I will not answer to any other Domme
Submission is a way to relax . I feel that all women all superior and I enjoy to be in their feet.
I have really busy schedule but also had to perform some tasks . I realize the time , how important. I didn’t have the time to serve her as I want . I feel so empty . I miss her . She is so important for me
Last night I slept like her dog . Wearing my collar and cage . For some hours I was in the floor in front of the bed where her feet would be if she was here. I enjoy these moments of submission.
A really busy period started , i always worship my goddess my I don’t feel good that I don’t have time to serve her . I miss her . Is good to feel how is too lose sth important for you . You appreciated more !
Yesterday I won first time in contest. Ruined orgasm contest . I am so happy once that I made my owner proud and second my orgasms are connected with the contest so I am allowed to participate to next month ! Thank you goddess
I need to add an entry .
just informed that we will skip January for ruined orgasm. Of course I will obey in her will but I feel horny and desperate.
Balls are aching and all my body in moments shake .
i beg that she has some plans for February for me
Numbers don’t lie.
64 days from my last real orgasm
19 days in chastity that is in continue of 7 days mental chastity and 35 days caged ( my record)
30 days from last ruined caged orgasm and only 3 the last 57 days
all these to my 770 days pussy free .
I would never come up to here without Goddess support and guidance. And as far as I know we just started 🥹
Chastity and denial makes me weaker and frustrated. Last night I had dream that made me wake up sweaty and aching in my cage. Orgasms are forbidden and ruined ones harder and harder to earn one . Thank you goddess
When you think how to be a better slave . You can see details that you believe you need to change for a better part of your self . This writing assignment was like a confession. Rice on my knees helped a lot on how I will approach the subject. Thank you goddess for helping me be better part of my self , be better slave
I am so happy ! My owner gave a new name , a new id and made clear that I am her pet , her dog actually. I enjoy her dominance over me . She controls and mould me as she wants in a such a wonderful way . Thank you so much goddess !!!
We go back to training . Pain in all body . Slowly she helps me to build endurance. Balls , cheeks , back , nipples …. She unleash her sadistic side and I willingly discover my masochist side . I love the pain she orders me to do in my self . I love it because I was told to and that’s the beauty of submission.
Thank you goddess
One of my biggest dreams became a reality . Preparation before the date , patience and support whie struggled in my tiny torture cage , spicy details next day that beautiful humiliate you . An experience that I loved . I felt all the agony to be everything perfect for her , all the humiliation that was her pleasure by someone else.
I am her proud cuckold slave ! I hope that she enjoyed as well as for me …. I love it .
thank you goddess for this amazing experience
Today I have 30 days without porn . Only once I watch what goddess instructed me the last 55 days . Thank you goddess for making me better and quit this bad habit. Now I feel more possible that I will make porn than watching . Results of all these videos I deliver to goddess
My denial is growing, in my day I accept my reality . Orgasms are ruined and privileged now and then . During my night , is difficult. I dream situation that I am used , in my dreams I have no limits , I am just a slutty slave doing everything to cum …. Usually I wake up with pain of my chastity remind me that is just dream
Today I had a surprise! Video of her divine feet 🤤, but it was as akways a catch . Edging the slave way . I enjoyed a lot of:) I like that she turns me addicted to her feet .
“Don’t stop me now, I’m having such a good time”. We return to some pain . I am getting better on this :) today is Sunday , never was a believer but never before had a goddess to worship . Pain and worship , I think that I heard this combo before…
Sissy training and sissy challenge. With not so big enthusiasm I deliver the first and I will deliver the second one. But meanwhile I had time to think about it . I am not afraid to be a sissy , just does not make me feel something. So even I have it as a limit I realize that is not a limit , just I am not interested in . As a slave in training I want to perform , so yes I could be a sissy for her . You never know everything start somehow ….
Happy holidays !!! The next days I am out of chastity and with less obligations. Of course my mind , orgasms and body belong to my goddess . Hopefully I will not let her down.
Full day as a real slave . Naked , serving all day long . Chores , punishment, serving and again and again. Exposed humiliated. And today pain . I am already like the pain.
How you call the feeling of constant need to please your owner without expecting any return ?
I feel really complete that I am owned and trained by my Goddess . Is that feeling that you try so hard to deliver whatever you have been told , without questioning, feel free from your boundaries and go further in the sweet submission .
Expectations ? Her entertainment, her laugh , her acceptance at her feet for one more day
this is it . Fight for a place at her feet daily , nothing is granted . And as is my Goddess I fight for my place at heaven !
Today the program had impact . I believe that I improve to my hits . Pain tolerance is weak :( although I try more and more to simulate Goddess hits .
Chaste , Collared with leash attached to the entrance door in kneel position waiting you . I was in this position and rest position for 4 hours . I had a lot of time to think about her, my Goddess , my owner , about me , how I transform to her slave , how I go deeper and deeper . About our dynamic that everyday is getting stronger. It was intense ! Thank you goddess for this experience
Life under her dominance is beautiful. She micromanage every detail of my training . A training that will not be short . Is a path that I need to take with her guidance. I hope i can meet her expectations. I crave for her attention and seek to entertain and pleasure her . My needs are to serve her. Is crazy how priorities change i do short period.
My Goddess update my training goals . Training is getting serious . I hope that I can do as she order. For now I need to stay consecrated to the new goals .
Today I had to rip my dignity. Exposed , humiliated. Her pig playing with mud . Video for her some neighbors could see . Hope all they enjoy. I became more slave for her, I feel stronger !
Training go deeper . You torment me sweetly :) thank you goddess that you any action that was in the past was for my pleasure now is with torment and pain . I don’t know if I am trained not to have any pleasure or to be pleasured by pain .
Pain tolerance is growing , realize that I might be a good pet :) woof woof 🐶 I had to leave my self to her hands , I did . Changes already started to be seen. We are in the very beginning.
Step by step , ( hit by hit) I succeed to increase the pain tolerance in cbt . Goddess is happy , I am happy :)
It was hard for me to, had to perform a ruined orgasm with a lot of first times for me . After total 4 hours of trying my goddess helped me to find my limit and to perform. I feel exhausted, I feel broken , I wish that I could lay on her feet and sleep.
I feel so complete ! I succeed to do a task that was higher than my pain tolerance. I cross my boundaries. With the help and support of my Goddess I went through. She shapes from sub to slave . Her pleasure is my priority.
Ballbusting to my self . You know that will feel the pain in the stomach and you perform for her , to amuse her , to make her laugh . You are in pain and you want the next one to be harder . You want to listen an audio message “ good boy”
I like to be humiliated and today this was all about . I enjoy it . My little thing also struggles to get hard inside the small cage .
It was a great rollercoaster . Humiliation , more humiliation , pain , more pain , feel hot and next moment cold . Oh goddess thank you for this afternoon!
I enjoy to decorate your place just for your amusement! I feel that I am used and I like it.
And now I'm ready to close my mind
And now I'm ready to feel your hand
And lose my heart on the burning sandsAnd now I wanna be your dog
My trial training is almost finish . I hope that I succeed impress her so she can makes me her slave . Today was double trouble day . Everything multiply x 2 as we skip Monday . Burn in my skin , burn in my head .
She is in my head , she control my body , she talks and I obey . Today is a beautiful ruined day . Thank you Goddess
Two tasks today . Both not my strongest points . In the first I try to have repeat but to increase the intensity. Pain , pain and pain . And I start to like it , I crave for more pain . Task number two I gave my best self to perform and to entertain my Goddess . Hope she enjoy it . I feel so nice to be in control, to love the pain and humiliation.
Day per day I learn the slave way . Today it was tough . My routines become more complex . I want to succeed craving for her approval . Priority becomes her pleasure. Pain becomes a routine . I will learn
Learn from pain . Learn to be in pain for her . I submit and I will love it
Aching to serve your Goddess. I like this suffer . Reminds me my place. Also open new thoughts . How many new things i need to learn in slave way.
17/11/2025 : a fresh start , I already feel the control over my body and mind . Be an object of as not in my kink list . I like the feeling to be used as something useful.
| Date | Ownership change |
| 2025-11-24 12:30:08 | Starts serving Mistress GoddesNadia |
CHASTITY CHALLENGES
| Date Start | Nb Days | Progress | Status |
| 2026-01-01 | 90 days |
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