Slave Rai

One last entry: 

So I have explored what I wished to explore but I will not continue further. 

Mistress Athena is an amazing Dom, kind, patient, kinky and a real human. I have nothing but amazing things to say about her and I thank her deeply for letting me explore myself with her guidance. 

I wish you all the best. 

Take care. 💖

The importance of daily rituals. 

Rather an important aspect of a Ds relationship. These reassure both parties of their commitment to their agreement. 

Thank you Queen Athena 🩷

Working on my orgasm control. 

While working on an edging task for my Queen Athena, my cock or should I say worm, rebelled against my will of not cuming. My balls emptied themselves without my Goddess permission. A shameful act. 

To teach me more control my Queen commanded 100 paddle slaps of my drained balls. I wanted to make Queen see how much I regretted this unearned orgasm. 

Queen did comment on how red my balls were after their punishment so my sub soul is happy. To feel pain for my Queen is a privilege. 

Thank you Queen Athena ❤️. I know you will train me to be the best sub I can, worthy of such a Goddess. 

The bond deepens. 

Feeling really lucky for having such an amazing person I can call Mistress. 

Goddess Athena is showing me a side I never suspected it existed. 

With her I am becoming a better person. 

With her kindness, love and kinkyness I find myself forming deep bonds that challenge and elevate me. 

One could say even love. 

I am so so grateful Queen Athena 💕💕💕

I made a made mistake.

Recorded the wrong side on the verification paper for my cum log. Thankfully my Mistress allows me to atone for my sins. 

In this case, 1 day of torturous silence and 70 paddle slaps on my tied balls. 

I hope my pain evokes joy for my Queen. 

I am sorry for the mistake Goddess. 

Long story short: Subdrop hit me hard. 

I was 2 steps away from deleting my account in all honestly, but my Mistress preserved me. With incredible patience, empathy and care and above all love. She managed to help me understand my emotions and reassured my fears and insecurities. 

I am really grateful to her, we talked about the dynamic and shared things we never shared before. 

Overall it made our dynamic much stronger. I feel very strong and warm feelings towards my Mistress. I am happy.