Slave icarus12589

I'm a very shy virgin who doesn't dare to approach girls. Maybe I've been misled by porn, and gradually I feel that being played with as a female until climax is really pleasurable. Unfortunately, I'm a guy, and I've slowly started to like fantasizing about myself as a female being violated. I'm afraid that after undergoing premature ejaculation and impotence training for sissification, I'll become a lifelong virgin who has never experienced sex with a girl and ends up unable to have sex at all.So I want to find a Chinese-speaking Master who can help me achieve sissification/feminization.
I don't have many skills, but if I'm horny, I'm willing to try a lot of very kinky fetishes. Perhaps having a Master who enjoys humiliating, conquering, and training a sissy like me to be a sex slave would bring pleasure to the Master.