My update for 12 October: I haven’t updated my diary for the 9 going to the 11 of October because I was suffering from a headache and took painkillers which took away most of my feelings, so needless to say I didn’t feel very horny or wanted to touch myself for those days. Late night on the 11th Goddess Trait has started a chastity challenge with me for 15 days, so I locked my keys in a safe with a number tag on and started submitting my chastity logs. When I woke up in the morning, I was super horny, and I humped my bed. Of course, I can’t unlock now and going to the toilet is a bit messier and cleaning needs to be more thoroughly.
My update for 8 October: Today I woke up because of a painful pinch on my skin from the cage but I adjusted the ring, and it quickly went away. During my sleep I had a kinky dream, I believe it might be a result of staying locked and didn’t touch myself at all for 7 days straight, I wonder how my dreams will be the longer I stay locked. I felt very horny today and watched a lot of porn, so I squeezed my balls and rubbed the bit of foreskin coming out of the cage that it made me ooze precum. The whole ordeal has left me with a very bad chase of blue balls and nearly driving insane with frustration. I took a shower and took my cage off to shave down there and clean, I also unlocked when I passed didn’t touch myself at all.
My update for 7 October: Today I felt very tired and struggled through the day similar to yesterday I think I might be coming down with something, also had really bad stomach cramps and decided to sleep them off. I haven't felt horny or excited and I didn’t feel the need to play with myself, and I didn’t touch my cage or balls at all. I discussed with Goddess Trait possible ways to bring her pleasure. I went out shopping for food and stuff. I took a shower and took my cage off and cleaned it, I also unlocked when I passed didn’t touch myself at all.
My update for 6 October: Today I felt very tired and struggled trough the day. I didn’t feel horny or excited I just feel like I was going to pass out. I discussed with Goddess Trait was to please her and to get her more fame on the Slave Market site. I did some research on Chastity to be better informed on how tight the ring has to be, on how the material of the cage effects wearing it and checking for sore spots. I did some cleaning around the house, went for a short walk and I slept for a good portion of the day because I really need it. After I woke, I played some online games waiting for Goddess Trait to login in. I took a shower with my cage on, unlocked when I passed urine and swapped chastity cages, didn’t touch myself at all.
My update for 5 October: This morning was lot like yesterday; I was awakened at about 8:00 AM this time by the pain and went to the toilet to relief the pain and erection. I went back to bed to try to get some more sleep but couldn’t get any, instead I felt so horny I humped the air this time. It made me feel like desperate little bitch trying to get some pleasure from locked cock but all it did is leave me frustrated. I had a shower where I unlocked to clean myself and the cage, I felt less tempted to touch my penis because I was thinking about Goddess Trait watching me and knowing how disappointed she would be. I stayed a couple of hours at my PC and watched some porn but all I could to is rub the bit of foreskin again with just tease me like crazy. I got ready and went to a social event for quite some time, but I kept my cage on, forgot that I was wearing it getting lost in conversations but every time I went to the bathroom, I remembered who owns me. I also unlocked myself to pass urine, but I didn’t play with myself.
My update for 4 October: Today I was awakened at about 7:00 AM by the pain cause by my penis trying to get hard in the chastity cage and the ring was pulling on my balls. I went to the toilet and passed urine which seemed to help relief the pain and erection. I went back to bed to get some more sleep and woke up feeling horny, so I humped my matters again as my penis was pulsating with pleasure until I was overwhelmed by feeling of frustration and helplessness. I did some more cleaning around the house to take my mind of my needy penis, and it work as well as yesterday. I watched porn on my PC because I felt horny again and wanted some excitement, but all I did is to rub the foreskin coming out of the cage’s hole and gently squeeze my balls. I did get a bit wet and made feel like pathetic. Later I went out for a walk and lessened to some chastity affirmations that helped me reflect on why I want to stay locked up and the benefits of it. After I came back, I took a shower with the cage on which felt better because I couldn’t get aroused and felt less pressure to make a mistake. I finished the night at my PC and watched some more porn, played online games and watched some videos about chastity care. I have only unlocked myself to pass urine.
My update for 3 October: Today I woke felling horny that I humped my mattress, but after it made my balls hurt. I wished Goddess Trait a good morning. During the day, started to watch porn on my PC, because I felt horny again, so I tried rubbing the little bit of skin form the tip of my penis that is coming out of the pee hole of the cage, but it just felt frustrating and left me in a bit of pain with blue balls. I did some cleaning around the house to take my mind of my needy penis which work quite well. I took shower and unlocked myself to clean my genitals and cage, I was very careful to not touch myself in a pleasing manner, but the water jet from the shower head felt nice and me touching with the sponge. To better control myself, I imagined Goddess Trait standing there watching me and ready to pass judgment for any infraction with started making me hard.
My update for 2.Oct: After we discussed and you agreed on doing the honour system and I promised you that I will tell you every time I unlock myself and how long for, and how I feel at the end of the day. I was very excited that you have so much trust in me and that I am going to stay locked for the next 28 days. I have also overstepped today when I asked you about making me an audio and insisted too much, so you got upset and reminded me of our dynamic and to not be so greedy. I felt terrible for upsetting you and beg for your forgiveness. I also felt like failure for the rest of the day so I reflected on my behaviour and realized I should be more grateful to you and focus on your pleasure not mine. I have only unlocked myself to pass urine because I tried and can’t pass all of it with the cage on, but I didn’t touch myself or felt very horny today.
Date | Ownership change |
2025-07-02 04:09:26 | Starts serving Mistress GoddessTrait |
CHASTITY CHALLENGES
Date Start | Nb Days | Progress | Status |
2025-10-12 | 15 days |
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In progress |
2025-07-28 | 15 days |
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Fail |