Age: 31
Experience: Real-life & online service to Mistresses and Keyholders.
Focus Areas: Humiliation & Power Exchange
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Core Identity:
All my kinks fall under the submissive experience. What drives me most is the emotional depth (I seek to feel things intensely). My biggest turn-ons are humiliation and power exchange, especially when they trigger feelings I’d usually find uncomfortable, like jealousy, weakness, and inadequacy. When these feelings are sexualised, they become insanely arousing.
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1. Humiliation:
✅ Cuckolding (Ultimate fantasy):
Nothing arouses me more than being reduced to a helpless beta while a woman I desire is pleasured by a superior man, especially one with a bigger cock. What also turns me on about cuckolding is giving my partner total freedom, the freedom to enjoy herself fully, be worshipped, and be reminded that she deserves the best. I love knowing that my humiliation can empower her and make her feel even more confident and desired.
• I crave the jealousy.
• The helplessness of not being enough.
• The humiliation of watching, knowing I can’t compare or compete.
• Being put in my place as a lesser man.
Experience:
I’ve explored soft cuckolding in a previous relationship, where my ex would dirty talk and sext with her online bull while I worshipped her body. She often denied me real sex and made me use a large strap-on to “fuck her like him” while they exchanged messages. I’d be humiliated by being reminded that her body now belonged to someone better, someone bigger and more deserving. She’d make me cum to her feet instead, reinforcing my place as her submissive, beta partner. This mix of denial, humiliation, and helplessness made it incredibly real and powerful for me — and it’s something I deeply crave to experience again, for real.
✅ SPH (Small Penis Humiliation):
I’m 6” hard but a grower (tiny when flaccid). I enjoy being mocked, compared, and reminded that I’ll never be enough. Especially when tied into cuckolding.
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2. Power Exchange:
✅ Chastity & Orgasm Control:
I get off on not being allowed to get off. I love surrendering orgasm control to a dominant woman who enjoys keeping me denied, desperate, and obedient. When I’m locked up, I become more obedient, and eager to please. It keeps me in a heightened submissive state, making me a better servant and more attentive to her needs. It’s not just about denial, it’s about handing over control and giving her the power to decide when and how I experience pleasure.
Experience:
I’ve served two female friends and one ex-girlfriend as real-life Keyholders, as well as several online. I’ve noticed that the longer I’m denied, the more submissive and devoted I become. However, it can sometimes distract me from my professional life, as I tend to obsess over it when locked. I’m actively working on finding a healthy balance between staying locked, staying focused, and still being a useful and obedient sub.
✅ Slavery & Ownership
I love being completely owned — no control, no decisions, just obedience. I want to feel like I truly belong to someone, with my purpose being to serve and obey.
Experience:
• I’ve explored this dynamic mostly with one real-life female friend, where her total control was the core of our relationship. I’d serve her in many ways, from pouring her drinks, massaging her feet, pleasing her sexually, to driving her around like a chauffeur.
• I’ve been owned here on Slave Market by the wonderful Mistress Abi, and I’ve enjoyed every second of it.
• I’ve never been “owned” in real life, but it’s something I would like to experience it one day.
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Other Interests:
• Anal play / pegging
• Sissification - beginner: Experience includes wearing panties.
• Gooning
• Being edged / teased
• Daily worship rituals
• Reminder tasks (butt plugs, underwear rules, etc)
**I’ve tried to keep it short here, although I clearly failed! I’ve only covered the major kinks and themes I’m most drawn to.**
Feel free to get in touch if you have questions, or even just want to chat. I’m always open to good conversations and meaningful connections.
A Month of Devotion to Mistress Abi
Serving Mistress Abi has been an incredible journey, I’ve enjoyed every single moment of it. She is so understanding, she knows me, and she never lets me forget who I am to her and where I belong. It’s been over a month since I became her slave, and from the very first day, I have worshipped her without fail.
Today, I hit 500 worships, and I have no intention of slowing down. The next goal? 1000. My dedication to Mistress Abi is unwavering, and I am grateful every day for the privilege of serving her.
Thank you, Mistress Abi, for allowing me to be your slave. I look forward to continuing to serve you to the best of my ability, always striving to be the devoted slut you deserve.
Today marks my first day serving the amazing Mistress Abi, and I’ve been craving this moment. I’ve been craving her control over me, the feeling of truly belonging to someone powerful. From now on, I am hers. I obey her without question or hesitation. It feels so right to be under her control.
I’ve been talking to Mistress Abi for the past few days, serving her before officially becoming her slave. I’ve never been a sissy before or explored that side of myself, but I’ve always been open to trying new things. I never explicitly told her I wanted to be a sissy, but she saw right through me. She simply told me to buy new panties and made me eat my own cum. I’ve only eaten my cum once before, but when she commanded it, I obeyed without hesitation.
Today is not only my first day as her slave but also the first time I wore panties outside. She made me go to work wearing the new black thongs. They feel absolutely amazing. I’ve never experienced anything constantly teasing my butt hole like this, but now I have a constant reminder that I am Mistress Abi’s Sissy Bitch.
I’m honored to undergo sissy training with Mistress Abi and can’t wait for her to stretch my boundaries and make me discover and feel things I never thought I would. I already have a session task scheduled for this evening, and I can’t wait to perform it.
Thank you, Mistress Abi, for being a wonderful owner.
Today I received a task from Mistress Abi. It was after two days of not being allowed to cum and when I saw her message my heart started racing. She wanted me to cum in my underwear… and then eat it.
The moment I read her words, I felt excited and humiliated . I knew I had to obey so I immediately stripped down and followed her instructions. I was already in a submissive mindset and it did not take me too long to complete the task.
Mistress Abi also made me buy five pairs of panties. The thought of wearing them under her command makes me feel so weak, so owned. I know I’ll never be a real man in her eyes.. just a sissy slut, meant to serve and obey.
Now, all I can think about is that in just two more days I will finally be owned by Mistress Abi.
The Beginning of my Obsession
Today was a big day, I had a job interview. It was two phases, and after the first one finished, I was left alone in the room for a couple of minutes, waiting for the others to join. Most people would probably use that time to gather their thoughts, prepare for what’s next, or just sit in silence. But not me. Instead, I pulled out my phone, logged in, and worshipped @MistressAbi. I’ve only known her for two days since I created my account, and yet, in this short time, she has completely taken over my mind. I’m already obsessed.
I can’t wait until my trial period finishes so she would own me as her slave.
Date | Ownership change |
2025-04-15 09:50:08 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-04-13 08:59:37 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-03-21 08:55:45 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-03-13 18:09:49 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-03-10 09:44:13 | Ends its services to Mistress MistressAbi |
2025-02-19 08:28:11 | Starts serving Mistress MistressAbi |
CHASTITY CHALLENGES
Date Start | Nb Days | Progress | Status |
2025-04-13 | 7 days |
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Fail |