I understood something about my submissive desires. I thought I wanted to be punished, but actually I want to sacrifice. To unselfishly please my Mistress. The main reward is being a good boy. But to really believe I am doing something for her, without it secretly being about my wants, it needs to be difficult. This is why I *like* denial, and masochism, and body worship, because it helps me feel unselfish. My fantasies around being forced into something also track with that. I don't worry, because the other person takes what they want from me.
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The items shown below were agreed to by the slave when doing its Skills Assessment.
(Only the low level skills and below are displayed, you need to be a registered Dom to see all the skills.)
Pain & CBT
I will slap your face when I'm not satisfied with you.
Orgasm Control
I will edge you with a dildo or vibrator, then ruin your orgasm by pressing down hard on your prostate just as you are about to cum.
