Slave YoursOnlyE

Day 7 - I want to Be the Favorite

Doesn't everyone want that? I don’t just want attention, I want the kind that makes it obvious it’s about me (because… it is about me 😌).

Not one of the toys. The favorite one.
The one that never makes it back to the shelf because someone can’t stop touching it.

And yes, I want to be spoiled, loudly, and unfairly. I want “of course it’s her” energy.

Is it brat behavior?
Probably.
Do I care?
Naah.

I don’t need exclusivity.
I just need to be the one who gets picked first… and treated like it.

And maybe then I just might devote myself to serving. 

Yours Only,

E.

Day 6 – Bunny Energy

I realized something small but kind of important: I really like being called bunny. 

I know, I know oh how original, another bunny submissive, right? But still... There’s something about the word that softens everything. It makes me feel gentle, playful, & safe, like I can finally drop the armor and just be. 

But don’t be fooled, this little bunny has teeth. I can get dark just as easily as I can be soft, & both sides deserve their place.

Just remember … not everyone earns the right to use that name. Bunnies don’t trust strangers so easily. 🖤

For now, im just going to let myself enjoy that feeling, my own little "bunny energy".

Yours Only,

E 🐇

Day 5 — The Power of No 

I’m learning the power of no.

Not as rebellion, but as a reminder, my obedience is earned, not assumed.

Im learning to recognize my limits & stand by them. I know I can push myself & grow, but I also know when something doesn’t feel safe.

Maybe it’s the brat in me, but I don’t kneel for promises. I kneel for consistency, safety, & the kind of reassurance that doesn’t vanish when things get quiet.

My “no” isn’t defiance. It’s a boundary with backbone. It’s the test that shows who listens, who’s patient, and who deserves my yes 🙇🏽‍♀️

And maybe that makes me a bad slave… but hey, I’m still learning, and I’m still trying 

Your Only,

E. 💋

Day 4 - Lessons the Hard Way

I got a harsh reminder this week about what happens when I push too far. It wasn't fun, and honestly it left me feeling small and embarrassed, but maybe that's what I needed to hear the message.

I keep learning that wanting more power means learning how to handle it with humility first. I hate that lesson every time it comes up... but I guess that's how growth usually feels.

Let's just say being a "bad girl" has very unpleasant consequences, and I won't be testing that theory again anytime soon. 😅

But damn I love pushing buttons...

Yours Only,

E.

Day 3 – Learning to Listen

I didn’t expect affirmations to hit so hard. Saying them out loud felt strange at first, like I was admitting something I wasn’t ready to believe yet. But each repetition sank in a little deeper, quieting the noise in my head.

I still fidgeted, still rolled my eyes once or twice, but I listened. And part of me liked it..being guided, being reminded, learning to trust the words instead of fighting them.

Honestly? Affirmations are hot! 🥵 The way they settle in, soften me, and make me melt, they bring me to my knees.

Favorite line of the day: I am strong, I am a slave, I am beautiful...

Yours Only,

E.

Day 2 Broke Bitch Problems

I want a Mistress so bad… but damn, why am I such a broke little bitch? 😩

Half the time I’m convinced I’m not worthy. The other half I’m imagining being on my knees for some of you Mistresses already.

My profile might say “brat,” but I swear I’m well behaved… (most of the time).

Yours Only,

E.

Day 1 - Jumping in 

I should’ve probably started this earlier… but here we are. Day 1 of my diary.

What have I learned so far? Y’all are freaks… and I kinda love it. 😉

Yours Only,

E.