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How to Make a Bad Post 101

When getting close to the end of the 7 days in chastity after I hit the 'jackpot' on Mistress' edging board, I kindly asked Mistress would she let me stay locked for 3 more days to reach the next milestone for fame rewards. Unfortunately I was leaving on a business trip after those 3 days, and my metal cage was not going through the airport security, so it was the best I could offer. I know, poor preparation from me not having a travel ready cage available, which definitely needs to Be fixed 🙈

 Mistress out of her kindness agreed to this making me one very happy slave for multiple reasons, as under all the ache and straining during the week was a stronger feeling, one could say happiness knowing I can help Mistress to gain fame faster.

Secondly, I have not been in chastity for a ~1 year, but knowing I was locked for her, specifically for my most wonderful Mistress and any hope of release, or even getting hard was for her to decide felt extremely nice. Maybe its just the manageable 10 days locked speaking, but its time to worry about that if I'm locked longer at some point.

Thirdly, how could I not love it, when every single step I take, every small movement I make reminds me of the cage and the control Mistress has over me. Just take a look at the picture on this post If you dont believe me. How could I not want to spend every second awake having that embodiment of beauty (and innocence🤭) living rent free on my mind.

As I'm traveling back home now and was talking with Mistress, she asked Have I ever seen a more innocent face when I joked about 'my innocent Mistress', so I might Have made the picture with a halo over her innocent head saying she dropped it 😇 

Mistress kindly gave me a choice: make a good post with that picture, unless I want to be locked as soon as I'm back home from the trip today, when I mentioned I am unfortunately feeling like getting sick and my brain might not be functioning well enough to make a decent post.

And now I have a huge dilemma, how could I deliberately make a bad post as her slave and not always try my best. But on the other hand how could I not want to help my beloved Mistress gain more fame by being locked for her. The business trip was nothing compared to the decisions I'm making now on the way home.

So, If someone happens to read my bad post(which I doubt),  I sincerely beg you to like this post as an indicator what a horrible post it was or send me a message telling me directly how you have never seen anything as bad as this, please 🙏😌

 thank you Mistress Athena for blessing me with that picture and always being more than anyone could ever hope for. The 10 days have just strengthened the feeling of how wonderful it is to belong to you.

Today somebody(read me) had a wonderful idea of playing the edging board game, and asked politely If Mistress would let me play it, knowing It could possibly end in a release. It has been a while since that has happened, so I was quite hopeful when Mistress agreed that we can play it.

It started quite okay, as I was mostly landing on stroking squares, but still progressing on the board, getting closer and closer to the finish line while already playing with the idea to be allowed to beg for a release. Of course I knew it is not quaranteed, as Mistress has all the Power to decide it at the end, but it was still a comforting thought.

After lubing up for strokes, spitting on My hand and stroking more, stroking my glans most sensitive spot with my fingers, I was still holding on, surpisingly able to keep myself not reaching the edge. Then I rolled one, and was sent Back down on the board almost to the beginning, accompanied by Mistress' laugh.

After some ball massaging, palming my glans and paying a tiny clit penalty, It was time to climb again on the board. I was still hopeful, as I had managed to keep myself in control. 

Next roll, I land on roll again, or as Mistress said "lucky". My hopes are getting up at this point. maybe Lady Luck is on my side afterall today. Next roll... Stroke myself to The edge, and climb up the ladders to 7 days in chastity. Game over. Any thoughts of possible release vanished my mind instantly. And I still had one edge to do before the inevitable. 

I did my one last edge, getting way too close and almost losing control, but luckily managed to hold myself. Mistress kindly informed If I fail during the game, It will Be 21 days of no cumming. Recently having done 14 days for my failure, I was relieved I didn't fuck up the last edge.

I'm sitting here now, locked in on my bigger metal cage (Mistress was merciful to let me wear it) wondering, who's great idea was it to play the game. 

Thank you Mistress Athena for the game, being merciful with the cage choice and being amused by the end result, making it all worth it, knowing it pleased you.  I will be for sure counting the days to next sunday, while hearing in My head Mistress' words: I should Have done this a long time ago", whatever will that entail.

Last week the well deserved 14 days of no cumming and stroking each day for my little accident came to an end. I'm glad I was able to control myself during those days, Even though some days it was getting hard to do so. I understand this does not bring me any closer to actual release, as it was simply a punishment for my unacceptable behaviour. Thank you Mistress for teaching me (clearly much needed) self control, and being able to better serve and do what pleases you to a tee.

Afterwards during the weekend it was time to try surrender nows.

First surrender of the day was to stick out my tongue and attach a clothespin on both sides of my tongue, and repeat 10 times on camera:

"I love you and would do anything for You Mistress because I'm a submissive little bitch"

 Even though the execution wasn't too hard, at the same time It was somewhat hard to resemble a normal human being while speaking with clothespins on my tongue. It was a humbling experience, but at the same time It would have Been a lot harder If I would have had to lie.

Second one was to strip naked, turn around and present my ass by stretching forward while keeping my legs spread and bend forward grabbing my ankles for a minute. After doing the twerking earlier, this mostly felt like a little exercise In all fairness. I mentioned the easiness of the task, and Mistress kindly suggested to go for a harder one and so after dreading it for a minute, I just went for it. If not For anything else, at least for the fame and amusement of Mistress.

Third and last one of the day was to make a pretty flower, or a flower at least. The flower was to be made with clothespins attached around my glans, minimum of 5 clothespins used. Before Starting I didn't realise what a struggle it will be. The clothespins I used were too Bug and kept falling off, Making me redo it probably 10 times before succeeding. Finally I managed to get it decently done, cock burning from the failed attempts. I wasnt super Happy with the end result, but Mistress was happy with it, so It was definitely all worth it in the end.

Thank you Mistress Athena, for correcting my behaviour and always being the wonderful Mistress you are. I would say you are one in a billion, but no matter how many billions I'd go through, there wouldn't be anyone like you.

Few days ago I spinned few times Mistress' pain & pleasure wheel.

First time It landed on 3min clamping my cock, and doing 100 Back slashes with my belt within The 3 minutes and pulling The clamps off at the end. I have never done even nearly the amount of slashes, and I would be lying If I Said it was easy for me. I tried switching hands and spots where the hits landed, but eventually they started to pile up and hurt. I managed to complete The hundred within The 3 minutes. I barely felt anything pulling The clamps off as my back was on fire.

I am not too experienced in handling pain, or Have a high threshold for it, but knowing my pain is Mistress' pleasure, I am willing and desperate to learn and train, to be able to please her Better.

2nd spin landed on stroking with tooth paste. I failed this one horribly. I was still feeling The first task so much and dreading the next, I needed a break to even try to concetrate to do it. After some time, I started and made it even worse having The toothpaste on for a while while stumbling with camera. The burn started and got so bad(some went under the foreskin) I wasnt able to finish the strokes before running to wash it off with cold water as instructed. I need to do Better, and I will.

Thank you Mistress Athena for your time, guidance and patience.

First week down, 2nd to go.

I had a little 'accident' during stroking a week ago. After a long Time of no cumming, I was closer to the edge than I realised. I tried to hold it in, but couldn't so I ruined it to my best ability.

By no means being denied for some time is an excuse for this, and Im so deeply ashamed I couldn't control myself and disappointed Mistress in doing so. I Have never felt so bad while having any kind of release. The shock and disapppintment in myself was immediate, and rightfully so made the experience not enjoyable at all.

As a punishment I am not allowed to cum For two weeks, and need to stroke each day to learn some self control and record it for her.

Thank you Mistress Athena for your guidance and reinforcing the truth that true pleasure lies in my obedience, not my release. May every day of stroking remind me of my failure and push me forward to do my very best to avoid it happening ever again.

I deserved a punishment today, as I was squirming around with The topic I was chatting with Mistress. She decided I should take a pair of tweezers, roll dice 3 times and pluck the same amount of hair from my balls as the sum of dices.

I ended up rolling 2+4+3, totaling 9.

With not so steady hands, I started plucking The hair one by one, counting aloud, each Sting working as a reminder not to do it again. 

Thank you Mistress for correcting my behaviour

Today Mistress wanted me to 'shake that booty' to song My anaconda. I wasn't sure If I had heard it before, but when seeing the video I understood the choice of music. 

So, I got naked as Mistress instructed, put the music on did the best I could (which wasn't anything to tell next generations about). 

It felt slightly humiliating at first, but soon The thought was washed away with The focus on on the task and making Mistress smile.

Mistress seemed pleased with The results, and knowing it made her laugh and brought some happiness to her day made me very pleased 😌

Mistress gave her slave a quick, but meaningful task today before work. Write 'Mistress Athena' on my chest with permanent marker.

I'm grateful to carry Mistress' name as the mark of her ownership, a reminder of who is the owner of my body and soul.

The Ink will dry and wear off one day, but The message of commitment is permanent, I belong to Mistress Athena.

My most wonderful Mistress, Mistress Athena is finally activated here in SM once again❣️

 I Have had The pleasure to know Mistress Athena for a short while already, but still cant help feeling good seeing The '"owned by" in my profile now here as well, cementing the fact we already knew.

Me belonging to Mistress Athena.

irreplaceable Mistress of rare caliber, with heart at The right place. 

Hopefully, a very long journey ahead 😊