Do you need a soft bodied middle aged porn addict to be your beta orbiter? There's already a million of those. But maybe teasing this one is funny.
I am a 44 year old man with a very safe vanilla life but a secret addiction to kink and a lot of internalized body shame. I want to feel seen and used by someone who know how to take those feelings of embarrassment and inadequacy and turn them into something exciting for us both. 7 years ago I was in the best shape of my life but let myself go. I want to be bullied and enticed into better habits and health. Or at least to be able to confide in someone who will push my buttons and make me feel less invisible. Still pathetic, but not invisible.
Curious about SPH, CFNM, JOI, controlled exposure, gentle humiliation, accountability tasks and punishments, and generally being your obedient little wank slut.
I am a 44 year old man with a very safe vanilla life but a secret addiction to kink and a lot of internalized body shame. I want to feel seen and used by someone who know how to take those feelings of embarrassment and inadequacy and turn them into something exciting for us both. 7 years ago I was in the best shape of my life but let myself go. I want to be bullied and enticed into better habits and health. Or at least to be able to confide in someone who will push my buttons and make me feel less invisible. Still pathetic, but not invisible.
Curious about SPH, CFNM, JOI, controlled exposure, gentle humiliation, accountability tasks and punishments, and generally being your obedient little wank slut.
I am 5 pounds down from my max today. Only 35 more pounds until I reach my first goal.
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No cum logs the last couple days but that doesn't mean I'm not edging. If I've Worshiped you, I was probably touching myself.
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I am a sucker for jerk off instruction, especially with edging. Makes me all stupid and needy
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Only Dominants have access to cum logs
The items shown below were agreed to by the slave when doing its Skills Assessment.
(Only the low level skills and below are displayed, you need to be a registered Dom to see all the skills.)
Sissy
You will start a diary titled "My Journey to Becoming the Perfect Sissy", updating it daily with your thoughts, feelings and experiences as a sissy.
Discipline
From now on, I want you to look down on the floor while I am talking to you and if you look at My face, I will slap your face each time.
As a punishment I will tie your hands behind your back and make you type a text on the keyboard with your nose while wearing clamps on your body
Whenever you give or offer Me something, you will always do it with both of your hands instead of just one
I will play with your dick until you cum in your pants, you will not clean it up or change pants, but wear them for the rest of the day
Pain & CBT
From now on, I want you to look down on the floor while I am talking to you and if you look at My face, I will slap your face each time.
I will slap your face when I'm not satisfied with you.
Humiliation
I want you to cum on a dollar bill. Fold it, and put it in your wallet. You've now created your very own "Domina Dollar". You will carry this with you always as a reminder of your superior's generosity and ability to give you pleasure if and when She desires.
Get down on your knees and beg Me not to punish you
I want you to make me laugh. If you can't, I will punish you, hard.
You will perform oral sex on a toy while I film it
You will pick out your favorite lingerie for Me to wear to my date with my bull while I keep you locked in chastity at home.
I want you to rub my pussy with your fingers and then lick those fingers.
You will apply bright red lipstick to your penis and tell it to kiss my feet as an apology for its size.
I will make you wear a ball gag under your mask and send you for groceries shopping.
You will lie on your back with your legs spread wide. I will insert My strap-on into your mouth, and you will deep-throat it as far as you can, gagging if necessary, while looking up at Me.
I will play with your dick until you cum in your pants, you will not clean it up or change pants, but wear them for the rest of the day
I want you to extract my milk, make an ice pop then suck it all
Foot Fetish
I want you to place my feet on a pillow after you are done with the pedicure, and then you will massage my calves while my feet rest. You will thank me for allowing you to serve in this capacity.
I want you to adore my feet while I ignore you
You will apply bright red lipstick to your penis and tell it to kiss my feet as an apology for its size.
Orgasm Control
I am going to send you 10 pictures of Me in a hot bikini. I want you to edge yourself by looking at them but you are not allowed to cum.
You will be tied to the bed while I speak to my lover on speakerphone. I will edge you during the call, but for every second you make a sound, you will be locked in chastity for a day. If you manage to stay completely silent, you may receive a full orgasm.
Maid
You will have my breakfast cooked ready for me when I wake up each morning
I will instruct you to fill a basin with warm, scented water, and you will attentively soak my feet, ensuring the temperature is just right.
You will wash and shave your Mistress legs and then apply moisturizer
Toys
Books
Bucket
Car
Cheese
Chocolate
Chopstick
Cock ring
Cock shaped item
Computer chair
Condoms
Cooking pan
Cotton swab
Deck of cards
Duct/Packing tape
Forest nearby
Freezer
Fridge
Funnel
Headphone
Honey
Ice cream
Ice cubes
Ketchup or Mayonnaise
Laxative
Vibrator
REMOTE CONTROL TOYS
