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It's my divine Mistress Shanelle birthday week. Together with best wishes, I made a special video to amuse my Goddess. I also wrote a poem.

I am looking forward to amuse my Mistress during her birthday week as she deserves it, even if it will be painful for me.

Yes Mistress! Thank You Mistress!

Poem for Mistress:

Time flies so fast, but some things don't change,

Earth goes over Sun, Moon follows its range,

Trees getting green, the leaves falling down,

Four seasons are there, four seasons are gone,

But the divine, truly special one,

They never changes, they are perfect like Sun,

Perfect like moonlight, lighting the dark night,

They should be served, by devoted knight,

The Goddess so beautiful, like a diamond so bright,

Her eyes are mystic sparkes, hypnotizing and dark,

They are like crown jewels, one look and you are lost,

Diving deep in the lake of Goddess, going deeper no matter the cost,

Goddess smile is like a rainbow, so lively and touching,

Her lips are magic corals, giving wisdom, pleasure, lashings,

Listen carefully, follow every word,

Goddess demands obedience, Goddess is your whole world

This time Mistress guided me to hurt for her as never before. I had an honor to start with really hard hits in the balls using a hammer. Mistress wanted to make it string, count to 3 and hit, count to 3 and hit. I did it dozens of time, each one bringing a wave of unbearable pain, each one making bruises bigger and bigger, each one making Mistress smile.

Then Mistress wanted me to use new tool of destruction. Kind of a whip with metal pins, it had one side filled with little spikes. Hits with the whip sting a lot, bruising my balls even better. But biggest impact came when I hit it with the spiked side. My ball sack started to having little holes, and blood stains. Mistress was so happy, she let me cum by hitting my balls with hammer again. Of course no stroking!

Thank you Mistress!

Another day when I had an honour to serve divine Mistress Shanelle. She teaches me how to get rid of fear and replace it with excitement. Thanks to my Mistress I was able to bruise my both balls. It was amazing seeing it makes Mistress happy.

Thank you Mistress Shanelle, you're truly divine.

Honor to amuse my Mistress.

I had the greatest honor to entertain my beloved Mistress Shanelle. Mistress was there, like a Queen, waiting for fun, ordering me to be creative and make her smile. She started by laughing at my cock and balls, and mocking  how different they look when nothing is written on them and they are untied. It was deeply humiliating and amazing at the same time, as I could hear the joy of Mistress.

Then I wanted to amuse Mistress by writting 'Shanelle's bitch' on my ballsack. It was hard to write upside down, but I was trained before. Mistress spotted typo and ordered to punch my balls for it. That's how the pain started. I continued to punch my balls, making Mistress happy.

What came next, was Mistress interest in the hammer. I presented the tool to Mistress, discussed the pain levels and enforcement with metal pins on hammer head. Then Mistress wanted to see my balls jiggle with every hit of the hammer. One by one, slow, hard hits falling on my balls. Making me clinch and crunch my teeth from pain. Boom, boom, no mercy, no mercy for my own balls. Mistress was so happy, interested in my reactions, seeing how my balls changing colors, hit after hit.

Finally, I wanted to do something special for my Mistress, I went into rapid fire mode. Hitting my balls fast and hard, no cock touching. Mistress gave me tempo and encouraged me to go for more. I did, and pain was so huge, my balls exploded with cum. I came literally from hitting my balls with hammer.

Thank you my Mistress, there is nothing better then amusing you.

I took punishment for my Goddess Shanelle. It was 25 hard hits in the balls using a hammer. Pain was huge, but Mistress was happy and entertained. That's my purpose. 

Thank you Mistress Shanelle!

How my Mistress Shanelle gives me purpose.

My divine Mistress Shanelle gives me purpose by owning me. It means she gives me the guidance and direction for every second, every minute and every hour each  day. Each morning when I open my eyes I am grateful for being owned by Mistress Shanelle, I think of her and it gives me an amazing start of a day. Through the day my mind comes back to Mistress as many times as possible, praising her. I focus to do everything the best way possible, making sure it would bring smile on my Goddess face. Before I close my eyes and go to sleep I pray to my Goddess Shanelle, being grateful for her intelligence, beauty and supremacy.

Mistress Shanelle gives me purpose in many different ways. She trains and pushes me so I can grow as a slave. I grew a lot in cbt, being humiliated and degraded, it is all thanks to Mistress. And I am looking forward to grow and get lower and lower for my Mistress pleasure.

Mistress also works hard to make me realize how inferior I am and that my only purpose is to serve and please Her. It is She who matters. It helps a lot with the training and being better and better for Mistress.  Letting go of myself and focusing on Mistress needs makes me feel accomplished, striving for perfection.

Thank You Mistress Shanelle. 

That's how I feel when I worship Mistress Shanelle latest picutre in public square.

Red temple of Goddess, red are her boots,

Relaxing so flawless, I'm down below her shoes,

Beauty and power, supremacy and strength,

I'm on my knees, bowing, stretched full length,

She is so beautiful, like a cherry on a tree,

Honoring me with her look, honoring to let me see,

Her divine face, her divine body,

I don't mind any pain, for my Goddess so lovely.

It's a day Mistress sent me ownership contract on slave market.