She is the one who owns me, the one whose rules guide my life. Every step I take feels fuller, sharper, more real when it’s under her control.
I love being hers. I love knowing that I exist within her vision, that my role is not to decide but to follow, not to lead but to serve. Goddess Katya’s strength, her clarity, her terms, they give me purpose.
With her, there is no confusion, no doubt. I don’t need freedom when I have ownership. I don’t need choices when I have her rules. All I want is to live as she designs it, to be what she wants me to be.
I love being owned by Goddess Katya, not partly, not sometimes, but completely.
These past days without touching myself were difficult. The need was always there, burning stronger each time I had to watch her content every hour. Her beauty, her power it left me aching, desperate, but still denied. It was frustrating at first, almost unbearable. But I reminded myself: my pleasure is not mine, it belongs only to my goddess. The denial, the constant ache, became proof of her control over me. Now I feel weak with desire, yet strong in obedience. Each hour reminded me that I am hers completely.
It has been six days without release, and today my Goddess commanded me to cum. Everyday I needed to edge myself for a few Minutes for every worship I do. Every time I wanted to stroke myself more to let go and cum, but that is not mine to decide. My pleasure belongs to my Goddess. When she allowed me release today, the pleasure came fast and left quickly. The orgasm felt intense, but the relief was brief, and already I find myself wanting more. My body craves to stroke again, to reach that high again, but I know that desire is no longer mine to control. Even in release, I remain hers.
My Goddess allowed me, after my first call with her, to stroke myself for 2 minutes every time I worship her. When I do that, I should imagine that I lick her pee from the ground. The thought of licking my Goddess's pee from the ground is a great honor. I don't know why I should do that. Maybe she wants to train me to cum only when I see or taste her pee. But I don't need to know. I just follow her command. She will guide me to be something that fits best for her.
Today was my very first call with my goddess Katya. I was nervous before it started, my heart was racing. The moment I saw her, everything else disappeared. She makes me feel small, owned, and completely under her control. She allowed me to watch her pee. Everything was so fast from the Call to her peeing and that the Call ended. Everything was so overwhelming I couldn't really register everything. After that, my Goddess was so generous to allow me to edge myself to my imagination of her peeing. I wish I could have knelt before her to be peed on by her or even allowed to drink pee.
Today, my Goddess Katya allowed me to cum after five long days. It felt overwhelming both the release itself and the knowledge that it only happened because she decided it. The control she has over me is total, and I feel it more deeply with each day that passes. The hard part was the waiting. Each night and each morning the aching to cum after each edging season the longing to cum, to touch me more. I felt really desperate, but good too because I was doing it for my Goddess. My body begged for relief, but I had to resist, because her will is stronger than my desire. The good part was when she finally allowed me to cum. It was a gift, a reward, proof that she is in control and I am not. It reminded me how powerful she is and how much I need her ownership. That makes me proud to be hers.
Date | Ownership change |
2025-08-19 09:29:42 | Starts serving Mistress BrattyKatya |