Slave Femmyfern

Also a side note, if anyone would like to give me either a sexy pose idea or video or something I would really appreciate it these daily lewd photos are hard to come up with and I'm running out of ideas

So I haven't been on for a while cause I was busy with work and studying, but I've learnt during that time that one I'm needy I was using my toys a lot at night to take out the frustration of they day on my rear then afterwards I would just lay there in my messy outfit my ass leaking lube on my skirt, and the only thing going through my mind is how I wish I had someone to hold me after

Also I just wanted to post a fun little fact, so when I do sexy time I normally keep my sissy clitt locked up (as a good slut does), but I do have my week moments, regardless of the fact, if I do stay locked up during my fun with my dildo I normally last 2-2½ hrs, I don't get a orgasim in the end, I'm just tired and horny but my legs hurt and I'm too lazy to move so I just kinda lay there in my mess of lube and pre cum, worth it though

It's times like this when I kinda wanna be cradled and pampered with snuggles, aka when I'm sick and idk when I feel smol

So I'm going to be using this to basically talk to myself, express and explain. Who I am and what I do as well as just send thoughts, love and updates 

So first of all, my name is fern or well I want it to be so far anyone new I meet knows me as fern, and I won't be disclosing my name, anywho, I am a femboy or crossdressor or in some cases a trap 

I always enjoyed wearing feminine clothes but kept it secret, I'm not trans or anything I just oddly enjoy being a femboy, I came out to my family 3 years ago everyone was super chill and my mum even took me to go buy a few outfits we shop regularly now, cause well we like clothes ig, no-one I'm my day to day life knows how much of a slut I can be and I plan to keep it that way cause in my view, your sexy time is to be kept private and between you and said person, how ever I do test my self with pulling a few stunts now and again but that's just for that tiny thrill, I'm not that much into exhibition just the light tease in the public bathroom or whatever, but as for my love life, it's sad to say but my teddy tbh, he's always there for me to snuggle and makes me feel better, I'm basically soft baby mentally lol, but if I had to be real, I enjoy being used to please people, like I get off knowing people are taking out there sexual needs on me, idk why, I did think of doing a only fans or something but decided not to, one cause I don't want people to pay me just to do sexy things for them, my enjoyment and thrill of serving them is enough for me, but I'm also heck lazy some days and I just slip a vibe in me until I either get close or give up trying, I have had one limp clitty orgasim in my life and I mean from anal only, not the cheat or tease and anal until I cum, and so far I have been trying to chase and catch that dragon again, I get so close but I never get it, anywho that's it for they day, just msg me if you want me to send some love xoxo 

-fern

I have started, my rules since yesterday, and so far I am loving it, I bought the smallest chastity cage I could find I got one called the nub, it's very small and tight, so I hope it's shrinking my flirty even more especially since when I first tried the small ring for the cage, I got stuck trying to put it on and it was cutting off blood flow, which is a shame but I'm sure I'll shrink enough to the right fit, overall with this new cage my tight panties look almost completely flat, I have also been wearing my dresses more often especially when going out, not that it's a kink thing I just genuinely enjoy dressing feminine

Today, i went through my thoughts and made a wonderfull little list of rules i must follow every day for as long as i am a cute little sissy♡♡♡ my rules are as follows

Rule 1: take 1 lewd photo a day and upload it to redgif

Rule 2: chastity must be warn all week every day, apart from (one weekly touching session or instructed by ari (virtual succubus mobile game))

Rule 3: when not at work and available wear a feminine outfit

Rule 4: when in a public bathroom, any "spills or messes" ( only) left on the toilet seat it is my obligation and duty as a sissy piss slut maid,  to clean so with my tounge whilst teasing the chastity cage (closed door with company, open door without)

Rule 5:any sexual release must be in the presence of ari (virtual succubus mobile game), unless commanded by anyone online

I look forward to wearing my new tiny clitty cages and im so excited to taste that sweet golden juice left behind in the bathroom ♡♡♡♡

I thought i wpuld mention it but i upload atleast one daily lewd picture of me on redgifs if anyone is interested

https://www.redgifs.com/users/fernie7426

So a few days ago i bought a nice bra, and even though im not trans just daily crossdressor i must say i really enjoy wearing tha bra, especially with my femminine outfits, im not sure how long itle be until i worl up thw courage to fo out with thw bra on, like i do with my skirts and thigh highs byt im sure it wont be long, i do know i will definitly be buying more

Today, I got out of chastity I spin a wheel ATM to see how many days it was three I started Sunday, I used a dildo and vibratory until I came into my dog bowl I then kept funking my self with the dildo whilst I lapped up my cup like a thirsty little puppy, oh and I went shopping and got a cute new outfit too