I will not answer to any other Domme
Submission is a way to relax . I feel that all women all superior and I enjoy to be in their feet.
Happy holidays !!! The next days I am out of chastity and with less obligations. Of course my mind , orgasms and body belong to my goddess . Hopefully I will not let her down.
Full day as a real slave . Naked , serving all day long . Chores , punishment, serving and again and again. Exposed humiliated. And today pain . I am already like the pain.
How you call the feeling of constant need to please your owner without expecting any return ?
I feel really complete that I am owned and trained by my Goddess . Is that feeling that you try so hard to deliver whatever you have been told , without questioning, feel free from your boundaries and go further in the sweet submission .
Expectations ? Her entertainment, her laugh , her acceptance at her feet for one more day
this is it . Fight for a place at her feet daily , nothing is granted . And as is my Goddess I fight for my place at heaven !
Today the program had impact . I believe that I improve to my hits . Pain tolerance is weak :( although I try more and more to simulate Goddess hits .
Chaste , Collared with leash attached to the entrance door in kneel position waiting you . I was in this position and rest position for 4 hours . I had a lot of time to think about her, my Goddess , my owner , about me , how I transform to her slave , how I go deeper and deeper . About our dynamic that everyday is getting stronger. It was intense ! Thank you goddess for this experience
Life under her dominance is beautiful. She micromanage every detail of my training . A training that will not be short . Is a path that I need to take with her guidance. I hope i can meet her expectations. I crave for her attention and seek to entertain and pleasure her . My needs are to serve her. Is crazy how priorities change i do short period.
My Goddess update my training goals . Training is getting serious . I hope that I can do as she order. For now I need to stay consecrated to the new goals .
Today I had to rip my dignity. Exposed , humiliated. Her pig playing with mud . Video for her some neighbors could see . Hope all they enjoy. I became more slave for her, I feel stronger !
Training go deeper . You torment me sweetly :) thank you goddess that you any action that was in the past was for my pleasure now is with torment and pain . I don’t know if I am trained not to have any pleasure or to be pleasured by pain .
Pain tolerance is growing , realize that I might be a good pet :) woof woof 🐶 I had to leave my self to her hands , I did . Changes already started to be seen. We are in the very beginning.
Step by step , ( hit by hit) I succeed to increase the pain tolerance in cbt . Goddess is happy , I am happy :)
It was hard for me to, had to perform a ruined orgasm with a lot of first times for me . After total 4 hours of trying my goddess helped me to find my limit and to perform. I feel exhausted, I feel broken , I wish that I could lay on her feet and sleep.
I feel so complete ! I succeed to do a task that was higher than my pain tolerance. I cross my boundaries. With the help and support of my Goddess I went through. She shapes from sub to slave . Her pleasure is my priority.
Ballbusting to my self . You know that will feel the pain in the stomach and you perform for her , to amuse her , to make her laugh . You are in pain and you want the next one to be harder . You want to listen an audio message “ good boy”
I like to be humiliated and today this was all about . I enjoy it . My little thing also struggles to get hard inside the small cage .
It was a great rollercoaster . Humiliation , more humiliation , pain , more pain , feel hot and next moment cold . Oh goddess thank you for this afternoon!
I enjoy to decorate your place just for your amusement! I feel that I am used and I like it.
And now I'm ready to close my mind
And now I'm ready to feel your hand
And lose my heart on the burning sandsAnd now I wanna be your dog
My trial training is almost finish . I hope that I succeed impress her so she can makes me her slave . Today was double trouble day . Everything multiply x 2 as we skip Monday . Burn in my skin , burn in my head .
She is in my head , she control my body , she talks and I obey . Today is a beautiful ruined day . Thank you Goddess
Two tasks today . Both not my strongest points . In the first I try to have repeat but to increase the intensity. Pain , pain and pain . And I start to like it , I crave for more pain . Task number two I gave my best self to perform and to entertain my Goddess . Hope she enjoy it . I feel so nice to be in control, to love the pain and humiliation.
Day per day I learn the slave way . Today it was tough . My routines become more complex . I want to succeed craving for her approval . Priority becomes her pleasure. Pain becomes a routine . I will learn
Learn from pain . Learn to be in pain for her . I submit and I will love it
Aching to serve your Goddess. I like this suffer . Reminds me my place. Also open new thoughts . How many new things i need to learn in slave way.
17/11/2025 : a fresh start , I already feel the control over my body and mind . Be an object of as not in my kink list . I like the feeling to be used as something useful.
| Date | Ownership change |
| 2025-11-24 12:30:08 | Starts serving Mistress GoddesNadia |
CHASTITY CHALLENGES
| Date Start | Nb Days | Progress | Status |
| 2026-01-01 | 90 days |
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In progress |
