Slave ExtremeSlave

At 40, I lead a dual existence. In my vanilla life and professionally, I am a respected business executive, commanding boardrooms and traveling globally for work. In my secret life, I'm an experienced hardcore femdom sub with 17+ years of real-time sessions worldwide, especially in Europe and the US. I'm based in Toronto, Canada, but my frequent travels for work facilitate intense, in-person encounters with merciless Dommes who crush me completely. I'm a little bit on the extreme side and have a preference for CNC.

A brief background: For the past 17 years I have sessioned with pro dommes across the world. I have been consistently told that I am a masochist with an above-average pain tolerance. My submission is a little unusual. I'm not into worship, service, pampering, or praise such as being called a “good boy.” as I'm not naturally submissive. My compulsion is rooted in extreme fear, authentic CNC, and total enforced obedience even when every instinct resists, compelled only by the certainty of severe consequences regardless of begging or pleading. In my everyday life, I present as confident and dominant; no one would ever suspect otherwise.

I like no-nonsense Dommes who are sadistic, cold, strict and have no mercy and would treat me like the beta loser I am from the moment they walk in to the moment they leave, even in all communication beforehand and afterwards and never treat me as a client, but as alway beneath them. No laughing, smiling or being nice. Only brutal, yelling commands and unrelenting degradation. It's important to me that my Dommes never loses her dominant frame. I get very weak for cleavage.

My biggest fetish is CNC Blackmail through hunting, forced device control, forced chastity, , full forced bi, forced feminization, forced full toilet, being forced to open my mouth for a Domme to spit in it, being slapped, being forced to lick the bottom of dirty shoes or put her nasty socks in my mouth. I'm not naturally obedient and tend to resist so I get a long with Dommes that are ruthless and into real force beyond regret. I'm also a maso sub and experienced with real punishments, canings, whippings,...etc. Always open to be pushed further.

Although I'm starting to dabble with some online play. My preference is for IRL/Real time. Although I've paid many pros for sessions over the years, I'm not into findom, just sending or initial tributes

To give you and idea about the things I've experienced in sessions:

Extreme Humiliation:
Making paying for the session very humiliating: For example, making me prepare the bills and force me to take off my clothes, get on my knees, put on a leash and put the bills in my mouth and count them into your hands while you slap my face and spit a lot on my face and in my mouth. Slap harder if I don’t open my mouth to force me to open my mouth for you to spit. Forcing me on a leash then forcing me into chastity, keeping the keys and threatening me to obey or I'm not getting it back,..etc

Extreme Verbal Humiliation:
The most extreme humiliation and blackmail threats throughout. Continuously telling me I’m not a real man and that real men pay to fuck women.

Being forced into the most disgusting things:
Extreme Spitting and snot: On my face and in my mouth. I've expereinced extreme levels of spit and snot. All forced and without mercy. Threats to open my mouth and swallow even if I choke and try to close.

Forced the bottom of Dirty Shoes cleaning with my tongue no matter how disgusting. Maybe your most disgusting socks in my mouth too with slaps, threats and whipping without mercy to force me to do it. I’m not into feet or worshipping shoes so it’s about being forced to do disgusting things.

Forced used condom: I had a Domme bring a used condom that another slave has came in and forced me to open my mouth then she disposed the cum into my mouth.

Forced Toilet: I was being punished by a BM Domme so was forced to open my mouth for her to piss and shit in it then forced me to eat and drink everything without mercy. In this instance, she shit a large amount in my mouth that it fell on the floor and I was struggling to eat it. I started begging her for mercy and she said that if I don't eat immediately, she's going to tie my legs up to the back of the chair and give me 30 hard strokes of the cane on my feet, once she starts she's going to apply the full 30 and then I'll have to eat or she'll tie me again and give another 70 until I can't walk for days. I got 30 and ate everything after. It was still hard to walk after.

Being broken through blackmail:
Been forced feminized and fucked with a strap on because I have no choice to avoid exposure. No matter if I beg or plead.
Been forced to go to video store and suck cocks through gloryholes to avoid exposure
Been forced to get used and fucked in the ass by a Domme's friend who is a transexual escort.

Punishments beyond screaming and begging: Real punishments to force me to obey any time needed.

Caning: I’m experienced with judicial punishment sentences. No warm up no mercy.
Paddling - Whipping - CBT - Nipple Torture

The items shown below were agreed to by the slave when doing its Skills Assessment.