Slave krim

sorry , not in the mood for writing, i got some bad news about my sister

So maybe I write tomorrow 

End of the week, so time to write in my diary:

I had a really nice week with my goddess. She can sometimes surprise with a task when I don't expect it. Mostly when I read the assignment, i get already aroused and can't wait to do it. She always try to challenge me by not giving me permission to cum.

So it's edging and hold back 😆, but I can manage it ( not always easy for me ). I make so much precum, I have to clean me in the bathroom. She likes it very much and I love her comment on it, it makes me sometimes blush a bit.

Today I had to go on my knees, stroking without cuming and moaning for her. I think that's a favorite position for my goddess, seeing me going to almost cuming. And my pleasure is that I can do something for her and knowing she likes it.

Goddess, thanks for being a part of my life 💋💋🥰🥰

Today was a very nice day here. I had the opportunity to have a conversation with other mistresses/ goddesses/ ladies. And that is something that I like. Don't have to be about sex all the time, there are other things in life.

I had also a nice task from my goddess. I did it with my whole soul and i know she appreciate that very much. And with a lot of moaning 🥰, she likes that even more. She challenged me to edge for 6 min without cumming and I did. We agreed to make a game of it and to edge longer without cumming. For next time it will be 8 min and she will give me a reward. What could a slave wish more? Nothing.

We train for that to take it longer to 20 min ( to much maybe), We will see.

Thx goddes for the task and it was a pleasure to do that for you. 🥰😘💋

It's been a week now that I wrote something in my diary.

I like it more and more to serve my goddess, I feel  myself more comfortable than ever with her every day.

I did some tasks for her and I always hope I can please her. I do it with whole my soul for her.

Is she a strict goddess? Not so, but thank God for that, I like it the way she does.

But she sure knows what she want and how she want it. Let say: she has balls on her body😆 , don't mess with her.

That's something I like: a soft goddess but with her rules and dare to express her desires .

I'm totally happy that she owns me here and I hope we grow further in our relation as goddess/slave

I'm all yours and for you alone  goddess 💋😍😘

For the first time I did some chatting with an other mistress and it was not what I expected. There was no really conversation, just asked a tribute for a coffee and she disappeared, no talking and no task.

So I have decided to not take the initiative any more to talk. If other mistresses want to say something, it's ok and I will respond.

I stay close with my goddess. I know here better than any other mistress. I like her, what and how she speaks with me, how she use me for her desires with tasks. And I like to do the things she asks from me, nothing feels uncomfortable for me. 

It's strange that we have such a connection in the little time we know each other without meeting in real life.

Hope that our relation keeps growing and last longer, with respect for the goddess/slave dynamic

Love you Goddess

So it was a nice quiet day today. This morning I felt so horny and I needed to play.

I asked my mistress and she send me an invitation for a session. Both happy with the play.

Further more I did some things in house and went for groceries.

As I'm single, I have to do everything and sometimes I's not easy to manage. But I make the best of it.

Do I miss a girl in my life? Sure I do but not so much for the sex ( but I miss that too) but more for the usual things between partners.

The little chitchat in life about common things, just a conversation, going both out for a coffee ( for me tea pls).

You miss more those little things and most couples are not aware of that. I always say to couples : take her more in your arms, say that you love her, kiss her before you go somewhere....little things but it means a lot in a relation.

It's a cliche: but you know what you have when you miss it.

That's why I'm happy with my mistress.

When I text her ( and she is available ) she tries to respond, not much but it means a lot for me just talking to a girl.

And we have, from my side, a good relation. I always look forward to say her good morning, goodnight, what we gonna do etc...

A bit a light in my life.

Thank you for being part of my life , mistress. It's from a distance but it means a lot for me.

Today my mistress surprised me with an assignment of a task. I didn't expect that.

I was really happy that she give me from her time and attention.

And as a bonus it was a  fun-task, I enjoyed it very much.

Thanks mistress.

Although I can talk with others, I haven't felt the need to do it🤣🤣 

Because of what I wrote here , my mistress has given me more freedom and I have great respect for that decision because it mend  a lot for her to have control.

So I'm allowed to talk with other mistresses.

But I'm not gonna abuse my freedom, she is still my owner.

We talked a bit about it, and I promised here to keep worshipping her and when I want to do something with an other mistress, I ask first permission from her.

And that's not more then fair. She trust me and I show her my loyalty to her.

So we keep the same relationship between us with some more freedom.

Thank you for that mistress.

Some thoughts about the rule: not allowed to talk

It can be a powerful tool for a mistress and give a dynamic in the relationship

However it has consequences for the slave but also a responsibility for the master/ mistress

Keep in mind that when you set the rule, the only reason a slave has to come to the site is you and you alone

When a slave comes online and his master/mistress isn't online, it's game over for him. He can't speak or interact with others and has no reason to stay online

When a slave comes online and his master/ mistress is online, he can only speak with you.

But when the master/ mistress has no time for him ( he/she is doing nothing, talking with other doms or free slaves, etc ...), he has no reason to stay online. Most of the time they log off.

When that happens often, you create slaves that are not happy. Not happy with the site ( this site is useless, can't do anything) and not happy with you, master/mistress.

Are you as master/ mistress talking with other slaves? Why do you do that? It's fun , give a dynamic. Can you imagine what a slave feels that this is not allowed for him and the person who he can talk with give no reaction?

Put yourself for a moment in the place of the slave: you want to make some fun, come online but you can't talk to nobody and the the one who you can talk with give no reaction or has time for you. Is it still funny to spend time on the site? Well I don't gonna stare to my screen for 10 min to look for some reaction. Most of the time I log off and go to an other site where I can talk with others and spend some money there.

So It's for the master/mistress to find a balance with there slaves. Saying nothing isn't good, but you don't have to talk all the time.

But remember you are the only person he can talk too.

With talking a bit to there slaves, masters and mistresses show there appreciation to the slaves for there devotion and work they do for them.

In my opinion the best use of it, is as a punishment for a period not as a permanent rule.

Think about it before you set the rule ' not allowed to talk'  

yesterday before I went to sleep I get a message from my mistress to play for her

She loved that I came for her but she let me the freedom to choose how.

What I certainly had to do is moaning, she loves that so much.

So i did my best and send it as a video to her, so we had both sweet dreams that night

Yesterday I had a wonderful play with my mistress Miri50, hot and very steamy

I gave myself totally for her and It pleased her. That's was my greatest reward, that she liked it seeing me play.

It gives me a boost to do better and try harder to please her.