I am looking for something discreet that will let me explore my fantasies that I otherwise can’t. I am 30 with experience with minor servitude but nothing long term. I have a ton of kinks but I want someone who will push me beyond my comforts at a regular basis and mold me into the slave I was meant to be.
I might take a little bit to trust but only due to a nasty experience I had with someone actually tracking my information and blackmailing me so please understand that I will not be revealing my face but am happy to do just about ANYTHING else you ask of me as my true goal is your pleasure and happiness.
I am learning that patience is the hardest part of servitude. Everything in me wants to live servitude at all hours of the day, but I am afraid of being too much for my future owner. I must learn control and patience, to wait until I am called upon
I have been hesitant to step back into this world after a bad experience I had in the past but feel safe on this site and ready to serve again. I am currently looking at equipment to buy including a chastity cage, hood, tail plug, gag, and leather outfits. I'm not yet sure how much I can spend but hopefully soon I will be able to build my collection enough to satisfy my future Mistress. I am excited to make my first Chastity Log once the device comes in and learn the value of patience through pain.
