A different week this week.
It has become a habit for me now to immediately lock myself in chastity every morning. Taking away the brief freedom I have been given and feeling myself immediately strain in the small cage. I preform the daily tasks Mistress has given me, feeling myself get stronger, and knowing these tasks to make me stronger are about improving my service to Mistress Lee.
I find myself craving Mistress Lee's instructions, her shaping of me. I look at the toys, the clothing, Mistress Lee has encouraged me to get to help with my training, and wait nervously for what's next. The anticipation is constant.
I also know that I am soon going to be travelling, unable to serve in a manner I would like, and yet the anticipation will continue to build.
Mistress Lee is always top of mind. Something I am very grateful for.
It has been a memorable week.
Firstly, Mistress Lee allowed me my long delayed climax. But even as I read her directions for how my climax was to be completed I felt the extraordinary control she had over me, My climax was to be at her bidding, at her whim. I was penetrated, I was edged, I was displayed for her. I felt the pleasure of release and the pleasure of her control. It also made me begin to pine for the next opportunity, even as it may be well into the future.
I also realized I was getting used to being caged. It was telling to me that I am now caged, controlled, and displayed, more often than not. I look down at my manhood and see myself in a small pink cage. I feel myself begin to strain in the cage multiple times a day, and am reminded of my service to Mistress Lee
No place I would rather be
Mistress Lee has been having me wear my chastity cage for longer and longer periods. It is a humbling and frustrating experience and admittedly a very strong lesson in obedience.
The time in the cage has its own lessons but the time when I am released also has a clear message of obedience, control and a reminder of my service to Mistress Lee. She has tasked me on occasion to edge, stop, and replace the cage. Remarkable how this adds a whole new level of frustration, obedience, and control.
I now find myself in a place I never have been before. Mistress Lee has given me permission to ask for a climax. I have admittedly been trying not to ask, (an illusion of control on my part, I assume). As time goes by however my resolve is starting to fade. Last night I found myself composing in my head over and over how I would ask, how I would plead for something I used to take for granted.
Thank you Mistress Lee, you continue to encourage me into new areas I could have never imagined myself visiting.
I shared with Mistress Lee that I had always been interested in the idea of chastity, well a bit obsessed to be honest. Researching different devices, reading reviews, learning as much as I could, but I never went any further. Mistress Lee changed that.
At her urging and advice, I ordered a device. Already intrigued by what I was doing, it took a turn when Mistress Lee told me to get the cage in pink. Bright humiliating pink.
As I write this my manhood is locked away. My cock straining helplessly in the small pink cage. All my research has come back to haunt me. The cage is sized to keep my arousal under strict control, blunted and frustrated. My balls are lifted and presented like trophies to Mistress Lee's control while my cock remains locked submissively downward. Just as Mistress Lee wishes me.
As I go about my day, everything seems to cause a reaction that reminds me of my service. The click of high heels on a tile floor, displays and ads as I walk through the mall, the smile of a woman walking by as she rushes to the gym. I know that no one can tell I am wearing the cage but it feels like a little spot light is following me, showing my service and submission to Mistress Lee.
I have a whole new appreciation for chastity and control. Thank you Mistress Lee!
Where to start....
I suppose the best place to start is to express my sincere gratitude to Mistress Lee.
I acknowledge I am a newbie. Someone who doesn't know what they don't know. Someone who has always wondered what it would be like to surrender to a powerful woman but has never taken the steps to do so. I've fantasized, I've researched, and now I have been fortunate enough to find Mistress Lee.
I have a whole new and different appreciation for what true submission is. I also realize this is just the beginning.
From Initial tasks to test my endurance, to tasks to test my commitment, to tasks to humble, to tasks to entertain my Mistress. All led me to being privileged to be considered for ownership. Which also had its own unique level of submission.
The changing of my profile picture to something much more appropriate, the changing of my name, the surrender of my digital control on the site. All adding to my surrender and submission to Mistress Lee.
For all of this, I am most grateful.
| Date | Ownership change |
| 2026-04-03 03:18:35 | Starts serving Mistress MistressLeeDom |
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