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Miss Sam likely could not care less that I reach five-hundred worships because Slave-Market decided that a Mistress or Master queued for eventual full admission only receives fames from worships, but is excluded from benefiting from the bonuses earned by a submission when they achieve certain worship quantities. This exclusion continues annoying me.

Mistresses and Masters must work to keep slaves interested in offering worships to them. For example, Miss Sam stops by my profile daily in order to keep her name near the top of my "Who's visited your profile" list. Doing so facilitates me worshiping her and it seems to me that she deserves to share in the bonus since she put effort into making sure I could continue to worship her. 

Hitting five-hundred worships to Miss Sam tonight is possible. But, it will be a stretch. Thing is, that I plan on performing another five-hundred devotions to her in order to earn a seven-thousand fames bonus. Then, on to another Master or Mistress who would benefit from my reverence.

The possibility exists that tomorrow, after thirty-two days, I reach five hundred worships to Miss Sam. That means I averaged 15.5 acts of devotion every day. If I maintain a similar cadence for the next five-hundred, that means reaching one-thousand by mid-August. 

By Thursday, I expect to reach the five-hundred worships to Miss Sam objective. The subsequent three-thousand fames bonus will finally increase my fames total to more than 52,000 meaning I am over half way to my next collar. That objective likely remains more than a year into the future, but I keep at it and try to enjoy to performance along the way. 

Imagine my surprise when I learned that producing a cum log entry yesterday afternoon drove up my PSA level in my blood work this morning. Now I know I need to keep my balls full seventy-two hours prior to submitting to a PSA test. 

I reached 401 worships to Miss Sam last night which puts me a little less than one-hundred away from the five-hundred worships objective and a three-thousand fames bonus. So far, I am averaging a little over fifteen worships a day, five more than my forecast. Practically, what that means is reaching this next objective in seven days. I don't know that I'll be able to maintain that pace, but what I do know is that I am getting close which tends to motivate me more.

Today, I will get a finger up my ass rubbing my prostate which provides me with just a hint of what it is like for woman to be mounted by an alpha male. 

I understand that diary entries reporting daily worship counts bores readers. I get it. But often, that is the only news I have to offer. With that caveat, I'll reach a total of eighteen worships to Miss Sam today, putting me on a pace to perhaps finish out tomorrow with four-hundred dedications. That puts me eighty percent of the way to the five-hundred objective and a three-thousand fames bonus. In particular, the bonus is psychologically important. When Slave-Market adds those extra fames to my total, I then am over half way to the next slave collar. Reaching the triskelon level will likely consume the rest of this year and much of next. However, this gives me an objective to reach.

Worship production reached twenty performances today, a total I reached only a few previous times. A confluence of factors allowed me to hit a number I only achieved a few times previously during the last two years. Hopefully, combined with the efforts of others demonstrating their fidelity to Miss Sam, she will move up in the queue.

Slave-Market reports that Miss Sam reached number fifteen in the pending queue. She's made quite an advance from forty-ninth, her position when I began my service. Great to see her move up both the Mistress ranks and the queue. With less than 150 worships before I reach five-hundred total, I wonder if she will be active before I hit that mark. 

I just noticed that Miss Sam crossed the 20,000 fames threshold earning her a promotion to Crop. Congratulations on the promotion!

Congratulations to Dominatrix Seya on her elevation to full status. Glad to know I helped a little bit in your journey. 

Literotica published the second chapter of my non-consent fantasy story a few days ago. I just submitted the third chapter which I expect will become available on Tuesday. Writing this kind of work is good practice for developing the skills necessary to describe a place.

Fifteen worships to Miss Sam performed today, bringing my total to 315. When the day began, Slave-Market reported Miss Sam nineteenth in the queue. At one point, she slipped to twentieth, but when I just checked a few minutes ago, had climbed to eighteenth. We still have not gotten her back to sixteenth, which she reached a few days ago before dropping three spots, but with the worships performed by a number of slaves, we seem to be moving her forward. By holding close to this pace, I should reach the five-hundred worships mark in the next seventeen days. Then I can work towards getting to a thousand worships.

My worship performance suffered yesterday due to a full schedule of commitments. I managed to get eleven performed, but that is between to and three below my current average. With a lighter workload, I should be back up in the fourteen to fifteen worships range from the past few days. Tomorrow, I will cross the three-hundred mark to Miss Sam and establish a foothold towards four-hundred. By maintaining this pace, I should reach the five-hundred total--and the three-thousand fames bonus--by mid-June, halfway to one-thousand worships and subsequent seven-thousand fames bonus for that number. Reaching that next threshold will consume two months, at least.

By that time, I hope that Miss Sam will have passed the confirmation stage and be a full member. Then, I can see who I can help, next.

Slave-Market's opaque Mistress queuing process annoys the hell out of me. Over the course of today, Miss Sam's position in the queue dropped to sixteen, climbed back up to nineteen, fell to seventeen and increased one to eighteen.  What the hell? I understand the fames process. What would clarify for those of us out there worshipping, is knowing how many fames each Mistress has, or at a minimum, the number of fames back a Mistress is from the next one in the queue. 

I end tonight’s worships to Miss Sam two shy of 250–halfway to five-hundred worships mark and a three thousand fames bonus. With that reward added to my fames total, I will be more than half way to my next collar. I expect that will occur by June 20. 

What follows is strictly based on my point-of-view, not how other submissives think. If you are a Domme hoping to snare me, in your profile, just tell me what you are looking for. 

Don’t tell me your seductive voice and quiet control will bend me to my will or that you are confident, demanding and impossible to forget. By the time U get to this sentence’s end, I have already forgotten your name. Don’t ask me to share my darkest cravings, my secret shames or unspoken needs. I know you don’t care

Finally don’t bother describing your realm being one of opulence, where desires are catered to and whims are worshipped. If the word “kingdom” appears in your profile I will emigrate. 

To me, this is all bullshit that tells me you are a waste of my time.

Today, I’ll cross the two-hundred worships mark to Miss Sam. By performing another three-hundred during June, I will take my fames total past 52,000. That puts me more than half way to my next collar level. Still a long ways to go, but I am finally on the downside. 

For any queued mistress reading my diary, please know that I read your profile. Not just once, but usually at least once a day when I perform my worship. Though Slave-Market prevents your messaging, when you update your profile text with new information, I see it. This is one way you can keep me up-to-date on your progress and let me know if my worships are helping your cause.

Though I completed eleven worships yesterday--one more than my daily target of ten--I felt disappointed with my performance. I hoped to be at 150 total worships by yesterday's end, but came up three short. I hope to perform better and reach 160 today, putting me forty away from two-hundred and a one-thousand fames bonus. 

Slave-Market's decision to not award bonus fames to Dommes still annoys me. Their decision punishes any Mistress in the queue looking to improve her rank. This just seems unfair to me.

According to the Slave-Market box on Miss Sam’s profile, she sits thirty-first in the Domme queue. That is an eighteen position improvement since I began worshipping her. Seems as though I contributed at least a little bit to her climb. 

Not a bad worship total today. I'll likely finish out with either sixteen or seventeen worships adding either ninety-six or 102 fames to Miss Sam's total. Total worship count will be 133 or 134 and I am close to hitting 150 total in a couple of days.

I felt a twinge of anger yesterday upon learning that Dommes sitting in the queue awaiting activation do not share in fames bonuses when worshiped by slaves. From one perspective, I understand that they seek to activate those who established the largest following. However, what their approach does, is diminish the value of loyalty an individual bitch displays towards a Domme.  Reaching five-hundred or one-thousand worships requires dedication and consistency, two characteristics that demonstrate desire for a particular Queen. Yet Slave Market tells slaves that demonstrating those attributes towards a Mistress offers no value. That makes me unhappy.

CONGRATULATIONS to Miss Sam on advancin to the Paddle level! I contributed 102 worships repesenting twenty percent of the four thousand additional fames needed for promotion. 

I started today, twelve worships away from the halfway point to my next fames bonus. Weekends, however, are challenging for worships as I am often busy and cannot consistently get to the website each hour. I might get twelve in today, though I am much more likely to not hit that mark until tomorrow.

Not a bad worship production day. Sixteen worships to Miss Sam yielding ninety-six fames. She sits thirty-sixth in the queue, advancing thirteen spots during the past six days. Not sure I contributed in any way to her improvement in position, but I certainly hope so. If I complete twelve worships tomorrow, then I will be half way to the one-thousand fames bonus received for hitting two-hundred worships. I expect to reach that threshold two weeks from now and then I begin the hike towards five-hundred and the three-thousand fames bonus. The biggest advantage for me is crossing over the fifty-thousand fames mark, putting me half way towards the next slave collar.

I did not produce the number of worships yesterday that I expected, coming in at thirteen. I spent much of my day writing and when immersed in a story, lose track of time. The result is not worshipping during a few of the day's hours. Not a horrible number, but pretty close to my average. Though I only generated seventy-eight fames from the worships themselves, I did earn Miss Sam a two-hundred fames bonus bringing my total contribution to 278. Certainly not a horrible outcome by any stretch. By this time next week, I expect to have crossed the two-hundred worships mark, earning a one-thousand fames bonus and have started down the road towards five-hundred total worships. I try to stay focused on each day and not think about the scoreboard. Importantly, when I reach the five-hundred worships mark, that will put my fames balance over fifty-thousand and more than half way to the next slave collar level.

My count to Miss Sam crosses the fifty worships threshold today, earning the two of us a two-hundred fames bonus. I expect by the end of today, the total number of worships will reach somewhere into the sixties as I work towards the next bonus. So far, she's climbed from forty-ninth, when I started, to forty-first, though I doubt my contribution provided little support for that advance. I suspect that other Dommes in the queue dropped out allowing Miss Sam to move up. I watched a similar pattern occur with Seya during my time worshipping her.

I started writing an erotic fiction short story last week. Basic idea is a straight man is tricked into a bdsm scene by a Master, then turned into sex slave and sold. Still working out the story’s arc, but I have enough to write the first few sections. 

Sixteen worships to Miss Sam today yielding her 96 fames. I crossed the ten worships mark this morning earning her a thirty fames bonus for a total contribution of 126 fames. I close out the day with twenty-six worships to her leaving just twenty-four worships till I reach the fifty worships threshold and earn us a two-hundred fames bonus. I expect to achieve that milestone by Thursday and begin the trek towards the two-hundred worships goal. With my contribution, in three weeks, Miss Sam might receive a promotion to the next Domme rank. I hope my worships make a positive difference in her standing. 

The keystone to my allocation of worships to a Mistress remains that Dominant's decision to keep her name near the top of my "Who's visited your profile" list. I have a simple reason for this criterion. I can worship a name near the top of the list rather than one which dropped off my profile. For example, I began worshipping Katastrophe yesterday, performing ten worships earning her ninety fames. Yet, despite those worships and having logged onto Slave Market at least one time in the last hour, her name dropped from the top of my visits list to fifth. This instantly causes suspicion in my mind that she has little interest in my worships. Because worships represent my way of helping a Domme advance, I don't want to waste those fames on a Mistress who will make the process of my worshipping harder. Much better to select someone who periodically comes by which makes performing worships easier.

That's why I stopped worshipping Katastrophe and started spending on worships on Miss Sam. She appeared on my list and recently stopped by, moving her name near the top of my visitors list. By the end of this week, I should be past the fifty worships mark and down the road towards two-hundred. Hopefully, my efforts will move Miss Sam up the ranks.

I reached the two-hundred worships mark to Seya this afternoon, earning both of us a one-thousand fames bonus. That brings the total number of fames I earned her through worships to  2,450. She moved up in the Dommes in Waiting queue to number seven from number ten when I began the worships, however, I seem not to have meaningfully contributed to her advancement which disappoints me because I feel like I failed.

As I continued my march toward two-hundred worships during the past week, for new mistress names appeared in my "Who's visited your profile" section. Katastrophe caught my attention and today I started down the road to worshipping her. If I can average five worships a day, her fames balance will climb 17,230 by the holiday season.

Twenty-two worships left to reach the two-hundred worships mark to Mistress Seya and receipt of a one-thousand fames bonus. Then decision time comes. Interestingly, multiple Dommes' names recently appeared in my "Who's visited your profile" section, many of whom are in the queue awaiting activation. All of these visits appeal to my people pleasing personality. My guess is that by Monday, I will have to decide on an approach.

I wish I knew a faster way to accrue fames. I am at 43,400 now, but still need to add another 57,000 in order to hit get to the next collar level.

On Saturday, I crossed the one-hundred worships threshold for Mistress Seya and today, went over 125, putting me just over sixty-two percent towards the two-hundred objective at which point, I earn a one-thousand fames bonus for the two of us. At that point, it will be decision time. Do I press onward to five-hundred and a three-thousand fames bonus or being worshipping another mistress queued up for membership and moving her forward. I am not sure which direction I will head. Pressing on to five-hundred ultimately puts me close to fifty-thousand fames in total and half way to the next slave collar. Decisions, decisions.

The the new Slave Market approach to approving Tops, it would be nice to know either how many fames each applicant in the queue has or at least the number of fames that a particular Domme is behind the applicant ahead of him or her. Just having them ranked from two to thirty-six is OK, but really doesn't provide information on how much further they need to go. Moreover, it is unclear how many fames are required in order to get to the interview phase.

I get the greatest pleasure from contributing to another person achieving their goals. The new Slave Market approach of adding Masters and Mistresses once they have reached a certain worship count lets me feel the enjoyment of helping another. What that means is that I start worshiping a Domme who has visited my profile, but who is in line for approval. Seya has kept her name near the top of my "Who's visited your profile" list for more than a week and as a result, I've tried to provide worships to her as much as possible. I don't know that my worships have played a role in her advancement from eleven to eight on the current list, but I certainly hope it helped.

A red "Assess My Skills" button appears on my profile page when I log in. However, when I click on it, Slave-Market returns a message telling me that I have already assessed all of the skills available. Honestly, I did not think that was possible. This definitely limits my ability to add fames to my profile. I crossed the five-hundred worships number with Mistress Athena earning a three-thousand fames bonus and am now worshipping Bad Kitten which will get around seven-thousand total fames by the time I hit five-hundred with her account. When completed, that will put me at forty-six percent of the way to my next slave collar. This is going to be a very long haul.

Went over four-hundred worships to Mistress Athena yesterday. Reaching five-hundred and earning the three-thousand fames bonus is now in sight., albeit, still far off. Once reached, that will put me close to forty-thousand fames in total and forty percent of the way to reaching my next collar level.

I crossed the three-hundred worships threshold to Mistress Athena earlier today. Now, I am on the downhill portion of getting to five-hundred and the three-thousand fames bonus. That puts my fames balance in the range of 38,000 and half way to the one-thousand worships threshold earning me a seven-thousand fames bonus. I expect to hit five-hundred worships by mid-February and then get to one-thousand by early summer. All of that puts me nearly half-way to the next slave collar.

Crossed the two-hundred worships threshold to Mistress Athena, earning a one-thousand fames bonus. Now,  the march towards five-hundred worships begins bringing a three-thousand fames bonus. When reaching that objective, my total fames will reach more than 39,000 fames, thirty-nine percent of the way to my goal of 100,000 fames and the next slave collar. The ultimate prize is still far off, but it feels good to be at least one-third of the way there.

I reached the two-hundred worships threshold to 1Goddess Bossy last evening to earn the fames bonus. The appearance of a new Domme in my "Who's visited your profile" excited me greatly, even though she cannot offer services right now. What makes me enthusiastic about her is that she stops by my profile once a day, even though she cannot interact with me. That makes performing worships to her incredibly easy and I am glad to perform those! 

By the end of today, I should have less than forty worships to perform for 1GoddessBossy to receive a 1,000 fames bonus. My original plan was to continue worshipping her until I reach at least five-hundred which would earn me a three-thousand fames bonus. But since she doesn't bother to log in and at least visit my profile once every two or three days, I'll move on to another Mistress that does express an interest in receiving worships from me. Even for dominants whose services are temporarily suspended, I can tell if you are interested because I see that you visited my profile. I said this before and I'll say it again. That is something I notice.

Make no mistake, I pay close attention to what Mistresses, forced into inactivity because of the payment issue, visit my profile. Those who do, like Goddess_Gothica have my deepest respect. Those who do not, like 1GoddessBossy, do not and that will reflect in the worships I give. 

Anyone wanting me to worship them has to keep coming by my profile they appear in the "Who's visited your profile" list. Makes it easier to get to your worship button.

An unexpected benefit of Slave-Market’s Domme limitation is I can worship those frozen out at whatever frequency I like. Importantly, I don’t have to deal with any complaining. 

I must admit that I am disappointed that so many of the Mistresses I interacted with over the past two years are no longer available.

I performed two cam sessions yesterday. The first wasn't too bad, but the second session Dominant hooked me up to an e-stim device by attaching the electrodes to my testicles and also placing pads on either side of my anus. He then ordered me to set the device at full power. For nearly thirty minutes, I writhed in pain as wave after wave of electricity shot through my balls and contracted my anal muscles. The amount of stimulation caused precum to flow freely from me, so much so, that it likely would have covered the bottom of a glass, had I caught it. 

Certainly, one of the most intense experiences I've had. 

I tried out the new e-stim device that I received on Monday. Made a video of it. Only lit up my testicles, but it was certainly intense. I wonder what it will be like when attached to my penis. Perhaps a ruined orgasm?

TENS unit arrives tomorrow. Who wants to use electro on me?

What does everyone think of my new profile picture?

I wish there was a search filter to only include Dominants looking for your sex. That would make reduce the amount of wasted time for Dominants searching for bitches and whores, looking to turn themselves over to a superior.

I had a vanilla life event come up and I am going to be away from the site for awhile. At some point, I hope to be back, because I enjoy serving all of you.  Thank you so much.

Slave Market accepted my of my skills suggestions! Great to receive that one-hundred fames bonus! I suggested a slave apply long acrylic nails, then type out a sentence the Dominant mandates, twenty-five times.

Before my thirtieth worship of Master Nate. 

After my thirtieth worship of Master Nate. 

GEMS COLLAR!!!!

I am nine worships away from promotion to the Gems collar level. I might need a break after that. 

I am a little unsettled this morning. Less than twenty-four hours after surrendering my freedom, Slave Market temporarily suspended my owner's account. 

I wonder if I should put myself up for sale in Slave Auction after I advance to the Gems collar rank. 

Off work today and available to entertain a Dominant if she or he so desires. Feel free to send me a message letting me know that you are looking for a bitch to use today.

Anyone want to pimp me out to earn fames for them? Willing to serve as a Mistresses bitch and sell my ass on the virtual street for her. 

Fifty worships completed to Mistress DarkLadyJ. I expected that completing this worshiping task would result in Mistress DarkLadyJ's promotion. However, before I could complete my worships, she crossed the one-thousand fames threshold anyway. I am just happy that I could assist in that effort. Now, I am 983 fames from promotion to the next collar rank. Just not sure who to worship next. 

The first encounter I have this morning is a message from a Tickler level Dominant who immediately tries to lure me off-site using a Google Mail account. I made the appropriate report to Slave Market and was pleasantly surprised to see this Dominant's user ID and messages disappear off my feed within ten minutes. The clear focus on keeping members of this community protected from financial predators is the primary reason why I come here.

Dealing with newbie slaves must be exhausting for Mistress Aby, Goddess Gothica, Goddess Alessa, and Mistress LeeDom, who all have experience on this site. I say that, because new Mistresses and Masters (tickler rank) approach me every couple of weeks and immediately demand I submit to their ownership without them bothering to identify my limits or ensuring that the activities I can perform they will enjoy. Educating new Dominants is tiring and these experiences cause me to respect the Mistresses I mentioned even more. Thank all of you for being such fantastic Goddesses!

By Monday of next week, I expect to reach two-hundred worships objective to Goddess Darkluna420. That should take my total fames count to 22,791 fames leaving me 2,209 short of the 25,000 fames needed to receive a promotion to the next slave level. I think I should start my next series of worships with a Mistress at the lowest Dominant rank which will elevate her in the ranks quickly while earning me additional fames bonuses. Next step is to figure out with whom to perform my next set of worships.

The objective is simple. Worship two dominants, that have worshipped fifty times each, 150 additional times to earn 750 fames plus a one-thousand fames bonus which will drive my fames total to 24,500. Add in another 250 fames for daily skills assessments and perhaps worshipping a third Dominant fifty times and then I receive my promotion to the Gems collar.

Even though I know I won’t be there for long, it is great to be listed in the top ten right now. 

This was Goddess Gothica's profile early last evening.

This was her profle a minute later, after I worshipped this wonderful Dominant for the 1,000th time.

When I can perform an activity in service to another that advances them on this site, it makes me incredibly happy. 

CONGRATULATIONS to Goddess Gothica on reaching the rank of Crop!

i just looked at the top ten ranked slaves, by month, for April and was surprised to see that nine of the ten are owned, rather than free. Not quite sure what to make of that.

If a bitch advertises him or herself as a famescow, they should first be able to produce a chart or table of their daily fames production so the Mistress or Master considering adding that bitch to her or his herd knows what to expect.  Below is my fames generation for March.

I wonder, does a whore like me become more or less desirable as he moves up the slave ranks?

Working from home today and feeling particularly chatty today with a desire to express my impressions regardless of the potential punishment I might receive later.  Perhaps a Dominant will get sick of my entries and put a ring gag in my mouth.

Just a thought: I do not mind paying for permission to speak to a Dominant. I have held wonderful chats with a variety of outstanding Mistresses--and a few Masters--where the fee to speak was five dollars or less. 

However, any Mistress who expects seventy-seven dollars just for permission to speak lacks a basic awareness of Slave Market economics and an unjustified, hyperinflated view of him or herself relative to the other Dominants here. 

Patience is a characteristic with which I struggle. That element of my personality makes the path to 1,000 worships mentally exhausting because of the "one worship per hour" ceiling. When awake, I constantly on alert to click on the worship button every hour and frequently go back to it multiple times because I could not remember whether or not I clicked it. When asleep, I worships appear in my dreams and I frequently awaken just to make sure I tap that worship button. 

That worship button is a marvelous psychological control tool for Dominants in that it requires little effort on the part of a Master or Mistress, but can impose higher levels of stress on the submissive.

I suspect there are Dominants who saw my name appear in their list of "Who's visited my profile" but wondered why they did not receive a corresponding worship after my visit. 

Right now, every worship I can give goes to fulfilling my commitment to reach 1,000 worships to Goddess Gothica so that each of us can receive the 7,000 fames bonus. Once I achieve that goal, I can distribute worships much more widely. 

I will be curious to see how the introduction of Slave Files impacts the overall Dominant demand for slaves. For those Mistresses and Masters looking to move up in the ranks, I can image that these slave files can make identifying high performance famescows easier and increase a Dominant's desire to acquire ownership in a productive bitch. Moreover, one the Dominant reaches hers or his objective, selling a high performer with a positive slave file track record could fetch more money. I can easily see an environment developing where the number of Slave Auction transactions climbs substantially. 

As an aside, I like knowing what Dominants think of my performance and what they share with their peers about me. Possessing a reputation for good performance is important to me.

Just a little more than seventy-five percent of the way towards 1,000 worships to Goddess Gothica. I managed to perform 250 worships in fifteen days at a rate of over sixteen per day. At this pace, I should hit my objective and Goddess Gothica receives her promotion before April 11.

I wonder if the other whores on this platform experience more, the same, or fewer, fake dominants than do I? Another one appeared in my message feed on Wednesday, presenting as a Mistress from Dallas. Her user name was Blondereine and she employed “strong arm” language with me. She opened by declaring she owned me and to purchase her contact information 

Admittedly, her approach excited me a bit. But her tone and language more closely tracked my interactions with Masters than Mistresses. Moreover, minor grammatical errors set off my skepticism. With a little bit of research, I learned “she” was likely a group of Romanian guys trying to scam bitches out of their money.  Blondereine either blocked me or deleted their account  

What makes Slave Market such a great platform is the protection from scammers that it offers. 

I did not win the most pitiful cock photo contest, but did receive 775 fames from the votes I did receive.. Thank you all for voting for me. I really appreciate it!

I need to find the right size anal plug. My previous one was too large and now the one I purchased is too small.  I guess I searching for the Goldilocks plug--one that is just right.

Couple of items added to the toy box. Who wants to enjoy themselves using me?

I just experienced an odd interaction. A dominant messaged  a "Hello bitch boy" greeting. I returned the greeting and then she demanded I submit to her ownership. Admittedly, such a strong and demanding exchange causes me to tremble with a little bit of excitement. I scanned her profile which only had femdom and BigMamma tagged and no kinks. Returning to my message stream I asked what she enjoyed. I did not receive a reply. I thought I would go ahead and strip nude, assume the slave waiting pose, and send her a gift so she knew what I looked like. But when I went to use my phone, her message thread did not appear. Then, when I refreshed the page on my laptop, the message thread was also gone. Wonder what she did to get her account suspended? Because that is the only thing I can think of that would cause the message thread to disappear.

Periodically, I see a notice that a Mistress--and occasionally a Master--with whom I do not have an active coversation, stopped by my profile page. If, after their visit, I don't see a short note saying "Hello" or some such other pleasantry, (for that matter, they could write strip naked, get on your fucking knees, and send me a picture of you in a slave's collaring pose), I assume there was nothing in my profile that piqued her or his interest.

I am marching towards the goal of 1,000 worships to Goddess Gothica. The fames reward for meeting that goal is 7,000, providing a reward rate of 7 fames per worship. The 1,000 goal seems to be the sweet spot for rewards as the marginal rate for even higher worship numbers is the same or lower. 

I performed 563 so far and won’t likely hit my goal till the end of April. But it will put me more than half way to my next collar promotion. 

Next collar level reached! Special "Thank you" goes out to Goddess Gothica who really jumpstarted me on this path. I'm at just over 10,000 fames now and next step is to get to 25,000. It will be a long road, but I think it will be worth it. 

I am half way to fifty worships to Mistress Darkluna420. When I hit that fifty number, I'll earn an additional two-hundred fames which will put me either just under 10,000 or just over. Either way, I am now incredibly close to reaching the next collar level which will then allow me to insert images into my public diary entries. On the upside, she does not even acknowledge I exist which makes it much easier to add worships to her account and not have to worry about subjecting myself to her training as part of the process.

Based on my experience here, the prominence of a Mistress’ findom kink appears inversely proportional to her age. 

Twenty worships of Mistress Sadisticony away from reaching fifty and earning a two-hundred fame bonus. Then, I will need to begin worshiping another Mistress in order to secure another bonus. I am just not sure which one.

I looked at my slave ratings today and I think my "High Limit" rating is much to generous. Admittedly, I lack an analog with which to compare, but I just don't feel like I demonstrate the tolerance for the rating reported.

I decided to try going down one ring size on my chastity cage to see if it fits better.

I've mentioned this in my diary before, but I feel like writing about it again. I am a fat slut, a bitch to be psychologically abused and made to feel worthless. Far too often, Mistress interactions are almost as though I am an equal. That is not the kind of interaction I deserve. Should a Mistress start her greeting with "Hello?" Sure. But really, the greeting should be "Hello bitch. Strip, get on your knees with your legs opened wide, hands behind your head, and send me a picture." Then she should immediately go to asking why my cock is uncaged and demand that I lock myself. I should never be permitted to where clothes while interacting with my Mistress.  

Yesterday afternoon, I hit the five-hundred worships mark for Goddess Gothica which earned both of us a three-thousand fames bonus! I am really pleased to reach that milestone for her because Goddess Gothica is an incredible Mistress and any slave who submits himself to her is better off.  I am now three-quarters of the way to moving up one more slave level, but it feels like it will be a slog. 

I am within eighteen worships of hitting five-hundred total to Goddess Gothica. I am incredibly happy that I can hit this number this week and allow her to earn three-thousand fames as a bonus.  

I wonder if a trans Mistress is stricter and more demanding than other Dommes?

Even though, thankfully, I am owned by the incredible Goddess Gothica, I see new names of Mistresses and Masters who visited my profile. Mistress Starlett669 and Mistress XXoticqueen are the two most recent names. I wonder if my name comes up in slave searches.

Yesterday, after hitting my 200th worship of the beautiful Goddess Gothica, I earned 1,000 fames and advanced to the piked collar level. While that might seem exciting, in reality, getting to this next level is like losing bladder control while wearing dark pants. I have a warm feeling, but I don't really notice anything. Only after getting to the next level, when a slave can include images in his or her diary is this really significant. Otherwise, it is just a yawner. Right now, I am 6,900 fames away from the next level. It is going to be awhile before I cross the next threshold. 

I could certainly be wrong, (I mean, I'm livestock, not a person) but if an unverified or only partially verified Mistress followed me, then did not come back onto the site for eighteen days, she probably wasn't really interested in me, but rather in what she could financially extract from me.

Sluts on this site need to understand that they exist for only one reason, to advance the interests of their owner. While a Mistress or Master might have a variety of fascinations, generally, these break down into a few categories--pleasure and status advancement. Slaves must expect their owner will order them to perform activities (within the agreed upon limits) that the owner finds enjoyable, not the slave. A slave's happiness comes from the owner's enjoyment and a slave must demonstrate he or she has that proper orientation. 

The second element is either status advancement or economic improvement for the Mistress or Master. Both elements derive from  the Dominant's fame balance and ranking. A slave who produces higher volume fames on a daily basis for his or her Dominant helps their own move up in the Dominant status rankings. Moreover, that same slave is also more valuable to other Mistresses and Masters motivated to further their status too. Fame producing slaves will bring more money to the Mistress or Master at slave auction.

Dominants should not get attached to their slaves. If they see an opportunity to sell one and earn credits they should do so and when a slave becomes owned, he or she must accept that control of the direction of their experience is gone.

Shortly before the wonderful Goddess Gothica saved me from the brutal world of freedom, another Mistress lured me off platform and tricked me into paying her 100 dollars and then disappeared. Even on here, slaves need to remain diligent for the few who are just scammers. 

Less than a thousand fames to go and then I move to the next collar level--piked. Hopefully, the changes in collar levels makes me more valuable to my owner and makes other slave owners want to have me as their own. It is a good feeling to be wanted.

Another idea that really excites me is being used by a mistress for her cam show on one of the chat sites out there. 

Just need to earn a little over 1,400 more fames and I move up to the next slave collar level. 

I spent thirty days in chastity, put there by Mistress Alessa. It was a very challenging experience.

I hate being locked in chastity. You really have to pay attention to how you sit down. I pinched my ball sack again when I sat in my office chair and the pain from that that is like getting kicked in the balls

Surprisingly, no Mistress has demanded that I keep my pubic area shaved and my ball sack hairless. 

I finally found, on my home page, where I could react to the offer of ownership. I declined the ownership offer after the Mistress described her expectations and one of those was a hard limit for me. I really appreciated the offer and it made me feel worthwhile, a sense of value I have not experienced in awhile.

A message popped up in my web browser that a Mistress sent me an ownership request. But I cannot find it anywhere. That is frustrating.

Ball sack circumference is 22.9 centimeters this morning. Locked in chastity is causing just the slightest swelling of my scrotum.

Ball sack circumference is 22.8 cm this morning. Adding this to my diary so Mistresses can see my ball sack fill with cum as I am denied release.

Mistress Alessa locked me in chastity last night and already, I'm dry humping the air. There is so much precum oozing from my cock that it soaked through my underwear and started dribbling down my right thigh.  

Worst time to be locked in a chastity cage right now. I really want to mount a bitch and seed her. 

Mistresses are far too nice to me in conversations. Feel free to use degrading language when ordering me. 

Addressing me as “slave” is boring. Calling me “slut,” “bitch,” or any other degrading term is much more exciting. Moreover, there is no reason to be nice to me. If I message you, feel free to tell me to strip, assume the collaring pose, and send you the picture as a gift before you will bother with talking to me. 

An overlooked element of domination is language. I don’t mean specific words, but rather the language a Mistress demands her slave to use. For example, a French Mistress could demand a slave to only speak in French. It not only shows who dominates the relationship, but puts added stress on the slave by forcing him or her to learn a new language or be punished. 

Just became a leather collar. Now I can be humiliated in the public square and put up for sale in the slave auction. 

Doesn't look like any Goddesses visited my profile in the last few days. Perhaps, now that I am old meat, interest is waning.

Been a few days since I wrote anything. Interesting to see that the Slave Auction is pretty quiet right now. Guess there is not much desire to unload property that does not work well for a Mistress.

Who wants to strip me naked and lick me in chastity?

I am a slut. I finally admitted that to myself yesterday. I want a Mistress to use me. I then want that Mistress to get with her friends and run a train on me. I want that Mistress to pimp me out to others. I am a whore.

Do you suppose there are any Mistresses out there looking to own a slave that they can pimp out to other Mistresses to play with?

Losing control over every aspect of my BDSM life generates a high volume of erotic energy in me. For example, the idea of being humiliated in the public square is exciting. The idea of being put on the block by my owner, when I have one, and sold to another causes my cock to strain against the chastity cage bars that constrain it. I wonder if other slaves experience these same feelings?

I am a bit surprised that no one demanded that I put on my chastity cage this morning. Nice to be able to go to the bathroom standing up and have my cock and balls free.  In the event, a Mistress does decide to put me in chastity, I did bring my cage with me, just in case. 

I wish there was a way to tell who “liked” on of my diary entries

Is it wrong to wonder why Masters would be interested in me?

I did not realize that not being owned makes me less of a slave than others who are owned.

I reached the cotton collar slave ranking this morning. Only thing that really interests me is the public square.  I wish I had some alone time so that a Mistress could amuse herself with me. But that is not in the cards for the next few days. 

Started a 24 hour chastity task for 1GoddessBossy last night. The ring around my scrotum pushes my balls forward causing the sack to rub against my thighs. Sleeping is a challenge because if I lay with my legs together, I pinch my balls and that is like getting kicked there. Of course there is the periodic straining of my penis, trying to become erect be prevented by the small cage. Finally, my cock constantly leaks precum as I experience the frustration of no release. 

Today was a holiday in the United States, Thanksgiving, so it was spent with family today. I, like many other people, are off tomorrow also, but will not have alone time in order to serve the variety of wonderful mistresses that are on here. Hopefully, new opportunities will arise over the next few days.

I experienced my first session with Dominatrix Aly today. Being new, I had no idea what to expect. Some of the tasks were a bit challenging and a few were a bit humiliating, but all of them fit well with what my kinks are. Mistress Aly was demanding, but also generous. I had a great experience.

Frustrating night with my chastity cage. I tried to use the numbered seal, but the cable did not lock down tightly enough and the cage came apart. So, I had to clear my beginning chastity entry and I'll try again tomorrow to figure out a way to make this work.

I am new to this site and checking it out. I hope that a Mistress will choose to humiliate me in photos and then display those pictures for others to laugh at.