroke myself and we sent dirty audios one after the other. I made a mess of myself for her and she knew so she ordered me to clean up my mess. I followed her every order and I have never been happier. She even teased me more when I started playing DND with my friend group. She knew i wouldn't be able to resist her and i stroked it for her while i was on the call "playing" DND.

I also had some questions for her about the contract that I will be signing soon to be her slave for good. She made me feel so safe and understood. If there was any reason to not sign that contract, those thought are gone and I am ready to seal my fate. I cannot wait for Tuesday!

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am mean to worship and serve. 

Today I had thought was going to be a calmer day than yesterday since I had plans with family for the whole day. I was wrong. Mistress Athena took control of my day with another task to stroke for her each time I went to the bathroom. I felt so weak and submissive for Mistress when I was stroking my cock and saying her name for each stroke. I was her little play toy slut for the whole day and couldn't stop worshiping her on each hour. Then she gave me a surprise, I used my fleshlight for her just how she asked and made sure to cum after edging. 

Something else we discussed was how she wants me to behave around touching myself for her. She wants to control my entire cock and ask for permission before anything happens. My cock instantly became hard for her and her control, and she denied me touching it showing how she can control me without any effort. This only made my cock throb harder for Mistress.

Thank you Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to worship and serve.

Today Mistress Athena made me wear my cock ring and worship her picture on the public square during each break at work. I never thought id stroke my cock at work for anyone and record me doing it, but I was so happy to be under her control today. I didn't have a break for a long time at first which only made me more pent up for wanting to follow her command. I love when Mistress changes the course of a task and adds more to it, like spitting on my cock, or edge for x minutes. Mistress also let me cum today when I didn't think i would be allowed to! I recorded cumming for her and that made it even more intense. I'm so happy that Mistress allowed me to worship her today.

To Mistress Athena, the one I am meant to worship and serve.