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Today I had an irl session with MistressofPain after we met here on slave-market. OMG it was such a great session.  She is awesome and I never wanted the session to end.  I am sitting here living in sub space enjoying the memories and can’t believe what just happened.  It was simply perfect.  The session was tailored to my fetish and I loved every moment of it.  Thank you mistress for turning my fantasies to reality.  I know I should shower but I don’t want to wash any of the session residues from my body.  I want to soak in it and relive every moment over and over.

I was asked by a beautiful dominant mistress to describe the perfect session for me, So the description below is my selfish description of the perfect session of my dream:

We discuss and agree to limits, safe words …etc. outside the play area, once I walk into the play area I have no will and totally at my goddess mercy.  I immediately strip naked, get blindfolded and the mistress start examining me and start attaching her tools, leather bondage, collar, cock cage ... etc while whispering how much I am her pet and her slave and her property.  The goddess then leads me (preferably on my knees with my leash) to the bed or to whatever equipment she choose to lock me

Once locked the impact play start while I am still tied and blindfolded, whether it is spanking, whipping or flogging to make me know that she owns me and she can punish me if I was a bad boy.  She would then remove my blindfold and tell me to only speak when spoken too and ask me to open my mouth where she spit in my mouth and ask me to swallow it while talking dirty to me about me being her spittoon and her waste recycler.

After I reach sub space, she would stick a tail in my ass and release me from bondage and start treating me like a dog.  After she is satisfied with my pet conditioning, she would ask me to start worshiping her from her toes to waist, she just points of where my face needs to go and every now and then she either slaps my face or spit in my mouth or my body while degrading me on how pathetic toy I have become to her and how she bend my will and wrapped me around her finger.  If she is a smoker, she would light her cigarette while I am worshipping her and she can use my mouth as her ash tray if she wants to.

I want my mistress not to be very clean during the worship process and I want her to use my tongue as her wash cloth to clean her sweat and her ass juice.  I will lick her feet, suck in her toes, kiss her legs before I am allowed to kiss her buttocks then lick and eat her ass.  She would also let me lick and worship her sweaty armpits.  If she is gassy, it will be great if she was able to fart in my mouth while I am licking her ass specially if it is a surprise fart.  She will then tell me that this is the beginning of my brain washing to become her future full toilet and how she will seduce and manipulate me into becoming the best toilet ever

After the worship when she is completely satisfied, she would ask me to go on all fours, she would then play with my ass, finger it first and lube me before penetrating me with her strapon.  I love sensual pegging, some mistresses keep sizing up to increase the pain, but I think after a certain size it kills the enjoyment if it is too big because pain takes over

She would peg me for as long as she likes and she can ask me to switch positions as she wishes, doggie, face down flat on the bed, face up, tied to a bench, whatever she wants my ass is her property. Off course dirty talks are very important all along

After pegging, she can then sit on my face to relax while farting if possible, wet farts are ok too but I don't like the mess on my body so it needs to be in my mouth if it is wet.  Also mild CBT while facesitting is good too but not too much pain as it kills the concentration for me and get me to get alert.  She can cut my breath off every now and then with her beautiful ass

After that, she can walk me to her toilet, but my head in the toilet while she sits on the toilet and do her business. I will smell and see but I won't eat during this time but again part of my toilet training.  She would lightly wipe or ask me to wipe her then ask me to finish cleaning her with my tongue.

When I first joined this site I got welcomed by a lot of mistresses, they all offered services and explained how it works here but not a lot of mistresses had the patience to actually teach me how the site really works.  The one that stood out was mistress Kimberlin (https://www.slave-market.com/dominatrix/Kimberlin).  She was and still is amazing and understanding and willing to go the extra mile to teach and council.  I had a session with her as well which was great but not for me. I told her that I find online sessions not interesting to me since I miss the personal touch (I find it really hard to live a fantasy after you experienced the real thing).  She was still very understanding even though she doesn't offer in person sessions and we continued chatting on a daily basis.  Since being a submissive is a secret to my friends and family mistress Kimberlin quickly became a council to me, I take her advice on everything now and she is always there for me.  If I am going out on a date with a dominatrix I ask her for her opinion to ensure that my lust doesn't result in taking too much risk and she provides a sane and timely advice to me.  Thank you very much mistress Kimberlin for being who you are a true caring Mistress that doesn't only care about dominating her slaves but cares about their well being and safety.  I consider you a friend now, my secret mistress friend :)

I had my session, One dom cancelled last minute so I only saw one dom today and it was a tough one.  She was the kind of mistress who doesn't care about limits and want to extend it beyond believe, and oh my god did she extend it.  Today I drank golden for the first time and I had 2 strapons in my ass, was fisted for the first time, and I had a large strapon and fingers at the same time.  I am extremely sore now and I can hardly walk.  The mistress also wanted to in my mouth and wanted to film me too (she did one pegging me but discreet no face).  To tell you the truth, I really didn't like the session much.  Previous sessions the Dom was totally in control but she seemed to care about me more, today she was in control but didn't care about me at all.  Also I hate having to say no during sessions because it kinda make me feal that I have control which is the opposite of what the session all about, and today I had to say no a lot which ruined my mood.  I guess it is a good learning experience after all and I will be reminded for days to come with every step I take.

I went crazy and booked another session in the same day with another mistress.  I debated for a while but I want to feel as a used rag doll moved from one mistress to another.  Last time I was peggrd was 8 month ago and getting it twice in back to back sessions is scary but very exciting too as if i am going on a rollercoaster ride my heart is racing and i have a constant hardon.  Wish me luck it all happen this Tuesday.  I thought about asking both mistresses if they would be willing to fo it together but was concerned i might upset them

I booked a session with a pro - domme on Tuesday to see her in person and planning to try a few new things during my session, I am super excited and can't stop thinking about it.  I keep checking my email every few minutes for any new instructions to prepare for the session.  I saw some of the mistress videos and she is very powerful.  I shaved my butthole today for the first time to please her while she is pegging me.

I had a nanny with a big butt when i was young and my first wet dream was her using my tongue as her toilet paper.  I was born a slave to women