While missing Mistress i decided to keep myself loose as instructed, so what you can't see in my diaper bulge is the 8 incher deeply lodged in my boy pussy. Hard to escape a fucking if Mr dildo doesn't have anywhere to go ð.
He gives me some space but as soon as this sissy sits he's there to remind me that I'm nothing more than a bunch of holes for my owner to use.

I've been such a good girl for Mistress, that ive gotten permission to cream my diaper. So now aside from wet my diaper will be ALL sticky. Nothing like being in a dirty diaper for my Mistress!
I have realized or rather fully accepted that im obsessed with Mistress, when she's on her break on the weekend or just away in general i feel lost and empty. I'll learn to deal but its definitely intense. I needed to voice this.
Been a busy day, woke up wet like always, took a shower and then went to a mall to see some friends. I dressed as a "man" cause i got to pretend amongst the normal population. On the way back i almost messed my diaper, but i manged to hold on to do it comfortably in my house while looking at pics if Mistress as instructed. So its time to be a dirty whore for my beautiful Owner.
Well after postponing it all day i finally squatted in front of the toilet (to remind myself of what i can't use anymore) and shit my diaper looking at pics of Mistress. It was gross, a relief and i really filled it up. I am gonna need more baby wipes.
If someone pulled my pants they would see, not only that im diapered, but that the faint yellow wet indicators have turned deep blue, and also the front of my diaper is yellow.
I also hope i mess before i have dinner with my parents, pooping my diaper around them would be mortifying.
Here i am again stinking of piss in my soaked and squishy diaper, fantasizing of how amazing it would be if i could be Mistress's sex slave/living maid. Wearing a cute and revealing sissy maid outfit, helping Mistress with brushing her hair, helping with makeup, cooking and cleaning for her. Cleaning Mistress after her hookups, helping her get dressed, getting maintenance spanks. A girl can dream ❤️
Peed myself again, and I can't help but wonder if my cat felt it as she's lying on my lap.
It's pretty amazing how easily my dildo goes in an out without resistance. Clearly i was made to take cock. Im such a whore.
Well it finally happened, i packed my diaper while looking at Mistress's pictures. I pretended Mistress was here so that it would be even more humiliating while repeating "Thank you for owning me Mistress, I live to serve and please you".
Thank you Mistress for training me and showing me my place!
I went wee wee again, i can feel it lubing up my hole.
I was washing my dildos getting ready for Mistress's task im going to do later tonight when i noticed i was tinkling. Im definitely gonna need to change tonight.
Sissy here reporting that I've yet again wet myself
Well i peed myself again while making coffee, it's so embarrassing to have write every time i wet myself.
This shameful whore failed Mistress by forgetting i need cash to submit a cum log. In all of her benevolence she had mercy and gave me a free cum. I won't disappoint her again, even if i never cum again. Although now i have to humiliatingly write every time i go tinkle and i have to poop my diaper once daily while looking at pictures of my Mistress, i will not fail again. So speaking of that i just went pee pee in my night diaper.
Today Mistress dressed me in my sissiest baby outfit and then do maid work for her. I failed potty training and leaked without permission. Got punished for it. To end the session she told me to poop my diaper and that toilets were off limits forever.

Being jobless and depression sucks.
Edging to thoughts of MistressAbi really makes my day and is such a highlight.
I was a naughty sissy and got spanked. I will not fail again Goddess!
I have just edged for 20 min to my Goddess and I've never wanted to squirt so badly!
So its been a stressful vacation so far, but worshipping Mistress has kept me sane. Unfortunately for my friends and mattress i leaked while sleeping and wet the bed twice (just a little). I may need to buy plastic pants.
Also i got to show my Unending devotion to my incontinence journey and my Goddess, by peeing my diaper, then showing Mistress how i lick, suck and kiss my dirtyness for her. Really show Mistress im committed to her.
As always Thank you Goddess
Still acclimating to the place im staying at, but got to worship my Goddess at the bathroom as im supposed to and got my nails painted.
Always looking my sissy best.
Today has been a very stressful day, but at least i got to worship my Goddess in the bathroom like the good toilet slut i am. And before sleeping i get the privilege of edging to my Mistress. Nothing brings me more peace than my amazing Owner!
It's raining so you know what that means.... Yes i wet my pretty pink diaper, but i love feeling warm and wet though lol.
I definitely didn't think about how much i miss being able to use a toilet and not have mess my diaper. But alas it's out of my control. So here i kneel messing myself for my Mistress's entertainment.
So as i squat in front of the toilet trying to pack my "protective panties" and only manage to leak. I realize that ill have to change and hope i don't have a stinky accident while doing errands today.
This cock sleeve woke up to a wonderful message from her Mistress, then i tried to go poopies to get it over with but just ended up flooding my already wet diaper.
So apparently my diaper diary will continue until further notice, so might as well write that yes I've just wet myself again. Can't seem to ever remain dry lol. And yes ill have to BROWN my diaper again at some point
Entry 5:
So i thought i could get away with just wearing a pull-up, but... I leaked all over myself as soon as peed.
Entry 4:
It finally happened....
I pooped my diaper.
My tummy feels soo much better.
But i was a veeery naughty gurl.... After packing my pamper, I immediately grabbed my pink wand, opened a picture of Mistress... And edged myself into pure BLISS no cummies obviously.
Everyone needs to know that i LOVE being MistressAbi's DIRTY SLUT!!
Entry 3:
So demeaning to write everytime i wet myself, but here i am again letting you know i definitely need my diapers.
Entry 2:
This bitch wet herself even more in her already saturated diaper, i would change but at some point im going to have to fudge my pamper and.... I don't want to waste a new diaper. So here's hoping I don't leak, but will put a towel underneath me XD.
My wonderful owner MistressAbi told me to start a diaper diary, so we can all enjoy what a Pathetic sissy i am.
So here goes the first entry:
Woke up to a pretty wet diaper, and I immediately went tinkle again. I can feel the warm flood of piss as i can barely control myself ending with a warm pool near my boi pussy.
I had the most wonderful session, with my new owner MistressAbi. I showed her my devotion and got to show her what a Pathetic Slut i am. This pissy slut is very happy to serve such a wonderful Goddess.
Mami me prohibió el baño y tengo q usar mi pañal para todo ;n;
Mommy told me the bathroom is off limits and I have to use my diaper for everything ;n;
I was a bad sissy ;n;
Mistress asked me if I could wet myself in public and I disappointed her by saying i was afraid. We will work up to it but as punishment I have to poke holes in my diaper and use it for PISS and Shit until tomorrow.
I WILL be braver!
Mistress made me piss my pants, im soaked, humiliated and incredibly horny. <3
Having my butt filled with plastic cock for my mistress is peak goals!
| Date | Ownership change |
| 2026-04-29 05:18:43 | Ends its services to Mistress rosalinda201986 |
| 2026-02-25 05:11:52 | Starts serving Mistress rosalinda201986 |
| 2026-02-07 17:30:59 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
| 2026-01-21 16:47:51 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
| 2025-12-17 00:30:01 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
| 2025-12-03 16:43:22 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
| 2025-10-12 14:05:32 | Ends its services to Mistress Wicked_Eden |
| 2025-10-09 04:08:25 | Starts serving Mistress Wicked_Eden |
| 2025-07-31 14:30:01 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
| 2025-07-24 14:23:58 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
| 2025-04-18 10:41:56 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
| 2025-03-21 14:56:21 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
| 2025-03-04 04:00:16 | Ends its services to Mistress Pocahontas |
| 2024-09-06 15:42:47 | Starts serving Mistress Pocahontas |
| 2024-08-28 19:14:24 | Ends its services to Mistress Aly |
| 2024-05-23 15:06:02 | Starts serving Mistress Aly |
| 2024-04-12 14:45:34 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressGail |
| 2023-11-14 13:25:51 | Starts serving Mistress MistressGail |
| 2023-10-30 05:18:43 | Ends its services to Mistress xxxKARINxxx (Deleted) |
| 2023-08-19 15:19:25 | Starts serving Mistress xxxKARINxxx (Deleted) |
| 2023-08-11 16:30:34 | Ends its services to Mistress Yujen48 |
| 2023-07-27 17:54:41 | Starts serving Mistress Yujen48 |
| 2023-07-13 04:07:20 | Ends its services to Mistress DommyBitch |
| 2023-07-06 03:18:57 | Starts serving Mistress DommyBitch |
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