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Day 3:  Shrimp on a shrimp boat

1PM at Mistress place,  bring breakfast,  be silent and wake mistress up with a feet massage. All I had in my mind when waking up. I Woke up early to have time for a breakfast/ put the chastity cage on(Mistress has been extremely kind and letting me sleep without the cage during the visit), and then head out to buy the breakfast. I played it safe and bought some basic iced coffee/breakfast, snacks and fresh strawberries from the local store, before heading to a nearby cafe, which had really good reviews, but I had not visited before, so wasn't sure if they have what im looking for.

It turned out I was very lucky with the cafe I went to. They happened to have left one piece of brie/salami sandwich, which I knew Mistress liked. Later it turned out the sandwich even had pickled red onion, which was the cherry on the top. I also saw one really tasty looking pistachio cookie, and bought it as well hoping Mistress would like it. after leaving the cafe I Was quite happy with what I had bought, and ordered a taxi to Mistress' place. I ended up being a bit early as I most definitely didn't want to be late, So I had a little walk around the neighbourhood before heading in just before 1pm.

I Tried to be as silent as possible while getting in, not to accidentally wake up Mistress as instructed. I put my stuff down and plated the breakfast to be ready for Mistress. Then it was time for the waking up of Mistress. I grabbed my massage oils, and went into the bedroom silently, sat down at the end of the bed(veery slow movement as Mistress' cat was watching who the f was sneaking in), and started the massage slowly and carefully so Mistress can wake up peacefully. Mistress eventually woke up as I started the massage. and after a short chat wanted her breakfast brought to her. I took a small pause with the massage and fetched the breakfast, before continuing with the massage. It seemed like I had succeeded with the breakfast choices, as Mistress seemed to be quite happy with it (as I mentioned earlier, I lucked out with the the last sandwich they had left). 

When Mistress was happy with the massage, it was time to get up and start the day. We had planned to go to a shrimp boat in the evening at 8pm. Basically a boat trip going around the lake nearby for few hours, which offered a shrimp menu at the same time. but before all that, it was time to clean Mistress' bathroom. I knew it was coming before I Even landed at Sweden, as we had discussed it before. I was just happy to help Mistress, but maybe went a little overboard with it. Mistress said she would be trying to take a nap meanwhile, so I went and started with the bathroom. I put on the laundry machine, and started the cleaning. You know the feeling when something is not clean until it is visibly clean? Well that's how I Started with the shower glass doors. Apparently Mistress only meant like a surface clean, but there I was scrubbing the doors until I was actually happy with them. A bit of a misunderstanding, but at least Mistress got a laugh of it. I didn't mind, but it definitely took a lot more time. And my male brain couldn't really function properly, As I Still left some stuff as it was, thinking that is where they should be for convenient use, but naturally Mistress had wanted them to be put away. So after 3(?) retried, I was more or less ready with the bathroom. Next time, I'm sure I'll ask follow-up questions before, or turn my male brain off and just do it differently from the start.

After the little mix-up and cleaning, we didn't have too much time to spend before it was time to get ready to leave for the boat. of course, I was enjoying every second I got to spend with Mistress, just talking and being with her privately, but it was nice idea from Mistress to go to the boat. Before we left, It was time for the slave to get extremely lucky once again. as Mistress went to change the outfit, after a while she came back in a beautiful black dress, and stockings. I'm sure MIstress caught me just staring for a while, but when the request came. "Slave, help me with my garter belt and stockings", I came back to earth. and there I was (Most likely with a bit shaking hands) attaching the garter belt to the stockings. Mistress was kind enough to lift the hem of the skirt so I could see properly, which also brought the magnificient ass into my vision. I tried my best to focus on the task, but it was like my eyes had a will of their own, so my eyes might have lingered a little bit on Mistress' arse as well. if it wasn't obvious already, I was straining badly in my little cage while doing the task. After failing to attach them properly once and doing it again, Mistress was happy with it and unfortunately the arse was out of my vision once again. But oh boy, was I a lucky slave just then and there. Mistress looked absolutely fantastic in the dress and stockings.

We arrived well in time before the boat left (after stressing a little bit are we on time). last cigarette, and then it was time to get into boat. For some reason they didn't have our names on the list, but after a short chat they let us in and we were seated. the table was at the very end of the boat, and at first we were wondering why we weren't seated in the "normal" Table area, but apparently the boat was just so full. I was a bit sad first for it, but eventually it turned out I was quite happy to have the privacy with Mistress, so it turned out okay.

The food was quite nice. they brought us way more shrimps than we could possibly eat, and even though it was quite messy to eat, it was a nice experience. During the boat trip. It was time for the slave to get lucky again. Mistress had decided to tease her toy a bit, and when I was sitting right next to Mistress, her hand wandered a bit between my legs, checking out how her property was doing. it goes without saying, but the little caged shrimp tried to fight against the cage immediately. no matter how aching was I feeling, I Was in heaven. well technically on a boat, but you know what I mean. Mistress knew exactly how little in a way it would need to keep her toy sitting there, excited and maybe little worried will anyone notice it from my face. after a little tease, Mistress pulled my hand, and placed it on her inner thigh, under the dress. I didn't dare to move my hand without permission, so there I was, hand under Mistress dress, straining like a mad man. 

"Squeeze your hand toy"

oh boy, I did as instructed, just enjoying the moment Mistress had allowed. as I said, lucky lucky slave. of course it came to end too quickly, I wouldn't have minded sitting there for the rest of my life.

"good toy" and my hand was removed. damn, was I happy to be there.

(Un)fortunately Mistress' garter belt had come off from the back during the boat trip (Most likely because my earlier shaking hands, and not attaching them well enough), so I got the priviledge of attaching them again right then and there. I might have been worried for a second if someone saw me doing it, but honestly I Didn't care after a second. It would mean there was going to be a lucky round two. Mistress stood up and lifted her skirt a little, so I was able to attach it again. I'd be lying If I said my eyes didn't wander again during the task. But I tried to be quick and attach them properly this time. damn, I might be a weak toy for stockings, but they looked absolutely stunning on Mistress. I'm surprised I even managed to get them attached again within reasonable time and not just sit there staring. 

Before it was time to leave the boat, Mistress had one small addition in mind. She asked me to give my hand, and she picked up a pen and wrote "Toy" on my left hand. I was a very happy toy, carrying around the mark of Mistress, even just temporarily. The dinner/boat ride came to an end at 11pm, and we got off. It was getting quite late, so the choice was between going to bed, my hotel or Mistress' place. I was very very happy to find out, Mistress allowed me to come to her place for a while before ending the night. We took a taxi to her place, and just before going in Mistress lifted her dress a little bit, allowing her lucky slave to get a final look at the beautiful arse of Mistress, and the panties she was wearing. How lucky can you get in one day., and it didn't even stop here.

when we got in, Mistress wanted to change into more comfortable clothing.

"Slave, take off  my stockings."

I Couldn't have been happier to oblige. One final look at MIstress' beautiful feet in the stockings. I tried to be as careful as possible, I wasn't going to ruin those lovely stocking Mistress had been kind enough to wear. One leg at a time, I carefully removed the stockings.

The plan was to watch something and just relax for the rest of the evening. I removed my pants and sat close to Mistress. After we had chatted for a while and chose what to watch, Mistress wanted a second massage for today. I was so eager to comply, the luck just continued throughout the day. I Have to admit though, my eyes might have been at what we were watching some of the time, but I Wasn't looking. my whole mind was occupied with the massage, and just enjoying the moment. I couldn't have told anything afterwards about the content we were watching. Mistress was resting her feet on my lap while I Was giving the massage, and every now and then on my caged shrimp. it of course made Mistress' property once again to try and fight against the confinement, but I couldn't have cared less how horny I was feeling, it didn't matter. I just focused on the important part, being allowed to massage Mistress once again. 

When Mistress was happy with the feet, she allowed me to go higher. I was more than eager to comply, and shifted my focus on Mistress calves. I really hoped Mistress was enjoying it, as her slave definitely was. I tried my best to make it as relaxing as possible, and I guess it was good enough as a while later came the same order: "Higher". with trembling excited hand, I Moved to massage the thighs of Mistress. If my hands were tired from the massages, I Couldn't notice. there wasn't a single way I Would have stopped here because of some tired fingers anyways. All I Could focus at this point was to deliver a good relaxing massage. I might have been straining half of the massage, the horny toy I was being, but I was really happy to notice it didn't matter, as the only thing that mattered was to provide a pleasurable massage to Mistress. and then. almost like as a last rewards, Mistress allowed me to massage her hand. I wasn't expecting it at all, but was very grateful that Mistress had liked it enough to let me continue on her hand. I must have been massaging for a long while, as eventually it was getting very late, and I noticed Mistress was getting sleepy/falling a sleep. Of course it saddened me that it would mean that the night had to end, but I was really happy the massage was relaxing enough for Mistress to start falling asleep during it. I carefully asked Mistress was she asleep, and when I got a respond just mentioned it was getting really late and she was starting to fall asleep.

It was time to leave. we went out for a cigarette while I was ordering the taxi. Eventually when the taxi was coming, Mistress simply reached out her hand, and I placed one grateful kiss on her hand, thanked her for the lovely day and headed back to the hotel-

What a lovely day, I knew already at this point I was going to miss this as soon as I got back home. (And I Did, but more on that later).

Luckiest slave on planet earth, with the most wonderful Mistress I could ever hope for. Thank you Mistress for the amazing day, I hope you enjoyed it even half as much as I did.

Thank you Mistress Athena <3

Day 2: Caged, plugged & happy

Today The instructions for the day were quite clear, but as the weather was quite bad during the day, plans changed a little bit. Book a restaurant I think Mistress would enjoy and meet Mistress at the restaurant, and put the small plug in( naturally cage is always on as well). So I started looking, trying to eliminate places that didn't suit what I knew of Mistress' preferences. It came down to a few different choices, but Mistress was kind enough to provide a list of her favorite places, so I could atleast check it is one of those. And it was, so I was quite happy with my choice. After that the plans changed a little bit, and Mistress was coming an hour before the dinner to my hotel and I was to escort her from the lobby to My room.

I Took a long shower, refilled the beverages and bought few packs of smokes for Mistress, and did any preparations I had left to do. And suddenly it was almost 5pm, when I got a message Mistress was a bit early and already waiting for me. With a little panic I put my shoes on and went down to meet her. I tried to not care about The other people there, and bowed my head while greeting Mistress, before going Back up to My room with Mistress.

As soon as we got in, I could see from the eyes of Mistress to get on my knees and greet her properly, so I did, on all fours greet Mistress as I always should in her presence. Slightly after, I was told to get up and pull my jeans and underwear down. After inspecting i'm wearing the cage, Mistress told me to lean over The bed.

"Have you done as you were supposed to slave"

"Yes Mistress" was all I could say, knowing she meant The plug.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes Mistress, I'm sure"

inspection followed after. Mistress put on latex gloves, and spread my ass enough to feel, that the plug truly was there and tapped it few Times.

" Good boy, pull your pants up"

I did as instructed, and asked would Mistress like a drink before we Leave, and as the answer was yes I poured her a drink. 

When it was time to get ready and leave to the restaurant, Mistress asked me to put few things in her handbag. Well.. I didn't focus properly on the task and forgot to put the cigarettes in the handbag. As we can probably all guess, pants down and lean over the bed slave followed after.

I could hear Mistress taking something out of her handbag while I waited nervously what was coming. Well I knew what was coming when I could feel the whip on my arse. While getting few slashes, I was questioned what happened and what will I do Better next Time.

"Mistress I'm very sorry, I didn't focus properly on the task given. I will do my very best when task Is given to make sure that It is completed as requested. "

Thankfully Mistress was being kind to her slave, and only gave few light hits with the whip, before I was allowed to pull the pants up and fix The error I had made.

We took a taxi to the restaurant, and walked for few minutes near the shore before going in. Just when we were heading in, Mistress asked do I want to see something interesting. Naturally I did, so with a little smirk quickly visiting her beautiful face, Mistress pulled the neckline down slightly, which made the key on her necklace visible to me. The key to the cage between my legs, keeping Mistress property safely locked away. Once again I dont think I managed to say anything, just stared at the key until it disappeared again. All I could really honestly think was fuck that's hot, and Im exactly where I want to be 🙈 oh well, it was time go in and get some food.

The restaurant was quite full, but I had requested on the reservation to get a table that would have some privacy, so we got a corner table by the window, which was nice. Sitting down, I could feel The plug all the time, no matter how small it was. Caged and plugged while at restaurant. New experience definitely for me, but it was a nice feeling, mostly because it was the request of my lovely Mistress and I had the pleasure to be there with Mistress 😌

The food was quite decent (despite it took forever to come🙄). We shared some appetizers with Mistress, steaks for dinner and for dessert a very tasty Brownie. (Almost fucked up during ordering, almost. Just at the end of ordering everything, I realised I hadn't ordered a drink yet for Mistress. Close one 🙈.) Aand I Have to admit, Even though I couldn't see the Key, I caught my eyes multiple times wandering where I knew The key was, on a necklace under Mistress' shirt. 

When we had finished food it was time to head back. We decided to walk back to my hotel. At this point it really hit me, that I've Been wearing The plug for a while and can feel the plug on every single step I take.

 It wasn't painful, it was.. new. But at the same time quite nice, as Mistress has asked for it😌 Originally the plan was to check the bar at my hotel, but as we were walking Back to my hotel, Mistress asked would I prefer going to the bar or straight back to my hotel room. I quickly answered whichever Mistress preferes is of course fine with me, but Mistress wasn't having that. 

"No, pick one slave"

"Are you.. joining me to the room as well Mistress?"

" I am yes"

Well I thought about it for a second, but knew My answer already.

"I'd like to go straight to The hotel room Mistress"

" Are you sure slave"

If I wasnt sure enough yet, feeling my little locked dicky straining inside the cage confirmed it.

" Yes Mistress, I'm sure." and I most definitely was sure. At that point I couldn't Have cared less about the bar If the other choice was time spent with Mistress without prying eyes.

We got to the room, and It was once again time to drop pants to the ground and lean over the bed. I could hear Mistress putting the latex glove on, and shortly after I was told I need to relax now. I relaxed as much as I could, and Mistress was kind enough to remove the plug. This time the pants stayed off, and Mistress instructed me to grab a pillow and sit at her feet. Extremely kind of Mistress to think about slaves comfort while sitting down 😌

I haven't mentioned it yet, but oh boy did I feel lucky, when I saw Mistress had decided to wear fishnets for today. Stating the obvious here, but damn Mistress looked stunning with the fishnets 🙈 aaanyways, when I got down, Mistress instructed me to close my eyes, and I did. I could feel Mistress writing something on my forehead, which I later found out was "Toy" with a Black marker. Mistress' Toy😊

And as a continuation to being the Lucky slave I Have been lately, I was allowed to give a feet massage to Mistress, while she was wearing the fishnets. I Have no idea how long did the massage last, and I didn't care. I was exactly where I wanted to be, at Mistress' feet, trying to give the best possible massage I could. I guess it wasn't completely bad massage, as Mistress Even allowed me to go higher, and massage her legs as well. I know, heaven. Mistress had the leash attached to The cage all the time, and was resting her pretty feet on my cage every now and then. I was wondering If Mistress could feel my little desperate straining here and there.(Well I found out later Mistress could feel them all🙈). 

Eventually it was getting late, and it was time to wrap up the day. I wouldn't have minded to go for a little while more, but I had already got to spend a lovely evening with Mistress, now wasnt the time to get greedy. I was just happy Mistress seemed to have enjoyed the massage and had time to take a few pics and video. I have to admit, when I saw The short video clip later it was weird, watching myself being Lucky slave massaging Mistress' pretty feet got me horny again🙈 

Then It was time to escort Mistress to the taxi. I still had Toy written on my forehead though. I was a bit nervous about It, trying to figure out how to hide it while going down. Well the only option was to grab my jacket. with a hood. Such natural waybto do it. Walking inside The hotel with a hood on. Fortunately to me, the marker wasnt super good, and it started coming off little bit already, not that I still didn't stress about it. I mean I did later realise I can just look down at my phone and that hides it already, but cant always Have all the bright ideas immediately. 

After having last smokes and chat, Mistress headed Back home and I started planning tomorrow, as I was instructed to go to Mistress' home at 1pm and wake her up with a feet massage and bring her breakfast. What did I do to be this lucky😌

Thank you Mistress for spending the day with your Toy, and allowing me to take you out for dinner and even spending the evening with your toy after. All I can hope For is that you had an enjoyable day Mistress as well, your toy definitely did.

Thank you Mistress Athena 🩷

Day 1 of living my dream

Dear Diary,

Yesterday It finally happened. I have lost count for how long I have been hoping for it to happen, but yesterday I was the luckiest slave on earth. I got to meet my dearest Mistress Athena. I know, I still Have hard time believing the luck myself 🙈

Before Mistress' arrival, I was instructed to prepare my hotel room to make Mistress feel welcomed. I'm glad I had some preparations to do, so I didn't Have too much time to stress and be nervous about The afternoon. And prepare I did as well as I could. First, I went to buy some rope and a dozen LED candles as instructed. On my way I noticed market stall selling fresh berries and decided to buy some to accompany the drinks I had bought, in case Mistress wanted a small Snack.

When I got Back to the hotel, I started my preparations. First I went to the reception to leave one keycard For Mistress, and then I tried my very best to set the lighting and candles in my room in a way that would make Mistress enjoy it, and I really hope she did ( I might have not realised when I bought The candles that I need a screwdriver to open them, but the hotel staff came to The rescue once again. Big thank you to handyman Mathias🤭. I hope they won't get too annoyed by my neverending requests). Then I arranged the furniture as Mistress wanted, set all My toys and keys to My chastity cage on the bed, and went to get a bucket of ice For the drinks. Then, it was finally time for a long shower. After everything was done, it wasn't too long until the H-hour. By 16:30 I made sure everything was ready for Mistress to come, as by 16.45 I was to be ready and kneeling in front of the chair, waiting and not moving until Mistress comes.

16.40 I sent Mistress a message "I will be putting my phone away now, see you soon." Then the wait started. I had anticipated the nervousness would hit me hardest while waiting, and it did. But I was surprised It wasn't lötoo Bad, making me uncomfortable. It was nervous excitment, waiting for the moment I Have waited for so long. I had my phone close by, in case there would Be Any issues with Mistress getting the keycard, and few Times I really did want to check how long Have I Been waiting, but I definitely didn't want the first impression to be caught with a phone in my hand, so I just waited. You only get to give a first impression once afterall. Later In The evening I heard from Mistress it had been almost an hour before she arrived. I knew some time had passed, but I was really surprised by how long. I kept myself occupied by going through all Mistress' rules multiple Times, to be absolutely sure I do not fuck up, atleast too badly. Naturally as it always goes, there was approximately million people walking by my hotel room door, making me tense up every single Time. 

But then it happened. I could hear the door open. I might have forgotten to breath once, or 10 times. I was instructed to not move, speak or Look without permission, so that's what I did. Mistress sat down, I waited. Mistress walked around me, behind me, tracing on my Back what I assumed to be her crop. I tried not to move or make any sounds( and forgot to breath again few times). Then Mistress sat down, and after a while greeted her slave. I almost automatically answered Back, but had read through The rules enough Times to stop myself. Eventually I Heard: "speak". Still looking down I greeted Mistress Back. Nobody could force it out of me what I said, because I simply can't remember from My nervousness. Shortly after that, Mistress gave me the permission to look at her. One final deep breath in, and I raised My head, opened My eyes, and there she was, My dear Mistress, looking as stunning as I knew she would. From this point onwards, I'm not Even sure If my memory serves me right, or The sequency of things that happened are correct, I might have been little nervous. I probably looked like I saw a ghost, but I'm Hoping it looked like I saw a Goddess, as I did.

Mistress instructed me to move closer to where she was sitting. I did, and got closer. The crop went between My legs, and slightly touched Mistress property. I could barely stay still from the anticipation. After a while, Mistress reached into her bag, and took out a leash, which she attached to My tiny cage. Dear god did it feel good to finally Be here, leashed by Mistress, kneeling at her feet. Mistress tugged on the leash few Times, and even that pull felt nice, finally I could truly let Mistress play with her property in whatever way she wanted to. 

Then came the moment to take Mistress' beautiful high heels off. Yes, I was Lucky enough to be allowed to see Mistress beautiful feet in heels. Thank you Mistress. "Take My heels off slave." I tried to be as careful as I ever could while taking them off. I places them on the ground, and most likely just stared Mistress' feet in front of me, before the command came to take My keys from the bed and put them on the ankle bracelet Mistress was wearing. It's hard to even describe with words the moment I Have so long been waiting for, finally giving the keys to my chastity cage to Mistress, who they have already belonged to for a while. I struggled for a while with the ankle bracelet, partly because of my nervousness, mostly because of my hands shaking a little bit. Finally I succeeded, and I could see with my own eyes The keys to my freedom, to my sexuality hanging around Mistress' ankle. Sitting here now writing this diary Post, I can still relive the feeling it brought me, the happiness to submit to the one and only Mistress Athena. I was even allowed to thank Mistress by kissing her feet, which made me Extremely Happy slave.

"I think I deserve a feet massage now"

The words I have been hoping to hear for months. The words that would mean I would be given the priviledge of giving Mistress a feet massage. 

I'm not a professional by no means, but that doesn't mean I won't try my very best to make Mistress happy. I brought with me some jojoba oil + lavender and jasmine essential oils, hoping it would make the experience more pleasurable for Mistress.

I have no clue how long I was doing the massage, later I just realized I was silent for a long time just trying to focus on delivering. But according to Mistress it was acceptable/not the worst one she has had, so I was Happy. Of course I will continue to hone my skills to do it better and Better, In case I'm given the same priviledge in the future again. When I was done, Mistress told me to go wash my hands, on all fours of course.

At some point, Mistress took The letter I had brought with me, which I wrote months ago as a task and read the first sentence:

" The best decision I have made in a long long time was to try one more time to find a way to contact you and not Leave SM" followed by the question do I still think so. Easiest answer of my Life, Yes Mistress I really do think so. I wouldn't be here otherwise. It has brought so much happiness to my Life submitting to my dear Mistress, and I'm so Happy I didn't give up trying to find a way to contact Mistress, when SM was going through a change(Queue implementation etc.). The answer will always be the same. Best decision ever. 

Eventually it was time to go out for a smoke. I'm glad Mistress brought a pair of sneakers with her, so she didn't Have to walk around in those high heels. I was allowed to put The sneakers on Mistress' feet, and get dressed for myself. We ended up talking outside For quite a while(no idea how long), but it was almost 9pm when Mistress wanted to go to the nearby store before heading home. I was just happy to follow and carry the groceries for her.

How lucky have I been this year, I still cannot believe it. Finding a way to contact Mistress, to being accepted to be her slave, to being allowed to visit her. Living the dream 😌

I cannot put it into words how grateful I am For this opportunity, so I will do my very best to show it during the next few days to my best ability.

To my dearest stunningly beautiful and wonderful Mistress Athena, thank you For everything🩷

Day 0 bonus chapter

I arrived on monday afternoon, and had a walk around the City for a while, just looking around, keeping my mind busy. Later In the evening when I was on the phone with Mistress, suddenly I Heard her talking with someone. Even with my poor swedish skills I realised she was at the reception of my hotel. I Have to admit, a little panic hit me. My hotel room was a mess, I was middle of unpacking. Even though I knew we won't be meeting before tomorrow, I couldn't help wondering why she was there. Well I found out in few minutes when somebody knocked on The door and My heart skipped few beats. I went to The door(only to realise afterwards I was still in my underwear), and opened the door. The receptionist was there smiling, telling me someone had brought me a package. Finally the pieces started to fall in place. I thanked the kind receptionist and went back inside to open the package. First, I saw some snacks and was a bit puzzles, but after a second a saw a small hand written message, paired with panties. "Freshly worn at the Salon" ( Mistress was visiting a salon nearby My hotel). I was still on The call with Mistress, and I couldn't help but just stare at them and laugh, amazed by they way Mistress' wonderful mind Works, being able to completely surprise me The day before we are planned to meet. The best gift I can remember ever getting. Later In the evening a task followed. I was to properly smell, kiss and lick the panties, before rubbing them on my little dicky. I was half asleep at that point, and first asked Mistress can I do it in The morning, but I couldn't sleep thinking about it and got up and eagerly completed and recorded the task. "Dirty toy😏" as Mistress said. But I didn't feel dirty, but instead very freaking Happy just doing it 🙈 

Thank you Mistress for the best gift and surprise, followed by with the most wonderful task. I love the way your mind works Mistress.

Ramblings of Mistress Athena's happy & horny toy

I'm not sure If I have ever truly experienced chastity before, or it is just the effect of my dearest Mistress Athena. 

It has been 26 days since the newly acquired cage was locked on. 26 days of constant confinement, while the only moment Mistress' property has been out of the cage was a quick cleaning break and changing to smaller base ring( which I requested for comfortability during moving, and Mistress graciously agreed to).  At some point during those days, I lived in the illusion that it was getting easier to handle the new tiny cage(which leaves only room for little straining), sometimes even during busy work days forgetting for a while that I'm wearing it.  In the last week I have been definitely proven wrong. It is not getting easier.

 Every morning I wake up to a longer lasting battle between the morning wood and the cage. Every morning starts with the realisation of my current predicament. Every morning starts with thinking about my wonderful Mistress and the control she has. But even though the battles are getting longer and thinking about Mistress just excites the toy to the point it starts getting painful quite quickly, I still find myself loving the feeling. Love knowing the fact that I belong to the most exquisite Mistress Athena, while hoping Mistress enjoys knowing that every single day of her toy starts in delicious pain while thinking about her,

It has gotten to the point that common themes of my dreams during many nights are Mistress Athena, chastity or both. You could say Mistress' control and dominance has taken over even during sleeping. And I love it, reinforcing the submission even during sleep. The funny thing is, the most stressful moment during those dreams was, when my chastity cage accidentally somehow fell of. The immediate panic of disappointing Mistress hit me even in the dreams, while trying to figure out how to fix the situation.  All that being said, what would be a more wonderful way to spend a night than dreaming about Mistress, or her control over me:)

I was earlier during the week given few times a permission to play for a while with Mistress property, latest being with the aching balls. I was outside on a walk that time, and the instructions were clear, before i get back home, I am to find a place to massage the aching balls for 1 minute. At first I was a bit stressed finding a place where I won't be seen, but ended up going to just some regular bench near the shore as it was quite late. When I started it, at first I was watching left and right, worrying someone coming or seeing it, but was happy to notice that quite soon the feeling of fulfilling Mistress' wish was only thing that mattered in the moment.

Last but definitely not least, 2 days ago Mistress wanted me to take one of the two pictures of my stunning Mistress down from the wall, place it in my bed and for 3 minutes hump a pillow while telling how badly I want to meet her, how much im looking forward to please her and how badly i want Mistress to play with her toy.  one thing is for sure, It wasn't hard to come up with what to say, As I so desperately badly want all of that. Just had to open my mouth and let the truth come out.

Will Mistress grant the permission to have any kind of orgasm in the near future? 

I Find myself less and less asking that question, as the feeling of surrendering myself and my sexuality completely to Mistress is taking over. any kind of release comes when or if Mistress so decides, exactly as it should be. If that day comes, I'll be forever grateful to Mistress, but until then(and the possible afterwards), I'm more than happy focusing on Mistress' pleasure and falling deeper and deeper under her most wonderful dominance. Even if it comes to the point that I'm on my knees begging for a release, it is a reassuring thought that if(most likely) the answer is no, it was what Mistress desired.

at some point I thought I would never find a Mistress like you Mistress Athena, and every day it fills me with joy that I actually did, and increases my determination to make sure your desires are met and receive all the pleasure and happiness you deserve Mistress.

Am I cooked? probably. Am I exactly where I want to be? most definitely :)

Thank you for existing Mistress

First week down, x to go

I had a "short" visit to my old chastity cage earlier after hitting the jackpot, and during that time it became evident that I am in need of a well... lets say more fitting cage. Unfortunately I was sick for a long while afterwards, but I did find a candidate for new cage eventually, and asked would the choice please Mistress.

"are you sure it's small enough ;)"

I stared at the (4cm) cage, the message, and wondered nervously should I go even smaller and how would I even survive that in the future. But thankfully my dearest Mistress accepted the choice and was pleased with it, so new cage was acquired.

Eventually when I was finally getting better, I realised my fate had been sealed for a much longer time I had even realised.

"I have been waiting forever for you to get well again to lock you back in your cage"

The excitment hit me immediately. I would be lying if I said it didn't excite me to give Mistress the complete control of my.. I mean Her's toy to her. With a little delay hit the realisation. How long will I be wearing it? does it even matter as long as Mistress is happy? How am I going to handle it? many questions, few answers. All I know at this point it will be a minimun of 1 month. How about the maximum? great question. Is there a maximum? I wouldn't know.

The "funny" things is, few days prior to the locking I had the possibility to beg for a permission to cum, but as I managed to still handle the edging(just barely) without messing up, I though maybe I can handle a while longer, challenge myself a little bit and not break down. Well, Now I dont have to "worry" about that for.. some time. At this point I don't even want to start calculating when was the last time I had a full orgasm. It will come when or if Mistress so decises.

Nevertheless all the straining, waking up to the cage VS morning wood battles, the build up of aching and horniness, It does fill me with joy at the same time, because the one holding the power is the one and only Mistress Athena. How could I not be happy, when the cage reminds me every minute of her.

Mind filled with pleasant thoughts, Mistress' toy locked in tightly and "cozily" as Mistress expressed it, cage feeling tight while writing this, days left: unknown, Slave: Happy, Mistress: hopefully pleased, 

Thank you Mistress Athena for being your wonderful self, and taking even more control of your grateful Slave. no matter how desperately aching I get or how long it has been, I would not trade this for anything as long as it pleases you Mistress.

PS: I am so so happy you are starting to feel better from being sick Mistress :)

How to Make a Bad Post 101

When getting close to the end of the 7 days in chastity after I hit the 'jackpot' on Mistress' edging board, I kindly asked Mistress would she let me stay locked for 3 more days to reach the next milestone for fame rewards. Unfortunately I was leaving on a business trip after those 3 days, and my metal cage was not going through the airport security, so it was the best I could offer. I know, poor preparation from me not having a travel ready cage available, which definitely needs to Be fixed 🙈

 Mistress out of her kindness agreed to this making me one very happy slave for multiple reasons, as under all the ache and straining during the week was a stronger feeling, one could say happiness knowing I can help Mistress to gain fame faster.

Secondly, I have not been in chastity for a ~1 year, but knowing I was locked for her, specifically for my most wonderful Mistress and any hope of release, or even getting hard was for her to decide felt extremely nice. Maybe its just the manageable 10 days locked speaking, but its time to worry about that if I'm locked longer at some point.

Thirdly, how could I not love it, when every single step I take, every small movement I make reminds me of the cage and the control Mistress has over me. Just take a look at the picture on this post If you dont believe me. How could I not want to spend every second awake having that embodiment of beauty (and innocence🤭) living rent free on my mind.

As I'm traveling back home now and was talking with Mistress, she asked Have I ever seen a more innocent face when I joked about 'my innocent Mistress', so I might Have made the picture with a halo over her innocent head saying she dropped it 😇 

Mistress kindly gave me a choice: make a good post with that picture, unless I want to be locked as soon as I'm back home from the trip today, when I mentioned I am unfortunately feeling like getting sick and my brain might not be functioning well enough to make a decent post.

And now I have a huge dilemma, how could I deliberately make a bad post as her slave and not always try my best. But on the other hand how could I not want to help my beloved Mistress gain more fame by being locked for her. The business trip was nothing compared to the decisions I'm making now on the way home.

So, If someone happens to read my bad post(which I doubt),  I sincerely beg you to like this post as an indicator what a horrible post it was or send me a message telling me directly how you have never seen anything as bad as this, please 🙏😌

 thank you Mistress Athena for blessing me with that picture and always being more than anyone could ever hope for. The 10 days have just strengthened the feeling of how wonderful it is to belong to you.

Today somebody(read me) had a wonderful idea of playing the edging board game, and asked politely If Mistress would let me play it, knowing It could possibly end in a release. It has been a while since that has happened, so I was quite hopeful when Mistress agreed that we can play it.

It started quite okay, as I was mostly landing on stroking squares, but still progressing on the board, getting closer and closer to the finish line while already playing with the idea to be allowed to beg for a release. Of course I knew it is not quaranteed, as Mistress has all the Power to decide it at the end, but it was still a comforting thought.

After lubing up for strokes, spitting on My hand and stroking more, stroking my glans most sensitive spot with my fingers, I was still holding on, surpisingly able to keep myself not reaching the edge. Then I rolled one, and was sent Back down on the board almost to the beginning, accompanied by Mistress' laugh.

After some ball massaging, palming my glans and paying a tiny clit penalty, It was time to climb again on the board. I was still hopeful, as I had managed to keep myself in control. 

Next roll, I land on roll again, or as Mistress said "lucky". My hopes are getting up at this point. maybe Lady Luck is on my side afterall today. Next roll... Stroke myself to The edge, and climb up the ladders to 7 days in chastity. Game over. Any thoughts of possible release vanished my mind instantly. And I still had one edge to do before the inevitable. 

I did my one last edge, getting way too close and almost losing control, but luckily managed to hold myself. Mistress kindly informed If I fail during the game, It will Be 21 days of no cumming. Recently having done 14 days for my failure, I was relieved I didn't fuck up the last edge.

I'm sitting here now, locked in on my bigger metal cage (Mistress was merciful to let me wear it) wondering, who's great idea was it to play the game. 

Thank you Mistress Athena for the game, being merciful with the cage choice and being amused by the end result, making it all worth it, knowing it pleased you.  I will be for sure counting the days to next sunday, while hearing in My head Mistress' words: I should Have done this a long time ago", whatever will that entail.

Last week the well deserved 14 days of no cumming and stroking each day for my little accident came to an end. I'm glad I was able to control myself during those days, Even though some days it was getting hard to do so. I understand this does not bring me any closer to actual release, as it was simply a punishment for my unacceptable behaviour. Thank you Mistress for teaching me (clearly much needed) self control, and being able to better serve and do what pleases you to a tee.

Afterwards during the weekend it was time to try surrender nows.

First surrender of the day was to stick out my tongue and attach a clothespin on both sides of my tongue, and repeat 10 times on camera:

"I love you and would do anything for You Mistress because I'm a submissive little bitch"

 Even though the execution wasn't too hard, at the same time It was somewhat hard to resemble a normal human being while speaking with clothespins on my tongue. It was a humbling experience, but at the same time It would have Been a lot harder If I would have had to lie.

Second one was to strip naked, turn around and present my ass by stretching forward while keeping my legs spread and bend forward grabbing my ankles for a minute. After doing the twerking earlier, this mostly felt like a little exercise In all fairness. I mentioned the easiness of the task, and Mistress kindly suggested to go for a harder one and so after dreading it for a minute, I just went for it. If not For anything else, at least for the fame and amusement of Mistress.

Third and last one of the day was to make a pretty flower, or a flower at least. The flower was to be made with clothespins attached around my glans, minimum of 5 clothespins used. Before Starting I didn't realise what a struggle it will be. The clothespins I used were too Bug and kept falling off, Making me redo it probably 10 times before succeeding. Finally I managed to get it decently done, cock burning from the failed attempts. I wasnt super Happy with the end result, but Mistress was happy with it, so It was definitely all worth it in the end.

Thank you Mistress Athena, for correcting my behaviour and always being the wonderful Mistress you are. I would say you are one in a billion, but no matter how many billions I'd go through, there wouldn't be anyone like you.

Few days ago I spinned few times Mistress' pain & pleasure wheel.

First time It landed on 3min clamping my cock, and doing 100 Back slashes with my belt within The 3 minutes and pulling The clamps off at the end. I have never done even nearly the amount of slashes, and I would be lying If I Said it was easy for me. I tried switching hands and spots where the hits landed, but eventually they started to pile up and hurt. I managed to complete The hundred within The 3 minutes. I barely felt anything pulling The clamps off as my back was on fire.

I am not too experienced in handling pain, or Have a high threshold for it, but knowing my pain is Mistress' pleasure, I am willing and desperate to learn and train, to be able to please her Better.

2nd spin landed on stroking with tooth paste. I failed this one horribly. I was still feeling The first task so much and dreading the next, I needed a break to even try to concetrate to do it. After some time, I started and made it even worse having The toothpaste on for a while while stumbling with camera. The burn started and got so bad(some went under the foreskin) I wasnt able to finish the strokes before running to wash it off with cold water as instructed. I need to do Better, and I will.

Thank you Mistress Athena for your time, guidance and patience.

First week down, 2nd to go.

I had a little 'accident' during stroking a week ago. After a long Time of no cumming, I was closer to the edge than I realised. I tried to hold it in, but couldn't so I ruined it to my best ability.

By no means being denied for some time is an excuse for this, and Im so deeply ashamed I couldn't control myself and disappointed Mistress in doing so. I Have never felt so bad while having any kind of release. The shock and disapppintment in myself was immediate, and rightfully so made the experience not enjoyable at all.

As a punishment I am not allowed to cum For two weeks, and need to stroke each day to learn some self control and record it for her.

Thank you Mistress Athena for your guidance and reinforcing the truth that true pleasure lies in my obedience, not my release. May every day of stroking remind me of my failure and push me forward to do my very best to avoid it happening ever again.

I deserved a punishment today, as I was squirming around with The topic I was chatting with Mistress. She decided I should take a pair of tweezers, roll dice 3 times and pluck the same amount of hair from my balls as the sum of dices.

I ended up rolling 2+4+3, totaling 9.

With not so steady hands, I started plucking The hair one by one, counting aloud, each Sting working as a reminder not to do it again. 

Thank you Mistress for correcting my behaviour

Today Mistress wanted me to 'shake that booty' to song My anaconda. I wasn't sure If I had heard it before, but when seeing the video I understood the choice of music. 

So, I got naked as Mistress instructed, put the music on did the best I could (which wasn't anything to tell next generations about). 

It felt slightly humiliating at first, but soon The thought was washed away with The focus on on the task and making Mistress smile.

Mistress seemed pleased with The results, and knowing it made her laugh and brought some happiness to her day made me very pleased 😌

Mistress gave her slave a quick, but meaningful task today before work. Write 'Mistress Athena' on my chest with permanent marker.

I'm grateful to carry Mistress' name as the mark of her ownership, a reminder of who is the owner of my body and soul.

The Ink will dry and wear off one day, but The message of commitment is permanent, I belong to Mistress Athena.

My most wonderful Mistress, Mistress Athena is finally activated here in SM once again❣️

 I Have had The pleasure to know Mistress Athena for a short while already, but still cant help feeling good seeing The '"owned by" in my profile now here as well, cementing the fact we already knew.

Me belonging to Mistress Athena.

irreplaceable Mistress of rare caliber, with heart at The right place. 

Hopefully, a very long journey ahead 😊