Slave krim

Already New Year , time goes so fast, sometimes it's good and sometimes it's bad. But we can't stop time.

An other week here on slave-market and it's still the same. Do they find a solution or not? We hear nothing about it. We wait and see what comes next.

Luckely I can see my owner on an other platform. I don't understand that they didn't keep that option open for everyone: the possibility to buy the contacts of a mistress, not for a limited time but for the whole period that the site is on hold.

 I had a nice week with my owner. I can say that she is my first real mistress that I have, that's how I feel it. She knows what she wants and how she wants it, but always with her slave in mind. And she gives afterwards a good caring. You know a session can be painful and your breathing goes higher, but she can calm you down with her voice and talking afterwards, That give me a nice sensation and feeling that works long after we ended the session.

With our conversations , we understand each other better than before. And that is good, she sometimes knows my needs by how I speak to her. 

We keep building up our relation so it can last a long time

Love you My Lady. Dark Angeal

It was a lovely week with my owner, Dark Angeal. The more I know her, the more I surrender myself to her. We had a couple of sessions this week> And sometimes she surprises me, we start a chat in the morning about random things, then it becomes more spicy and before I realise we are in the middle of a session. I like it when she phones me and I get the privilege to hear her voice. It's almost that she knows what I like without seeing me. One time she ordered me to stroke the head of my cock and she noticed ( maybe by my voice) that I want to do long fast strokes. The times we had a play together , she allowed me always to cum, thanks for that My Lady. Sometimes she likes a voice recording from me or a video when I cum. She loves my moaning when I cum. Always wonderful to serve you My Lady.

I'm always surprised how caring she is for me, but really caring not just out of  politness. Knowing that, helps to talk about anything with here. We have long conversations, that helps to trust and understand each other. It's a blessing to have you as my mistress.

On the other hand she likes to keep control over me. And I don't mind that, I'm in good hands with her. She can push me but never harms me. That's good thing for a slave to know that.

i know that she want to mark me as her property on slave-market. But for the moment it isn't possible and that's annoying  her. Don't worry My Lady, I'm yours and for you alone.

So now I'm worshipping as much as I can so she gets a rank higher. Then she can rewrite our profile and give us a name as she likes. I'm curious what it will be for me but I gonna wear that name with proud. When she can do that, it let see a bit what she sees in me, what desires she has and how she like to use me. It will be an exciting time.

Thank you My Lady for the honour to have a D/S relation with you.

What will bring next week? I don't know, it's up to my owner, lovely Dark Angeal.

It was a very nice week that I had with Dark Angael. You know, we're new for each other and it's all about knowing us better. It's going better day by day, and I like that. Our band and interaction get stronger.

She has a strong personality. She can be sweet and nice to her property, but she knows what she likes and push you to the limit. That's how a dom should be: getting the best out of you without harming you. New for me was how she did some after care as we had a session. With her sweet voice she helps you controlling your breath and keeps softly talking a bit. That was very relaxing to me and I appreciated  it very much. Thank you Dark Angael 🥰. When I talk with her I see how she cares about her slaves. She really sees you as her possession and property, and she would go through fire if necessary to stand up for them.

We did already long conversations, I see that she likes that but also I. No way to learn each other more  then by talking. We talked about different thing, and sometimes spicy ones so I got a bit aroused. She notice that and ask me if I feel something. Of course I feel something, then spontaneously she guide me by touching myself to a climax. I'm always surprised how get there because we had no intention to do so😉.

Today we did a real session. She called me by phone, and hearing her is already a reward. She instructed me, pushed me to the edge a couple times and I cum for her. I loved it and i was happy to serve her.

And I see it going better the longer we are together. So I'm excited what it brings to us.

My dear owner, Dark Angael, I go on me knees for you to serve you better and better. And obey you more and more. I trust you so much that i give me totally to you.

Hope you keep caring about me ( I know you will do that, for sure)

Love you Dark Angael     

After a period without an owner , I finally have found one, Dark Angael.

So I started a journey with her and we see where it leads us to.

Is she different as my previous owner? Of course she is, just like we , human beings, are different.

She likes to have control over me. And I like that, doing things for her, it gives me pleasure.

She is also more into seeking my boundaries of pain, and then more specific in nipple play.

I had last night a session with her and  at the moment it was painful but then she let me cum, the the relief was intense.

She give me the permission to hear her voice and that aroused me even more, I was so happy to hear her. It was better then I could imagine.

So thank you, My Lady, for taking care of me. And that I may grow under your wings to get a better obedient slave to serve you.

It was a emotional rollercoaster for me the last weeks. I had to deal with some serious things in my family, my sister passed away. But it was the best thing that could happen, she had so much pain.

It's not a happy moment but it's unfortunately part of our lives. Some are lucky and make it to 80 or 90, but others just 20 or 30 and even younger. We can't change that, what happens, happens and we have to deal with it. Luckely she lived till 68, had a good live, good husband and the children are all settled. She has seen most of the grand children, travelled a lot and has seen things in the world that other never see. It's always to early but I have peace with it.

And don't forget, whatever happens, life goes on, the earth isn't going to slow down for it. So make the best of your own life, don't sit down and wait for something, make your life worth to live.

My goddess and me had a quiet week, I wasn't in the mood for tasks. And now everything changed on the site.

Not happy with it but I understand it. I hope that it become as soon as possible back normal. But for a owned slave doesn't change much. What can we as a slave do on the site? Just worshipping my owner and I keep doing that, almost at 1000 times worship.

I don't understand why they don't let the opportunity open to buy contact of mistresses. I'm sure that there are slave who regret that they didn't bought it. It's a small thing but it would soften the circumstances.

Just hope that it becomes normal soon.

I have contact with my owner and we have to see how we gonna do it. It will become good, I know for sure. She is a sweet goddess, we understand each other ..... but she know what she want  🙄

Love you goddess 💋💋

End of the week, so time to write in my diary:

I had a really nice week with my goddess. She can sometimes surprise with a task when I don't expect it. Mostly when I read the assignment, i get already aroused and can't wait to do it. She always try to challenge me by not giving me permission to cum.

So it's edging and hold back 😆, but I can manage it ( not always easy for me ). I make so much precum, I have to clean me in the bathroom. She likes it very much and I love her comment on it, it makes me sometimes blush a bit.

Today I had to go on my knees, stroking without cuming and moaning for her. I think that's a favorite position for my goddess, seeing me going to almost cuming. And my pleasure is that I can do something for her and knowing she likes it.

Goddess, thanks for being a part of my life 💋💋🥰🥰

Today was a very nice day here. I had the opportunity to have a conversation with other mistresses/ goddesses/ ladies. And that is something that I like. Don't have to be about sex all the time, there are other things in life.

I had also a nice task from my goddess. I did it with my whole soul and i know she appreciate that very much. And with a lot of moaning 🥰, she likes that even more. She challenged me to edge for 6 min without cumming and I did. We agreed to make a game of it and to edge longer without cumming. For next time it will be 8 min and she will give me a reward. What could a slave wish more? Nothing.

We train for that to take it longer to 20 min ( to much maybe), We will see.

Thx goddes for the task and it was a pleasure to do that for you. 🥰😘💋

It's been a week now that I wrote something in my diary.

I like it more and more to serve my goddess, I feel  myself more comfortable than ever with her every day.

I did some tasks for her and I always hope I can please her. I do it with whole my soul for her.

Is she a strict goddess? Not so, but thank God for that, I like it the way she does.

But she sure knows what she want and how she want it. Let say: she has balls on her body😆 , don't mess with her.

That's something I like: a soft goddess but with her rules and dare to express her desires .

I'm totally happy that she owns me here and I hope we grow further in our relation as goddess/slave

I'm all yours and for you alone  goddess 💋😍😘

For the first time I did some chatting with an other mistress and it was not what I expected. There was no really conversation, just asked a tribute for a coffee and she disappeared, no talking and no task.

So I have decided to not take the initiative any more to talk. If other mistresses want to say something, it's ok and I will respond.

I stay close with my goddess. I know here better than any other mistress. I like her, what and how she speaks with me, how she use me for her desires with tasks. And I like to do the things she asks from me, nothing feels uncomfortable for me. 

It's strange that we have such a connection in the little time we know each other without meeting in real life.

Hope that our relation keeps growing and last longer, with respect for the goddess/slave dynamic

Love you Goddess

So it was a nice quiet day today. This morning I felt so horny and I needed to play.

I asked my mistress and she send me an invitation for a session. Both happy with the play.

Further more I did some things in house and went for groceries.

As I'm single, I have to do everything and sometimes I's not easy to manage. But I make the best of it.

Do I miss a girl in my life? Sure I do but not so much for the sex ( but I miss that too) but more for the usual things between partners.

The little chitchat in life about common things, just a conversation, going both out for a coffee ( for me tea pls).

You miss more those little things and most couples are not aware of that. I always say to couples : take her more in your arms, say that you love her, kiss her before you go somewhere....little things but it means a lot in a relation.

It's a cliche: but you know what you have when you miss it.

That's why I'm happy with my mistress.

When I text her ( and she is available ) she tries to respond, not much but it means a lot for me just talking to a girl.

And we have, from my side, a good relation. I always look forward to say her good morning, goodnight, what we gonna do etc...

A bit a light in my life.

Thank you for being part of my life , mistress. It's from a distance but it means a lot for me.

Today my mistress surprised me with an assignment of a task. I didn't expect that.

I was really happy that she give me from her time and attention.

And as a bonus it was a  fun-task, I enjoyed it very much.

Thanks mistress.

Although I can talk with others, I haven't felt the need to do it🤣🤣 

Because of what I wrote here , my mistress has given me more freedom and I have great respect for that decision because it mend  a lot for her to have control.

So I'm allowed to talk with other mistresses.

But I'm not gonna abuse my freedom, she is still my owner.

We talked a bit about it, and I promised here to keep worshipping her and when I want to do something with an other mistress, I ask first permission from her.

And that's not more then fair. She trust me and I show her my loyalty to her.

So we keep the same relationship between us with some more freedom.

Thank you for that mistress.

Some thoughts about the rule: not allowed to talk

It can be a powerful tool for a mistress and give a dynamic in the relationship

However it has consequences for the slave but also a responsibility for the master/ mistress

Keep in mind that when you set the rule, the only reason a slave has to come to the site is you and you alone

When a slave comes online and his master/mistress isn't online, it's game over for him. He can't speak or interact with others and has no reason to stay online

When a slave comes online and his master/ mistress is online, he can only speak with you.

But when the master/ mistress has no time for him ( he/she is doing nothing, talking with other doms or free slaves, etc ...), he has no reason to stay online. Most of the time they log off.

When that happens often, you create slaves that are not happy. Not happy with the site ( this site is useless, can't do anything) and not happy with you, master/mistress.

Are you as master/ mistress talking with other slaves? Why do you do that? It's fun , give a dynamic. Can you imagine what a slave feels that this is not allowed for him and the person who he can talk with give no reaction?

Put yourself for a moment in the place of the slave: you want to make some fun, come online but you can't talk to nobody and the the one who you can talk with give no reaction or has time for you. Is it still funny to spend time on the site? Well I don't gonna stare to my screen for 10 min to look for some reaction. Most of the time I log off and go to an other site where I can talk with others and spend some money there.

So It's for the master/mistress to find a balance with there slaves. Saying nothing isn't good, but you don't have to talk all the time.

But remember you are the only person he can talk too.

With talking a bit to there slaves, masters and mistresses show there appreciation to the slaves for there devotion and work they do for them.

In my opinion the best use of it, is as a punishment for a period not as a permanent rule.

Think about it before you set the rule ' not allowed to talk'  

yesterday before I went to sleep I get a message from my mistress to play for her

She loved that I came for her but she let me the freedom to choose how.

What I certainly had to do is moaning, she loves that so much.

So i did my best and send it as a video to her, so we had both sweet dreams that night

Yesterday I had a wonderful play with my mistress Miri50, hot and very steamy

I gave myself totally for her and It pleased her. That's was my greatest reward, that she liked it seeing me play.

It gives me a boost to do better and try harder to please her.