100% brat verified (yes... i literally aced it 😊)
Sweet when I want to be, menace when you deserve it.
Looking for someone who doesn’t tap out when it gets playful.
Bring consistency, confidence, & patience.
I’ll bring the spark ✨
Day 8 — On My Knees (Again)
Hey Google, play On My Knees by RÜFÜS DU SOL…
There’s something about this song, that pull between power and surrender, between losing control and choosing to fall.
It’s not about being weak.
It’s about craving something intense enough that you’d let your walls drop just to feel it fully.
On my knees, not because I’m broken, but because there’s a thrill in giving in only when I decide to.
It’s devotion with edge.
A surrender earned, not taken.
If I kneel, trust me, it’s because I want to, not because I had to.
🫦🔥
Day 7 - I want to Be the Favorite
Doesn't everyone want that? I don’t just want attention, I want the kind that makes it obvious it’s about me (because… it is about me 😌).
Not one of the toys. The favorite one.
The one that never makes it back to the shelf because someone can’t stop touching it.
And yes, I want to be spoiled, loudly, and unfairly. I want “of course it’s her” energy.
Is it brat behavior?
Probably.
Do I care?
Naah.
I don’t need exclusivity.
I just need to be the one who gets picked first… and treated like it.
And maybe then I just might devote myself to serving.
Yours Only,
E.
Day 6 – Bunny Energy
I realized something small but kind of important: I really like being called bunny.
I know, I know oh how original, another bunny submissive, right? But still... There’s something about the word that softens everything. It makes me feel gentle, playful, & safe, like I can finally drop the armor and just be.
But don’t be fooled, this little bunny has teeth. I can get dark just as easily as I can be soft, & both sides deserve their place.
Just remember … not everyone earns the right to use that name. Bunnies don’t trust strangers so easily. 🖤
For now, im just going to let myself enjoy that feeling, my own little "bunny energy".
Yours Only,
E 🐇
Day 5 — The Power of No
I’m learning the power of no.
Not as rebellion, but as a reminder, my obedience is earned, not assumed.
Im learning to recognize my limits & stand by them. I know I can push myself & grow, but I also know when something doesn’t feel safe.
Maybe it’s the brat in me, but I don’t kneel for promises. I kneel for consistency, safety, & the kind of reassurance that doesn’t vanish when things get quiet.
My “no” isn’t defiance. It’s a boundary with backbone. It’s the test that shows who listens, who’s patient, and who deserves my yes 🙇🏽♀️
And maybe that makes me a bad slave… but hey, I’m still learning, and I’m still trying
Your Only,
E. 💋
Day 4 - Lessons the Hard Way
I got a harsh reminder this week about what happens when I push too far. It wasn't fun, and honestly it left me feeling small and embarrassed, but maybe that's what I needed to hear the message.
I keep learning that wanting more power means learning how to handle it with humility first. I hate that lesson every time it comes up... but I guess that's how growth usually feels.
Let's just say being a "bad girl" has very unpleasant consequences, and I won't be testing that theory again anytime soon. 😅
But damn I love pushing buttons...
Yours Only,
E.
Day 3 – Learning to Listen
I didn’t expect affirmations to hit so hard. Saying them out loud felt strange at first, like I was admitting something I wasn’t ready to believe yet. But each repetition sank in a little deeper, quieting the noise in my head.
I still fidgeted, still rolled my eyes once or twice, but I listened. And part of me liked it..being guided, being reminded, learning to trust the words instead of fighting them.
Honestly? Affirmations are hot! 🥵 The way they settle in, soften me, and make me melt, they bring me to my knees.
Favorite line of the day: I am strong, I am a slave, I am beautiful...
Yours Only,
E.
Day 2 Broke Bitch Problems
I want a Mistress so bad… but damn, why am I such a broke little bitch? 😩
Half the time I’m convinced I’m not worthy. The other half I’m imagining being on my knees for some of you Mistresses already.
My profile might say “brat,” but I swear I’m well behaved… (most of the time).
Yours Only,
E.
Day 1 - Jumping in
I should’ve probably started this earlier… but here we are. Day 1 of my diary.
What have I learned so far? Y’all are freaks… and I kinda love it. 😉
Yours Only,
E.
