Slave Davidthorne7173

I haven't cum in over 2 weeks, and to be honest, I rarely miss it. I am so focused on Goddess' newest goal for me that I don't care when or if I cum next. The only reason I have any interest in an orgasm is because Goddess has told me that my next orgasm must be achieved by only fucking myself in the ass. Until I can do that, I will remain denied. I want to do it as soon as possible, but only to make her happy. I was not an anal whore when she took ownership of me, but I am now. I was a straight male with kinks then, but I'm a sexless worm now, who would literally fuck anything or anyone that Goddess told me to fuck. I didn't come here for pain, but I'm a total masochist now who longs for the opportunity to suffer for Goddess. I am obsessed with Goddess and making her happy, and the only way to do that is to continue to grow into my newly understood nature as a stupid, sexless, worthless, low, spineless, dirty, disgusting, creepy, pathetic worm. Goddess has taught me that I have no value to this world but to be a vessel to entertain Her and other actual human beings. I mean nothing to her, and she means the world to me. As a true masochist, I adore how she has zero regard for me and even less respect for me. I would do anything to be nothing to her. I am desperately in love with a Goddess who doesn't give a shit about me, and it is the most wonderful feeling in the world. I couldn't be happier to remain her fucked up toy that she will eventually break and throw out with the rest of the garbage.

Goddess is truly wise beyond her years. She has helped me better understand who I truly am. I am blown away by her insight, and thankful for her brutal honesty. She is helping me become the best (and worst) versions of myself, and helping me to see the way my light and dark need to coexist. I had never fully understood how the two sides work together in forming the real me. I am so grateful to have such a wise and sadistic Goddess to point out my inadequacies and inspire me to embrace the worm that is the real me. I exist only for her amusement, as I have no real value to her or anyone else as anything more than a disgusting, sexless, worthless, slimy worm. And I've never been more content to just be what I am.

Starting my 3rd day of chastity today. I didn't expect it to feel so right and natural. I really am a sexless, pathetic worm, so having the source of sexual pleasure removed completely is the most appropriate thing for me. I am so thankful for a brilliant Goddess that knows what I need better than I do. I trust your judgement completely, Goddess Dawn. I look forward to remaining an insignificant, sexless worm for a very, very, very long time.

As a creepy, insignificant worm, it seems that I am actually one of the asexual species, so Goddess has decided it best to keep my tiny little clit locked from now on. I just locked it away for the first time, not knowing when or if it will be released. I am so grateful that she always knows what's best for me. I am a stupid fucking worm, and I'm not capable of thinking on a human level. 

My Goddess has determined that a better description for me than a creepy, disgusting cockroach is that I am actually a creepy, low, spineless, dirty, disgusting, worthless worm. It is so wonderful to finally know and understand my true nature. I am a pathetic worm that remains where I belong, beneath the sexy heel of my perfect Goddess Dawn. She has changed my life, and I have never been happier.

I thought I was just a humilation junkie. Goddess has revealed that I'm a true masochist. I am a degradee, and I get sexual release from suffering for my Goddess. Right now I'd rather hurt than orgasm. It gives me more pleasure. Thank you for bringing out my true nature, Goddess.

It's been only 2 weeks since Goddess took ownership of me. I can't believe how much she has changed my life. I never want to go back to my old way of thinking and living. I am hers for as long as she'll have me.

Goddess has forbidden me to cum for a full week. I am honored to be denied for her.

I am ensorcelled by my Goddess. I am proud to be her disgusting, creepy Cockroach.