I am currently owned by Mistress Zara whom I will be giving all my attention to.
I am a submissive that loves to have a genuine conversation. In my opinion, no good relationship can be build without it. I love to talk but not just about sexual stuff. It can be about anything. I love to chat and have discussions.
Most of my 10+ years of experience is from rl engagements. I have only been experiencing the online experience for over a month. I am however, loving it so far.
As for my sexual side, I have a massive thing for feet. It is my main fetish/weakness ;). I love all things feet. Clean or dirty. This includes socks and footwear but i have a special place for boots <3. I also love humiliaton, degradation, human furniture, trampling and breathplay.
As for my limits, they are pee and poo, Bi, Sissy, Medical, extreme pain and drugs including poppers.
For those interested: my kinky test.
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I am a submissive that loves to have a genuine conversation. In my opinion, no good relationship can be build without it. I love to talk but not just about sexual stuff. It can be about anything. I love to chat and have discussions.
Most of my 10+ years of experience is from rl engagements. I have only been experiencing the online experience for over a month. I am however, loving it so far.
As for my sexual side, I have a massive thing for feet. It is my main fetish/weakness ;). I love all things feet. Clean or dirty. This includes socks and footwear but i have a special place for boots <3. I also love humiliaton, degradation, human furniture, trampling and breathplay.
As for my limits, they are pee and poo, Bi, Sissy, Medical, extreme pain and drugs including poppers.
For those interested: my kinky test.
https://sexualalpha.com/kink-result-page-new/?id=8m9t01dh9qimshmoq9n45hgfd1
Mistress Zara has decided that I needed to workout more. In light of this, I bought myself a gym membership. I planned to go three times a week and told this to Mistress Zara. She immediately told me to go four times a week and go to five times after a month. Then she added something. I am to wear a buttplug every time I go to the gym. This made me experience alot of emotions at the same time.
Today I realized that this kind of control over my life has been exactly what I have been longing for. To feel her presence, throughout the day. I will be reminded of Mistress Zara everytime I go to the gym. Every excercise, every movement. It will be like she is watching me. I know what happens if I fail to wear a buttplug.
I hope she takes control of more parts of my life in such a way. I am not looking for TPE but I would love if she makes me do things in a certain way. I can hope and wait to see what the future holds. I have only experienced a glimpse of the power she can wield and I am curious what she plans to do in the future.
Yesterday, I started my anal training. After almost nine years of avoiding it after an accident, it happened yesterday. I wore a buttplug. To most this would be an insignificant feat but to me, it was breaking through a barrier that so strong that I didnt dare to go near it. I have never associated anal play with pleasure, only pain so it was new.
The first time was very weird. My body was tense and It felt very uncomfortable. Not bc it hurt but bc my body was afraid it was going to hurt again. I have worn it three times that day for very short periods but the third time already made my body relax alot more. It will probably take a long time before I can feel pleasure if at all. However, this buttplug was a small size so I hope it doesnt all come crashing down when I use a bigger version in the future. I have no idea what to expect here so we'll see. At least I am happy I broke through a barrier.
I have started my training with Mistress Zara. So, far I have already moved passed two of my soft limits and I am loving her tasks. I also started wearing a day collar to mark her ownership of me 24/7. She is a kind, humble and resourceful Mistress and I look forward to continuing my training with her.
Soon, my mistress will come back from her vacation and she says my training will begin. I am excited to be trained to her sub. I will put my best effort forward. Today I also broke a long standing soft limit for Mistress Zara. Something which made me feel deeply submissive at that time.
The more I talk to Mistress Zara, the more I realize that I made the right choice. She is very sophisticated and has a wide range of interests. I share quite a few of these interests with Mistress Zara. That's why I am really happy she allowed me to be her property.
I have been serving Mistress Zara for almost a week now. She does not dissappoint. Currently, she is on vacation so I want to let the Mistress enjoy her vacation. It gives me a good chance to figure out how online femdom works. I am new to the strictly online bit and am figuring out what to do and what not to do. It takes some getting used to such as figuring out if I should text Mistress or the other way around or how often should contact occur. I am hoping to have all of these things figured out once Mistress Zara returns from her vacation.
After being owned for a couple days by MIstress Zara, I am hit by one of the first struggle of being an owned slave. Needing permission to cum. Even though I don't participate in the locktober exercise, one of Mistress Zara's rules is that I must always ask for permission to cum. Normally, it would be common for me to mastrubate almost daily but now I can't. I don't want to bother Mistress Zara with it because she is preparing to go on vacation soon but I hope that I may soon get the opportunity once she is settled in.
That being said, I dont regret choosing Mistress Zara as my owner. I love to continue building my D/s relationship with her. I can talk with her about almost anything and I love the tasks she gives. My nipples have only just now started feeling normal again after MIstress Zara ordered me to cover my nipples in Tigerbalm.
Today I started serving the beautiful Mistress Zara. I am looking forward to serving her and session our D/s relationship grow.
| Date | Ownership change |
| 2023-10-10 00:52:49 | Starts serving Mistress Zara |
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Anal Play
You will clean my kitchen wearing pink panties only, with a butt plug nicely inserted, while my friends and I watch.
As part of your training I want you to wear your butt plug for an hour everyday for a month
You will be on your hand and knees in front of Me, facing away from Me, and I will fuck your ass with my heels while I watch TV
Now that you work from home I will attach a remote vibrating dildo to your work chair. You must sit on it while you are working. Occasionally I will switch it on, I hope you're not on too many zoom calls.
You will get a replica of your pathetic cock made. I will fit it to my belt, then you can get ready for some pegging!
I want you to wear your rosebud all day and send me 3 pictures of you wearing it in 3 different public locations.
Wear this butt plug under your pants, we are going out shopping.
Nipple Play
I'm going to tie your hands behind your back and suspend tea bags from your breasts. You will bend to infuse until I tell you to stop.
You will wear nipple clamps and start cleaning until the floor is spotless.
Sissy
You will clean my kitchen wearing pink panties only, with a butt plug nicely inserted, while my friends and I watch.
I want you to go shopping with me and try on the clothes I pick out for you.
You will wear a short skirt, high heels and a butt plug. You will carry these glass of wines on a tray to the other side of the room and you will stay a day in chastity for each glass that you spilled.
You will be kneeling in the entry way of my home during a house party, wearing only panties and a bra - as each guest enters you will give their crouch a kiss
I'm going to the gym today you will come with me as my towel sissy. You will stand next to me as I work out and wipe the sweat from me with a towel.
Discipline
While walking in public, you would always walk behind Me
You will follow me all day a few feet behind and pick up any litter or tidy up any mess I make immediately.
You will take off your clothes and walk like dog in the garden in the middle of the night
Swear you will obey your Master/Mistress's commands every night and morning with a voice recorder and send it to your Master/Mistress
I want you to regularly send me a letter mentioning everything you have done, said, and thought because the slave has no secrets for his Master/Mistress
I want you to always wear a ring or bracelet with an engraved 'Loyal slave of MY NAME'
I will play with your dick until you cum in your pants, you will not clean it up or change pants, but wear them for the rest of the day
Kneel down and hold the phone, so that I can watch a movie on it.
As part of your training I want you to wear your butt plug for an hour everyday for a month
You will serve as my chair while I eat dinner
You are not allowed to curse anymore. Every time I hear you curse, I will have you keep a soap in your mouth for 5 minutes to clean your mouth!
I want you to keep a daily log of punishment on which you will indicate your faults
Put a collar on your neck, go out and kneel down while holding the leash with your mouth, wait in front of the door until i come back
Whenever you give or offer Me something, you will always do it with both of your hands instead of just one
I want you to help me prepare dinner and then be my serving boy as I eat dinner, if you're hungry you can eat leftovers from a dog bowl after I'm done eating and you've washed the dishes
I am hosting a party tonight. You will kneel at the entry. Your hands will be bound behind you and you will be blindfolded. Each guest will introduce themselves to you when they arrive. You must memorize the sound of their voice. Through the evening they will come say hello to you. If you reply to them with the wrong name you must satisfy them orally.
When the weather allows it, you will sleep outside naked in a dog house
I want you to shower fully dressed as a punishment, and dry yourself with a hairdryer
As a punishment I will prepare a pot with ice water and you will crouch on top of it naked so that your testicles rest in the ice water.
I want you to stop immediately what you are doing and shut up when I snap my fingers, and you will kiss my hand to show Me your gratitude and respect
You will practice my hypnosis routine every day. Melt your mind, pour it in a bowl, and give it to Me. You will become a perfect toy for Me to destroy over and over again.
I will tie your hands and attach a leash to your testicles to make sure you follow me submissively everywhere.
Pain & CBT
I will slap your face when I'm not satisfied with you.
You will hold a grape between your teeth and bend over with your hands flat on a table. I will count down from one hundred as I cane you. If your teeth cut the skin of the grape or if you drop it I will stop. You will owe me the remaining number of days in chastity.
I will place a bar of soap in your mouth and cane you for using foul language
I've decided I would prefer your cock and balls to be hairless I don't like looking at your bushy groin. Go fetch the tweezers and get ready for a long night.
I will masturbate you but at the exact moment you want to ejaculate I will squeeze your cock so no cum can come out.
You will wear a shock collar for your training and you will receive an electric shock every time I am not pleased with you.
You will wear nipple clamps and start cleaning until the floor is spotless.
I need you and 5 other slaves to place their balls in the pocket of a billiards table while my friends and I play
I will replace my doorbell with a shock collar remote. Whenever a visitor rings it, you will let me know.
As a punishment I will prepare a pot with ice water and you will crouch on top of it naked so that your testicles rest in the ice water.
I will make you carry weight from your testicles to make sure you will be slow and careful in your moves.
I will punish you by rubbing some tiger balm on your balls
Bondage
You will kneel in front of the toilet tied up, after I've urinated in it, for an hour.
You will drink a full liter of water now and I will punish you by tying you to the bed and tickling you with a feather until you pee on yourself.
You will wait in front of my door blindfolded. I will pick you up and use you for my pleasure but you won't see me. I will release you after 2 hours in front of my door, you will remove the blindfold and leave.
Tonight I have invited a few guests over, I want you to wear a leash and a blindfold and do whatever the person holding the leash tells you to.
You will spend the night gagged using tape with my dirty socks inside your mouth
I will do a tutorial video on shibari and tying someone up and you will be my rope bunny for it
You will wear a shock collar for your training and you will receive an electric shock every time I am not pleased with you.
I will gag you with a bit gag and stick a tail plug in your ass and you must act like a human pony all day
I want to leash you by the cock and take you around
After I workout I will tie you to a chair and shove my sweaty socks into your mouth and gag you, then put my sweaty panties over your face.
You will go to somewhere I decided with a pair of socks in your mouth
I will replace my doorbell with a shock collar remote. Whenever a visitor rings it, you will let me know.
You will be tied up and I will make you take a cold water shower.
I will gag you with your own socks
I will tie your hands and attach a leash to your testicles to make sure you follow me submissively everywhere.
I will lock you up in the closet on your knees and leave you there for as long as it pleases me.
Exhibitionism
I want you to always wear a ring or bracelet with an engraved 'Loyal slave of MY NAME'
I want to watch you calling someone on the phone while jerking off and cuming before to hang up
You will play violin naked in front of our guests to entertain them.
I want you to ride a bicycle 5 miles while wearing a maids outfit and heels. I will track you on my fitness app
I want you to go to your work with a necklace around your neck
You will go to the cinema with me and you will masturbate me during the movie.
I want you to go shopping with me and try on the clothes I pick out for you.
You will sit on this chair naked and play guitar to entertain our guests.
I will take you out for diner but you will accompany me to the toilet to lick me.
I am hosting a party tonight. You will kneel at the entry. Your hands will be bound behind you and you will be blindfolded. Each guest will introduce themselves to you when they arrive. You must memorize the sound of their voice. Through the evening they will come say hello to you. If you reply to them with the wrong name you must satisfy them orally.
We will work on your pony training. Put on you highest heels and a collar and leash. I will lead you down the street and back in perfect walking posture. Knees high, back straight, and head forward at all times or be punished.
I want you to wear your rosebud all day and send me 3 pictures of you wearing it in 3 different public locations.
It's time for you to be marked as my property we are going to the tattoo parlour today to get your slave name tattooed.
I want you to go to the cinema with me wearing this coat and absolutely nothing under it.
I want you to kiss my feet in a store when no one is looking.
You will wear a collar and accompany me for my shopping
I want you to cut the grass naked in the garden.
Come here, I want to make love in front of the windows.
You will go with me to the park, I will be wearing a dress and no underwear, you will masturbate me whenever I tell you to.
Humiliation
You will clean my kitchen wearing pink panties only, with a butt plug nicely inserted, while my friends and I watch.
You will take off your clothes and walk like dog in the garden in the middle of the night
You will take pictures for me while I'm having sex with another person.
I want you to fuck a piece of bread in front of Me to completion, and thank Me for letting you relieve yourself
I want you to clean all my sextoys
I want you to regularly send me a letter mentioning everything you have done, said, and thought because the slave has no secrets for his Master/Mistress
You are a dog and you are only allowed to eat dog's food from the pet's bowl.
As a sign of your servitude and to humilate you, you will spend a week entirely barefoot, going about your business as normal.
I will play with your dick until you cum in your pants, you will not clean it up or change pants, but wear them for the rest of the day
I will cum on your naked body and you will not have the permission to clean it until I say so
You will kneel in front of the toilet tied up, after I've urinated in it, for an hour.
Come closer, I want to cum on your face.
I want you to fuck Me, too bad you are wearing your chastity cage... Get my strapping you can use that, it is much better than your pathetic cock
I want you to kneel down and keep barking until i tell you to stop
I want to watch you calling someone on the phone while jerking off and cuming before to hang up
You're a swine and you'll will eat and sleep in the pigsty
The rest of this month you are only allowed to wear my used underwear under your normal clothes .
I want to sit on your face while I give my bull a blowjob
I want you to act like a piece of furniture (clothed) for the afternoon, in front of everyone.
Now you will do everything I say because if you don't I will send an email to your colleagues with a very embarrassing picture of you.
You will wear a ring gag and I will choke you with my strap-on dildo
I will cover your chest in cum and you can’t wash it for a day
I want you to open your mouth so that I can spit the toothpaste inside after I finish brushing my teeth.
Tonight I have invited a few guests over, I want you to wear a leash and a blindfold and do whatever the person holding the leash tells you to.
Tonight when I get home you will be kneeling by the door, and as soon as I step in you will clean my shoes with your tongue and pay special attention to my heels, they need to be sucked clean.
I want you to go to your work with a necklace around your neck
I want you to open your mouth so that I can put whatever pleases me inside.
I will only allow you to drink out of a baby bottle.
I want you to come with me to the toilet, after I finish peeing you will clean me with your tongue.
I'm going to brand you with my initials just above your sex so everyone who sees knows you're mine
You will sit on this chair naked and play guitar to entertain our guests.
You will serve as my chair while I eat dinner
Here are two very nice pastries for us. While I will be eating mine, you will be dropping yours into your underwear and give yourself a good massage down there and watch me eating.
I want you to cum on a photo of your own ass
I want you to make me laugh. If you can't, I will punish you, hard.
I want you to clean my toes with your toothbrush.
I want you to be my doormat
You will be kneeling in the entry way of my home during a house party, wearing only panties and a bra - as each guest enters you will give their crouch a kiss
I want you to clean the toilet bowl.
You will wash the windows with your tongue
I'm going to grab you by the hair and spit on your face until your face is completely covered with my spit.
Here is a glass of wine for you but before you drink it I will add a few drops of my pee inside because real wine is too good for a slave.
I'm going to tie your hands behind your back and suspend tea bags from your breasts. You will bend to infuse until I tell you to stop.
I will gag you with a bit gag and stick a tail plug in your ass and you must act like a human pony all day
I will wrap your hands with double side tape and watch you masturbate
I will tie your hands behind your back and you will clean my heels with your tongue.
I want you to masturbate me and swallow my cum.
I want to leash you by the cock and take you around
I'll harness you to a carriage and have a good ride.
I need you and 5 other slaves to place their balls in the pocket of a billiards table while my friends and I play
When you need to urinate you shall bark 3 times, I will take you in the garden naked on a leash, you will walk like a dog and relieve yourself on a tree.
Whenever I come hope I will put my dirty socks in your mouth and you will go to the bathroom to hand wash them
Get on the floor, you will eat the food I will bring to your mouth with my feet.
I want you to help me prepare dinner and then be my serving boy as I eat dinner, if you're hungry you can eat leftovers from a dog bowl after I'm done eating and you've washed the dishes
You are a dog, you are only allowed to eat and drink from the pet's bowls.
I am hosting a party tonight. You will kneel at the entry. Your hands will be bound behind you and you will be blindfolded. Each guest will introduce themselves to you when they arrive. You must memorize the sound of their voice. Through the evening they will come say hello to you. If you reply to them with the wrong name you must satisfy them orally.
When the weather allows it, you will sleep outside naked in a dog house
I want you to go under the dining table and massage the feet of the guests.
I want you to masturbate into a sock and then wear that sock for the rest of the day
I want you to suck my toes.
After I workout I will tie you to a chair and shove my sweaty socks into your mouth and gag you, then put my sweaty panties over your face.
I want you to lick the wet spot on the mattress after I have sex with my date.
You will cum on a toothbrush, then brush your teeth with it for 2 minutes
I want you to clean my pussy with your tongue after coming back from a date
You will hang a cat bell to your sex so that your Master/Mistress always hears you moving.
I want you to shower fully dressed as a punishment, and dry yourself with a hairdryer
We will work on your pony training. Put on you highest heels and a collar and leash. I will lead you down the street and back in perfect walking posture. Knees high, back straight, and head forward at all times or be punished.
I want you to wear your rosebud all day and send me 3 pictures of you wearing it in 3 different public locations.
It's time for you to be marked as my property we are going to the tattoo parlour today to get your slave name tattooed.
Get on your knees I will inspect your brawn. Open your mouth let me see your teeth and tongue. I don’t need the weak and ill slaves.
I will cum on your food and make you eat it.
You will wear a collar and accompany me for my shopping
I want you to eat dog food mixed with your daily meal
I will make you carry weight from your testicles to make sure you will be slow and careful in your moves.
I want you act like a dead body no matter what I do to you.
You will practice my hypnosis routine every day. Melt your mind, pour it in a bowl, and give it to Me. You will become a perfect toy for Me to destroy over and over again.
You will accompany me shopping today, you will carry my handbag for me, always walk 2 steps behind me and produce your credit card from my purse whenever I click my fingers.
I want you to hump my leg while barking like a dog.
Wank yourself and swallow your own cum in front of me.
You will cum on top of a rusk. I will place the rusk alongside 2 others on a plate. You will be blindfolded and I will present the plate to you. You will take the first rusk you can find on the plate and eat it.
Foot Fetish
I will put the socks of different women into your mouth. You will guess which socks are mine or be punished!
I want you to do Me a pedicure under my desk while I work in my office
All my shoes need cleaning, you will clean and polish every pair I have in the house and line them neatly for my inspection, of course you will be punished if any pair fails to meet my expectations.
Tonight when I get home you will be kneeling by the door, and as soon as I step in you will clean my shoes with your tongue and pay special attention to my heels, they need to be sucked clean.
You will spend the night gagged using tape with my dirty socks inside your mouth
I want you to lick each one of my toes with delight
I want you to clean my toes with your toothbrush.
I want you to be my doormat
Your going to ruin your orgasm onto My bare feet then lick Them clean
I want you to lick my feet.
I will tie your hands behind your back and you will clean my heels with your tongue.
My feet are stinky and dirty you need to clean them using only your tongue, make sure to get all that toe jam out it's full of good nutrients
Whenever I come hope I will put my dirty socks in your mouth and you will go to the bathroom to hand wash them
Get on the floor, you will eat the food I will bring to your mouth with my feet.
I want you to go under the dining table and massage the feet of the guests.
I want you to suck my toes.
You will be on your hand and knees in front of Me, facing away from Me, and I will fuck your ass with my heels while I watch TV
I want you to kiss my feet in a store when no one is looking.
Orgasm Control
You will hold a grape between your teeth and bend over with your hands flat on a table. I will count down from one hundred as I cane you. If your teeth cut the skin of the grape or if you drop it I will stop. You will owe me the remaining number of days in chastity.
I want you to masturbate without touching your genitals with your hands
Ruin your own orgasm in front of me and eat up your mess
I want you to masturbate yourself only with a corner of a table.
I want you to fuck Me, too bad you are wearing your chastity cage... Get my strapping you can use that, it is much better than your pathetic cock
I want you to wear chastity anytime when you are not with me
Mistress will lock your chastity cage to the kitchen table with a leash until you make her a meal, let her eat it without looking at her, and clean up the entire kitchen afterwards.
I will masturbate you but at the exact moment you want to ejaculate I will squeeze your cock so no cum can come out.
You will wear a short skirt, high heels and a butt plug. You will carry these glass of wines on a tray to the other side of the room and you will stay a day in chastity for each glass that you spilled.
Your going to ruin your orgasm onto My bare feet then lick Them clean
I want to tie you to a chair with your cock locked up while I pleasure myself to multiple orgasms and not give you one when I finish.
I will masturbate you until you cum and put the load into your mouth. Then you must keep it there until you cum a second time. Now swalllow it.
Wank yourself and swallow your own cum in front of me.
Maid
You will follow me all day a few feet behind and pick up any litter or tidy up any mess I make immediately.
I want you to clean all my sextoys
I will host a party. I will pick a uniform for you to be the butler/maid for the duration of the party and use a remote vibrating plug to summon you for any services I desire.
I want you to clean all the light bulbs in my house.
All my shoes need cleaning, you will clean and polish every pair I have in the house and line them neatly for my inspection, of course you will be punished if any pair fails to meet my expectations.
I want you to ride a bicycle 5 miles while wearing a maids outfit and heels. I will track you on my fitness app
Mistress will lock your chastity cage to the kitchen table with a leash until you make her a meal, let her eat it without looking at her, and clean up the entire kitchen afterwards.
I want you to clean the toilet bowl.
I'm going to the gym today you will come with me as my towel sissy. You will stand next to me as I work out and wipe the sweat from me with a towel.
I'm going to tie your hands behind your back and suspend tea bags from your breasts. You will bend to infuse until I tell you to stop.
You will wear nipple clamps and start cleaning until the floor is spotless.
I want you to help me prepare dinner and then be my serving boy as I eat dinner, if you're hungry you can eat leftovers from a dog bowl after I'm done eating and you've washed the dishes
You will have my breakfast cooked ready for me when I wake up each morning
I want you to cut the grass naked in the garden.
I want you to unclog the toilet.
I want you to wash my car (with clothes)
You will wash and shave your Mistress legs and then apply moisturizer
Ball gag
Belt
Chair
Clothespins
Collar
Computer chair
Deck of cards
Dice
Duct/Packing tape
Elastics
Freezer
Fridge
Handcuffs
Ice cubes
Leash
Mask
Nipple clamps
Rope
Ruler
Shoelace