Slave MyGoodBoy

Oh boy, here comes another new week. Helmet ready? Strapped in? Here we go!

What a day. Too personal to post here, but my oh my what a day. Happy the weekend is here., I need the down time. 

Sleep. Wake. Routine. Sleep. Wake. Routine. Life just chugging away. Nothing new, all business today.  Now, rest to recharge myself before another day I'd the same. Sleep well.

New cage day!!! Still waiting, super excited though. Is it weird that I get super excited about the prospect and anticipation of locking my cock in a tiny steel cage and giving the only keys to the lock to someone i've never met thousands of miles away? Some would call thar crazy, for a few different reasons, but here I am excited and giddy thinking about it. Oh well, some people will simply never understand. I can't wait till it gets here. So many fun new adventures. A new cage arriving is like being introduced to a new intimate friend. Such a pleasure.

Lo g day, many activities. Everything is good. Cranked out 2 hot ones thanks to my lovely lady. Relaxed and headstrong, albeit tired. Sleep is the goal for tonight. Solid sleep. Melatonin and whiskey (4 fingers on ice, x3). We'll see what tomorrow brings.

0 for 3. Not sure what's up but this has to end soon. I'm free for now, at least. New cage comes monday, and i'm getting plenty of fun relaxation until then ;).

Slept in leg shackles and leather last night, as directed by my owner. Was hoping I'd have some hot, sexy, depraved dreams to document here this morning but that was not the case. Restless, felling sleep, bad dreams, nightmares. I'm not sure what's going on in my head space but it was overall a terrible night. One of those nights where you wake up more tired than then you went to bed. Busy day today, lots of travel around town, gonna get lots of windshield time in. Hoping sleep is better tonight. 

What a day. Mondays are horrible, doubly so coming back from a holiday break. I'm bushed. Light dinner, quick work out, two taps on my cage to let acknowledge my status as owned property with a longing whisper of "good night" to my mistress, and I'm down for the count. Rinse and repeat tomorrow. "The grind" isn't just a clever name.

Not much to discuss, Sunday wind-down. Winter break is over, getting prepped to return to the daily grind again. Unfortunately no super wonderful or fantastic dreams to recount. Don't really remember what I dreamed about at all. Exciting though knowing that ixll be starting my week and back to the daily routine locked and under control. It's comforting.

3 days in. The subconscious submissiveness of being caged seems to have taken root in me. Last night I had a very vivid dream., in my dream i awoke in a cage. A small, cube cage suitable for a medium to large sized dog, but this was was far more robust; heavy steel bars, welded, and a big lock on the door. Aside from my chastity cage, steel manacles on my wrists and ankles, a steel collar, a hood, and a panel gag, I was nude. Chained on my knees with my hands behind my back, forced to kneel in the small cage. I didn't know how I'd got there, I didn't know who was keeping me, and I didn't knkw when (or if) I'd get out, but I remember being oddly calm about the whole thing. Like, obviously someone put me in here, so they will be back. It was odd that I wasn't panicking. I remember feeling the feelings and restraint inside the cage, but also seeing myself in the cage from the outside. It was surreal. My big takeaway was, obviously i'm submissive to the bondage, and I seem to be very at home with that. 

2 days into the new year. Feeling good. Busy days, plenty of distractions. We'll, except for one locked stainless steel one. No distracting from that. I have high hopes for the new year, very optimistic. New year new experiences, right? Early night tonight, another busy one tomorrow. I'll save the chains for another night.

A new year. Another new begining. A new chapter to the story. I've entered locked and denied, controlled by my owner. In my younger boxing days Round 1 was always where I'd "set the tone"; shock and awe, come out strong, fierce, confident, but restrained. Give my opponent a taste of what's to come, but leave enough left to still be able to deliver a few surprises along the way. A new year is no different, particularly in a D/s dynamic. I'm starting off strong, confident, fierce, and yes, restrained. And baby, i've still got some tricks squirreled away for later. 

Day 3. Experience notes that tonight will be the most difficult, but once it has passed things will become more routine and easier. I've been here before, know this beast well. It's a difficult dragon to slay, but it can be slain. After tonight the routine is, well, more routine. It's a dichotomy of urge and want vs. ability. The longer i'm locked, the more desperate I become and the more thankful I am to be locked, which precipitates more desperation, and on and on; and endless chasm of one feeding the other. It matters not though, i do not belong to myself, because she owns me.

New diary started - chastity log running. Duration? Not sure. My wonderful mistress, my goddess, Dark Angael is in control of that. While I am no stranger to chastity, or prolonged chastity, new adventures are always exciting. Particularly when I don't hold the keys. The power exchange is exquisite. A Slave willfully locking away a part of their physical body. Not just any part,  but one of the main sources of pleasure. Giving control of that to another person; to a superior. Such a grand act.

And for that keyholder, that dom/domme, that superior... what a gift. Owning and controlling a piece of your devoted slave. A major and important source of worldly pleasure for them all for you, and just you, to control. The power, the responsibility.... The dynamic is both psychologically elevated and savagely primal.