I am still unsure of myself. I am not new and understand my obsession but can’t make sense of it all. I need guidance in my kinks and someone who will lead me through a variety of challenges. I don’t just desire control I need it and I am desperate to have someone take my leash and drag me into servitude.
I am shy and honestly might be very hesitant and I hope you can be understanding and patient as I adjust. I’ve had a rough history and have been denied my sexual release into all things bondage for too long.
My kinks center around boot worship, leather and latex, chastity, puppy play, BDSM, and anal, but that is just where I center around with my preference. To be honest, nothing excites me more than trying something new, and nothing pleases me more than knowing I have satisfied my Mistress, that she is happy. My two favorite words, the words that are as good as cumming, are the two words I will work desperatly to hear from my Owner,
Good boy!
My only limits are cross dressing, pee/scat, and requiring to see my face, again I’m shy
I’m not the best at control, and need someone to show me how to control myself, and to put my needs to the side.
My purpose is to serve superior creatures, my place is beneath them. I am inferior in every way to my Empress which is why I live to serve her. Everything I do is for her and I must drill these facts into my brain so I never make the mistake of putting my needs before hers. In regards to my patience, after completing two tasks yesterday for my Empress I wanted to do more and more and more, and I did deep breathing exercises to calm myself before I asked my Empress for more because my place is beneath her, a quiet pup that doesn’t wine for attention. I am lucky to have even gotten her attention much less tasks and those tasks weren’t for my benefit, but because she wanted them done. And what my Empress wants she gets because she deserves the best.
As part of my training with Empress Hellcat I will post a daily reflection on the importance of patience. My Empress is not here to serve me I am here to serve her. A well trained pup should not be nipping at her heels for attention, good or bad, but should be patient and quiet, out of the way until called upon. Wheb she comes home if my Empress wants me to service her she will tell me. I will not speak unless spoken to, I will not bark or even move until told. I aim to be the pup she deserves.
I just ordered the following toys, just wish they would arrive sooner. Because I’m impatient I will be getting a metal chastity cage in person tomorrow because I need something to control my cock or I will keep touching myself.
Inflatable gag, penis gag, bone gag, collar with ball gag, leather pup mask, pup mitts with chain, chastity cage, tags for the cage to verify on this site, adjustible rope handcuff, mermaid shackle, leg spreader strap, hogtie straps, leather mask, tail plug, anal plugs of different sizes, ankle and wrist cuffs, leash, paddle, nipple clamps, sleeves, blindfold, loose dog mask, hood with spreader bar and mitts attached, and latex shirt
CHASTITY CHALLENGES
| Date Start | Nb Days | Progress | Status |
| 2026-01-08 | 7 days |
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In progress |
