Slave slavejohn9696

New day, new tortures. After my chores, i removed the elastrator and completed my punishment. On the video, i pled guilty to breaking my slave contract by not being barefoot in the presence of my Owner - the first clause in the contract requirements. i was required to complete 46 ball crushes as punishment.

i completed the punishment, which toolk the best part of five minutes and was massively intense and very painful. i am now sitting in my chair, having completed it, squirming because i am still on my pledge of chastity and abstinence.

Another update. my Owner asked me to set myself up as a footstool earlier this afternoon. She was so pleased with the picture that She instructed me to do if for five minutes.

i have just completed this Act of Contrition, Submission and Subservience. It taught me that i am, as i already knew, a beta male. my cock ran with pre-cum but, if You have been following this thread, dear reader, You will know that i am not allowed to take this on through masturbation.

If this amuses You, please go to the Public Square and like my picture.

Thank You for sharing my humiliation.

BIG mistake today. BIG mistake! I am a barefoot beta male slave, owned by Mistress Nadia. BAREFOOT. AT ALL TIMES WHEN IN THE PRESENCE OF MY OWNER. B WRITTEN CONTRACT WITH MY OWNER.

Well, i forgot to remove my socks in my Owner's presence. i had to own up. Mistress was VERY disappointed and displeased. i know because i have been punished with a further 30 ball crushes, alongside the ones from the Public Square.

At present, that means 40 crushes in the morning, after wearing the elastrator for my chores. FORTY CRUSHES. i am genuinely scared now. i will get through it, but am scared.

If that amused You, dear reader, and You want to make it even more challenging, do go to the Public Square and like the picture.

And, if You do, well thanks!

New day, same punishment! There were 16 likes today, so that is 16 ball crushes.

i fitted the elastrator, with an innovation across my cock to hold it more firmly in place. i completed my chores and my balls were more painful than usual. i think the elastic was trapped over the body of the testicle, which caused a dull but persistent pain in my thigh. Odd.

After completing my tasks, i removed the elastrator and administered the punishment. 16 ball crushes followed by 16 slaps on my cock head with a wooden spoon. The final crush was 10 seconds, which is actually quite a long time. The cock-head slap was also very painful.

i was in another place during the pain. However, watching the video, i can see the agony etched on my face.

my Owner is away today, which is probably a bit of a relief as i will not feel compelled to serve Her as She will not be there. i am sure there will be tasks to do when She returns, though.

End of the day. my Owner is not online, so i have no chance of begging for any treats.

Mistress told me that i was not to touch my genitals for arousals in any way. i put the elastrator on, to try to help, but it only made it worse.

i am now sitting in my chair, squirming, as this the only way to get any sensation into my cock at all. Not sure if it is cheating.

Oh, and an update on the Punishment Picture. Right now, there are 43 likes and i have only been punished for 30 of them. That means 13 in the morning, after i have done my chores. my Owner saw me crunching my balls this morning and has decided that this is a much more painful and immediate form of torture than spanking. Also, there is no chance of cheating.

So, 13+ it is. i produced a video for my Owner of the torture yesterday, which also included 30 slaps on the end of my cock with a wooden spoon.. i did not think this would be as painful as the crush and, in fairness, it was not, but it was surprisingly challenging.

So, 13+ crushes tomorrow. If it amuses You, dear reader, and You have not done so already, please like the picture. i deserve the punishment.

So starts a new day. i decided to complete the punishment of 23 ball spanks, with a bonus 23 ball crushes. i created a video and sent it to my Mistress.

Mistress was very pleased with the video, especially the ball crushes, (which were really painful). She was NOT pleased, though, about the fact that i could not wait until the morning, as part of my slave training is to make me more patient. So She insisted that i re-do the punishment.

There are now 30 likes. my Owner insisted that i complete my morning chores wearing the elastrator, as agreed and then re-do the punishment based on the new number of likes. She allowed me to just crush my balls, (a small mercy). However, in recognition of my error, She insisted that i slap the end of my cock with a wooden spoon for the same 30 times.

i completed the punishment, which was pretty intense. i then decided to add a bonus, to show my contrition, by slapping my balls 30 times with the same spoon.

By the end, i was a quivering wreck! i sent the video through and am waiting to see whether my Owner approves of my pathetic attempts.

If you are reading this, dear reader, and you haven't seen the picture on the Public Square, please may i ask You to go there and like my picture. It will add further punishment. i will report back, with grateful thanks, in my diary tomorrow.

And finally, to the 30 of you who have liked my picture, many thanks. It has led to the very intense punishment, which i hope my Owner enjoyed so much.

Update on my picture. There have now been 117 views and 22 likes. That means 22 spanks on my balls in the morning, having completed my morning chores while wearing the elastrator.

i am to remove the elastrator before the punishment. That might sound like a bit of a bonus but, in fact, having your balls so tightly in their sac reduces the pain felt when they are hit. Also, removing it makes the balls more sensitive, so the spanks will hurt a lot!

my Owner is very fond of spanking, so when i respectfully asked her is i could squeeze the balls instead, Mistress informed me that She very much enjoys spanking, so my request was refused. There will be more time to do that, though. i suspect that the picture may be up for a while and, while it is, i will have to add on the number of likes to my punishment. i could be doing this for days!

i have also been banned from any form of touching my cock, at any place, until 10pm.  It is 8.50 just now, so i have some time to wait, before My Mistress allows me to rub my cock through my trousers again. Mind you, this is almost as frustrating, since it makes the cock go hard but there is no relief. Very much like being in chastity.

So here i am, squirming in my seat, waiting for the time when my Mistress, my Goddess, my Owner gives me some leeway - if indeed she does! 

i have just posted a CBT picture of myself on the Public Square. What a blast! i can't masturbate, of course. If i could, it would take seconds to cum! i am now sitting in my chair, squirming, wishing i could masturbate. i can't, of course, which makes it even better!

My Mistress set me a task. It was to wear a pair of women's panties and simulate a 2-minute lap dance. i videoed this and sent it as a gift. Here is the entry:

Good afternoon Mistress. Please accept this video of me completing a simulated lap dance while wearing a pair of women's black panties. i do hope the Alpha Male receiving it enjoyed the experience!

Hope You enjoy!

Yours ever in serviture.

Your slave john

Back again. i looked at the site and worshipped my Mistress Owner. That made my cock throb, which i can't do anything with, as i am in a state of chastity and abstinence from my Mistress's order.

i will need to leave soon and try to compose myself. i have meetings today and, if this keeps happening in my trousers, it will be difficult to maintain my composure and impossible to show myself!

Another posting from what has been a challenging day. i undertook a Surrender this evening. Here is what it said:

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Time for your punishment! You will tie a water bottle full (or any other heavy item) to a string and to the ceiling (or somewhere above), make it so it is barely above the ground. You will then lie on your back naked and push the water bottle away from you letting it swing and hit your balls 5 times. Send Me the video.

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Painful! i posted the video and my new Mistress reviewed and approved it. i also sent Her a copy as a gift.

i completed the task wearing the elastrator. This made my balls extremely tight in their sac and made them very sensitive. Imagine - a full bottle of lemonade crunching down on to my balls, which were held proud by their bindings. Aaaarrrggghhh.

I have now been further tasked. i am not allowed to remove the elastrator until i have cooked and eaten my meal tonight. i am also barefoot, which is a condition in my slave contract for whenever i am interacting in any way with my Mistress.

i am also in virtual chastity so, although my cock is throbbing to be relieved, i may not do it. i am even banned from rubbing it through my trousers tonight. Mistress tells me that this is to teach me the lesson of patience, so i agreed. i am now sitting in my chair, squirming, because that is as close as i can get to rubbing my cock.

Agony and frustration fill my life tonight, but these are good lessons for a newly owned slave.

Thank You Mistress.

Your slave john

i am now owned by Mistress Nadia, (aka GoddesNadia). ! It is a day earlier than i had thought. i sent Her my slave contract so am now fully owned by Her. Here is the note i sent her with my completed slave contract:

To whom it may concern.

The attached document is my signed slave contract with Mistress Nadia. i am now her property, in accordance with this contract.

i will do my best to keep to its terms and to please my Mistress in any and all ways possible.

slave john

slave to Mistress Nadia

i am not worthy!

Update on day 2. Mistress has agreed to a written slave contract with me, starting from when i formally agree to Her ownership. i will be doing this as soon as i can, which i believe is Wednesday.

This is a time of some excitement for me, as i have never been formally owned before. i hope i can meet Her standards and do Her service in the ways She deserves.

i am also struggling a little with my chastity task. Don't worry, dear reader - i will manage it. It is just that my cock does not want to agree!

Day 2 of my enforced chastity and abstinence starts. Mistress requires me to elastrate my cock and balls when i undertake my daily domestic chores and send a picture, together with the daily number, to  Her for Her amusement.

i am not allowed to masturbate in any way, unless i ask permission to rub myself through my trousers. That is like rubbing my cock when it is in chastity. In fact, it is even more frustrating, because i know that i can but mustn't masturbate.

Just off to the shower now. More trials to come......

Struggling already with my chastity task! It is exciting to be held in thrall of my Mistress. i will, of course, obey but it is hard.

And so is my cock!!!

i have been sought for ownership by Godesnadia. She has instructed me to maintain chastity and abstinence for 10 days. She has allowed me to rub my cock through my trousers and has instructed me to torture my cock and balls every morning while i complete my domestic chores.  i am to report in 10days. In the meantime, my Mistress has instructed me to send a picture every day with that day's number.

My Mistress is also going to insist that i am barefoot whenever we speak. 

My Mistress is cruel but kind. i do not deserve to be owned by Her and am very fortunate that She is taking ownership.

My first day. i met My new Mistress and can't wait to commit to her forever.

i also passes my first Surrender and have send My Mistress pictures as well.

my cock is throbbing and i think i need to cum, but can't today because others are about.

slave john