Slave mrsky

I write this long-overdue diary update to share my experience after a bit over one week of being owned by Mistress Athena.

First, I need to express my gratitude towards my Mistress for the privilege and the second chance she is giving me. In fact, she owned me in the past under another username. Due to my lack of confidence and numerous failures to serve her adequately, I lost hope in my capabilities as a good submissive man and cowardly decided to abandon her and close my account on the website. After a pause and a period of self-reflection, I decided to come back with the intention of asking her for a second chance, knowing that she might not grant it to me because of the disappointment I may have caused previously.

Mistress Athena, after requesting a deserved apology, made me beg to be taken back as her toy. I executed this very gladly, as I was desperate for her to take me back and to serve her as she should have been served from the start. I thank her publicly for giving me this second chance; I cannot be grateful enough to be owned by her again today.

Since being officially owned by her, I have successfully completed numerous tasks where Mistress Athena tested my edging skills in different ways. In my past experience, I failed her multiple times by executing these tasks without managing to hold back. I was very happy to have these opportunities to demonstrate to her that I have improved, as I trained on my own during my break. I really hope she was amused by my execution of the different edging tasks she gave me, including the balls torture she likes to introduce between one edging and another, from which I also take my good share of enjoyment.

I also experienced some deserved punishments. For example, I used her property—her owned cock of mine—without her consent the day I decided to tie my balls all day without asking for her permission beforehand. Mistress Athena ordered me to hit my back a decent amount of times with a belt, which left marks for over a week, reminding me of my mistake and to whom I belong.

My first week of submission got even better when I had the pleasure of participating in a truth or dare game with Mistress Athena. I took a lot of pleasure in requesting truths instead of dares. I would not have imagined initially that I would enjoy it so much, but having Mistress ask me personal or humiliating questions felt like she was getting to know me better and that a deeper, more personal connection was being built. Additionally, as I got the chance to ask long-standing questions that I had, I felt that I also got to know her more as a person and not only as the Mistress that she is to me. I would gladly repeat this type of session considering the enjoyment I had.

Following this, other tasks followed, and we chatted a lot. As the very good Mistress she is to me, she also reassured me multiple times during moments of doubt that I had.

In the last few days, caught up in the busy life that one can have, I failed to entertain her as a good sub should. I failed to execute a task within the predefined timing, and I have deservedly endured the punishment that comes with it.

To conclude this first post in my diary, which I will keep up to date on a more frequent basis, I want to again thank my Mistress for taking me back and for letting me serve her in the best way possible: to entertain her and to suffer for her own enjoyment. I commit to keep improving as her loyal toy and property. Thank you, Mistress, for this incredible experience that you are giving me, and for the privilege of serving you.

Her loyal worm