Despite my current predicament of being a broke bitch I will advertise myself. I had somone be somewhat rough past what I’d usually do to myself the other day and I felt a rush after it stopped, I want that again. I am new to safe practices for this sort of thing but I plan to look at resources. I figure it’s better then looking for someone and getting hurt past the point of return.
There is a point where you are so dehumanized there is a rush in playing your role. I do have issues to be aware of but they could be a plus if your into crazy: DID, audhd, idk I hallucinate a lot. That could be extra responsibility but I’m also willing to play with my trauma as long as I stay functional and im healthy or smth
New to the site. Just found out this place is pay to play, bummer. Not that im not pathetic enough to fork over 50 bucks for a nut, I just will have to put that on hold. I’ll be lurking tho.
Honestly feeling so alone I gotta pay someone to beat my ass is kinda hot
