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Today I’m deeply grateful and wanted to share a special milestone. I joined Slave Market on Nov 29, and in less than a month, I’ve been honored with the Pikes collar. It’s a meaningful achievement for me. I also want to express my sincere gratitude to Mistress Lee for allowing me to remove my cage and cum yesterday. 

I’m truly thankful for her guidance and her ownership.

So yesterday was a pretty special day. If you remember, a while ago I ordered some sissy clothes with Mistress Lee some sissy lingerie and a few sexy outfits that she picked out for me. They arrived yesterday, and I started trying them on. Mistress Lee saw them and she really liked how they looked on me, which made me happy.

Honestly, it made me feel like her slut in the best way. I also got a customized collar that says “Lee Slave” on it. When I put it on, I really felt like I belonged to her.

Thank you my goddess LeeDom, for choosing me and for everything you do for me.

Today I just want to write something about my goodess Mistress Lee.

In the beginning, I didn’t fully understand how the relationship between a mistress and a sub worked, but after getting to know her, I started to understand it more. She’s firm, but truly one of the kindest people I’ve met.

What I love is that she knows exactly when to be firm and when to be gentle. I’ve grown attached to her like a child who just wants to be around her all the time. Thank you Mistress Lee, for everything.

In the past few days, I’ve been thinking about what to write in my diary about Mistress Lee. We had a session recently that involved using ice, and it was such an interesting experience. There was a mix of little tingles and a bit of pain, but I really enjoyed it. Still, I don’t want this diary to be all about the sessions. I want to write something truly heartfelt about how much she means to me.

Mistress Lee feels like an angel who appeared in my life, and I’ve grown incredibly attached to her. I want to express just how much I love and respect her, and how I’m ready to serve her and obey her as long as I’m with her. This diary is for her, and it’s all about her. I hope she always knows how much I care and that my biggest wish is to make her happy.

Thank you, Mistress Lee, for everything. I love you  so much, and I’m honored to be yours ❤️.

Yesterday’s task from my goddess Mistress Lee pushed me deeper into her control, and I loved every moment of it. She made me feel like her slut, and I felt proud and honored to be shaped by her. Even during the task, my mind was completely on her, and my body reacted in a way that showed how strong her influence is on me.

Thanks Mistress Lee ❤️🧎🏽

Yesterday, Mistress Lee and I had a session that meant a lot to me. I was really nervous at first, but the moment I heard her voice, all my fear disappeared. She knew exactly when to be firm and when to be gentle, and I was amazed by how she guided me through it. 

Thank you, Mistress Lee, for everything. I’ll always do my best to make you happy.

Today I finally accepted the ownership request from Mistress Lee, and it meant everything to me. Knowing she chose to own me made me feel claimed, steady, and exactly where I belong.

I’m proud to be her property, and grateful she accepted me as hers.

Yesterday, Mistress Lee gave me the same task I had struggled with before. She wanted to see if I could improve. I practiced over and over, and the whole time I was worried about disappointing her again. But in the end, she was very proud of me. She noticed how much I had improved and praised my work.

Thank you, Mistress Lee, for guiding me and allowing me to serve you.

Today was all about Mistress Lee taking the lead. We did some online shopping for my sissy clothes and lingerie, and she chose every single item herself. I simply followed her direction and completed whatever steps were needed.

It felt really special to have her pick out everything for me. Knowing that each piece was chosen by her makes it all the more meaningful, and I can’t wait for them to arrive. It’s another step in this journey she’s guiding me through, and I’m grateful for her choices.

Mistress Lee, I’m deeply grateful for everything you do for me. Thank you for guiding me and shaping me.

Today I’ve been thinking a lot about yesterday’s tasks. I didn’t do one of them very well, and that made me sad because I really wanted to impress Mistress Lee. I promised her I’ll improve, and I truly mean it. Her guidance is important to me, and I want to do better for her.

I’m also excited because today I’ll be picking up my new sissy clothes for her, which is a mix of nervousness and excitement in a good way.

There’s also something new I’ve noticed about myself. Since meeting her, I no longer feel like I want to touch myself without her permission. It’s like my own desires are now linked to her approval, and I don’t want to act on them without knowing it’s what she wants. It’s a strange but meaningful change for me.

In the end, I just want to keep getting better for her.

Yesterday there were some tasks with my goddess Mistress Lee, and honestly, they were really enjoyable. I had a great time doing them, even with the chastity cage and the butt plug. 

I was a bit nervous about not letting her down or upsetting her like the day before, so I tried my best to do everything as well as I could.

During one of the tasks, there was a mix of pleasure and pain , but every time I felt that challenge, I just remembered Mistress Lee and how I didn’t want to disappoint her. 

In the end, she rated me 10 out of 10 for my performance, and I was really, really proud and happy with that.

Her happiness and satisfaction is my goal.

Yesterday I was slow with the tasks my goddess Mistress Lee gave me, and I could tell she wasn’t happy about it. That bothered me more than I expected, and I just wanted to fix things. I sent her flowers to apologize, and I’m really glad she accepted them.

Her message afterward made me feel so much better. She told me she’s training me and that she likes my obedience. Hearing that from Mistress Lee meant a lot to me and helped settle everything.

The truth is, everything about her affects me. She’s always on my mind, and I just want to keep getting better for her.

I’m really enjoying this experience with  my goddess Mistress Lee.

It’s not just about the feeling of giving myself over and following her instructions it’s the fact that I’m doing what she asks and truly enjoying every moment of it. With Mistress Lee, I find myself wanting to do everything to the best of my ability, not just because she told me to, but because I genuinely want to earn her approval. Her satisfaction means a lot to me, and that feeling of making Mistress Lee happy just makes the whole experience even more fulfilling.

I can’t stop thinking about her. She stays in my mind even when we’re not talking, and her presence follows me through my whole day.

Thank you Mistress Lee for everything you doing for me.

Lately I’ve been thinking a lot about Mistress Lee ❤️. She has a calm but strong presence that’s hard to explain. Even with a few words, she somehow makes me feel more focused and grounded. I appreciate the way she guides me without pushing too much.

I’m not sure where things will go, but I can already feel her influence in a good way. And I’m genuinely thankful for that.